CHRIS DARKEST SECRET 4.
I am sorry…
Leo had decided to trust Chris or perhaps his instinct. There was a bad feeling about this matter. Leo couldn't feel a thing from Piper. She was soulless. Piper's heart was empty, no love, nothing. Leo orbed to the hospital, where Piper was staring outside the window, blankly. She wasn't spirited like she used to. Leo went near her, "Piper?" Nothing was heard. It was a silent room equipped with a bed and a window to brighten the dim, dark room. Leo approached Piper a little nearer and slowly stroked her hair. "Say something. Tell me. You are not alone. I am here now," Leo whispered to her but there wasn't any reply. "Piper, talk to me when you feel comfortable. I will be outside," Leo added and headed for the door. Perhaps Piper wasn't ready to speak. I don't know what had happened but it has to be something serious for Piper to breakdown. Leo thoughts were in a messed. Matters got worse when Leo was bashed by Victor as soon as he left the room. "I regretted giving my blessing to your marriage. Piper could have been better off with another guy. White lighter, you don't deserve her. She is like this now all thanks to you," Victor was in rage. "What have I done?" Leo tried to stand up and explain himself. "You have done nothing as a husband or a father! You let your wife suffer and your son to die. What's the point of having the power to heal when you can't even protect your own child?" Victor questioned. "Child?" Leo looked at Wyatt who was at Victor's arm. "You don't even know? Your wife was pregnant and now lost her baby because of miscarriage. Get it?" Victor raised his voice and Wyatt started to cry. Leo looked stunned. He didn't know what to say. Should he blame himself or continue to deny the fact that he was terrible father. Chris was right, he is a terrible father. He didn't deserve to be with Piper. Piper was a wonderful woman who could have been better off with another guy. May be the Elders were right about their love. It was forbidden and Leo had broken the tradition thus bringing Piper through difficulties. Piper became like this because of Leo. Everything was silent. "I am sorry. This will be the last time I see Piper," Leo said and walked into Piper's room again. "Piper, I hope that you are listening to this. Live on. Forget about me. I don't exist in you anymore. Take good care of Wyatt. I love you," Leo kissed her and orbed out. Piper knew he left and this time, he will never be back. The man who made her realized her bravery and strength had left. Piper cried alone. Everything was fated. Their love, their road, it was all not meant to be. As much as Piper wants Leo to be with her, she could never accept him for letting their son to die. She just can't.
Chris whose spirit was brought down by Leo was still crying at a dark ally. Dad, you shouldn't have come. I hated you. I do. Why am I crying for beating you up? Every punch on Leo symbolized how much I hated myself. Never once I thought my life would be sour. All I wanted was a nice manor and a family of my own. Not feeling hate and revenge all the time. It's suffering. Why must I be born? Forget about it. I don't want revenge. I don't want love. I don't want anything! Chris took out a small dagger and slit his wrist. He laughed as blood flowed from his wound. He was devastated and finally given up his life. Nothing matters when he dies. Chris lay on the bare road with tears as he slowly past out. Phoebe who came back for she believe Chris needed her more than Leo does. Never once she had felt so much pain from a person. Phoebe sent him to the hospital who managed to save him. Chris looked so much like Piper. His features and feeling, Chris was so much like her. Phoebe couldn't understand him but he knew he loves his mother deeply and nothing can ever replace her position in his heart. But why did he intent to hurt her if Phoebe was right? Phoebe sat beside Chris who was still sleeping after the rescued him. The next morning started when Chris woke up just to realize he was alive. "Why must you save me? Let me die. My life is meaningless. I felt love once but it was gone. I missed it. I want it back! Can you give me? No! Nobody can. You want me to kill Piper right? That's why you saved me right? I will! Now, I will make sure she dies!" I orbed to the manor to look for Patty who was still pregnant with mum. I have no doubts. Life was unfair. I tried to forget my past but it hunted me again. Perhaps I am fated to do this. I hated myself! "Patty, I am sorry" I pushed her down the stairs. That fall will ensure her child in her womb to die. I was officially cold-blooded. A son who betrayed a mother's love. I killed her! Phoebe orbed in just to see Patty on the ground groaning in pain as blood tickled down her legs. "Chris, you will never be forgiven. I was wrong about you! You useless brat! May your death be the worst!" Phoebe yelled at me and I don't blame her. I deserved it. "I know," I said as I hold my tears. I will not cry. I did it, my revenge have been taken. Future Wyatt no longer exist and will soon be sent to a deserted, sacred island with me and mum. My wife will not die. She will have a normal and happy family but she lives without me, without our memories. I closed my eyes as I faded away. My guilt, my sins and everything I have done will never be forgiven but I did it all in the name of love.