CHRIS DARKEST SECRET 5.
Honesty.
I was glad that I finally did it. I finally get to meet Wyatt face to face and get my wish. I wanted to ask Wyatt why he did it. Why did he have the heart to hurt his only brother? I thought I was everything to him after mum died. He treated me well. He comforted me during my sleepless night. He was the greatest brother. I hope to hear from him, the reason. I needed his honesty and heart again. I wanted to search for his tenderness and love I felt when we were still brother. He still is mine but I guessed I am no longer his brother. I am definitely not mum's son anymore. I did what I have to do. I paced into the room as I am afraid. I am scared to see mum. She doesn't deserve this but I did it to her. My eyes spotted the man I was hunting for, Wyatt. Mum wasn't here yet but it's just a matter of time. "Chris? You did all this?" Wyatt said. He seemed calm and innocent but look can be deceiving. He can shed his crocodile tears but it will never match with the pain I have been through. "Yes, so what? Compared to what you have done, this means nothing! Tell me why? Why did you kill her? To get to me? Then do it, I am here, in front of you! You chicken! You murdered a weak lady but didn't have the courage to face me," I threw these hashed words towards him. The journey till today has made me braver and cruel. It turned me into a devil who no longer feels pity. "Chris, what are you talking about? I didn't kill Billie. No, don't you trust your brother? She set us up. She was the source. I intended to kill her but she was way stronger than I am. That's why I attacked her a few times. I didn't have the chance to explain as you attacked me each time you see me. I am not your foe, I am your brother. Trust me," Wyatt said. "I was carrying her when she died. Why can't you be honest with me? Why? I trusted you but you killed her. I loved her and she was the world's kindness person. Don't you dare insult her personality," I told Wyatt. I was sobbing. Everything was still fresh in my mind. I didn't manage to save her. She died in my arms. Wyatt did it! Why did he have to deny it? I just want his honesty! I loved him as a brother, as a best friend but why did he lie to me again and again? Wyatt came nearer to me and tried to comfort me. I pushed him off and telekinesis him across that room. He crashed badly as he is now defenseless. Once we die, we loose our power but I am consider alive as I consumed the potions to stay like this. Wyatt was bleeding at the eye and bruises all over him. I haven't had enough. I held his T-shirt and start beating him up. I punched him several times with all my might. Every punch felt great. He deserved it after what he had done to my wife. After a few deadly blows, Wyatt was down. He was too weak to even say a word. He tried to stand up but I stepped on his face. "How does it feel to be the weaker one? How does it feel to feel pain? Answer me!" I yelled at him and insulted him. He was a hard man. He didn't want to admit about the murder. He insisted that he did not kill Billie but I will make him talk. I have gone too far to let him go. I must beat him up to satisfy my rage and pain. All these years, I have suffered and I even killed my own mum just to get to him. He was my target and our brotherhood has no effect on me anymore. I kicked him at the abdomen. He crouched and cried in pain, begging me to stop it. I thought I was the king until a shadow sneaked upon me. I turned and I saw something I thought I had lost years ago. "Billie," I stammered. Billie was somebody or the only woman who won my heart and I lost her but today, she was here. She was not a ghost or angel. She is alive. I can't believe my eyes or perhaps the lighting here was bad. "Chris, remember me?" Billie asked. That beautiful voice will always exist regardless whether she's alive or not. She is Billie. The woman I have long missed and loved. "She is evil. Don't trust her," Wyatt said at a weak tone. "Shut up! Don't you try to insult her! Billie was everything to me and our love will always live," I roared to him. I turned my attention towards Billie. She seemed so cold. "Chris, he is right. I am evil. I am the source and don't you want to know why I am still alive," Billie said with an arrogant tone. Those words were shocking to me but I refused to believe it. "You heard her. She has never loved you before and never will. Wake up!" Wyatt said. "I don't give a damn! I loved her and I don't care if she's evil because she will always be the Billie I have known," I said as I stared at her eyes. "We can start again. Leave and cloak ourselves forever. Nobody will know us or find us. We can finally have our own manor and a few adorable kids running around the garden. We can have everything we dreamed of," I tried to kiss her. I long for her kiss and I want to embrace her once again but she rejected me. She pushed me to the ground without any feeling of love. I felt nothing from her but cold, hard feeling. "Why? I loved you and you played with my heart. I sacrificed everything for you. I murdered my mother just so I can have revenge for you. I could have killed baby Wyatt in no time but I didn't. You know why? That's because I want him to feel the pain you felt when you died but it's all a lie. Why did you have to die in my arms? I thought our love was pure and true," I broke down in tears. I can't accept her betrayal towards me neither can't I accept the fact that I pushed aside my family for a woman who was never honest to me. "I used you. I tried to get to Wyatt but he was a tough man. So I changed my plan and you fall for me so easily. What you did was unexpected. I didn't expect you to alter the Halliwell line but you did because you want Wyatt to suffer. Thank you for that and as a token of appreciation, I am going to give you a surprise. I will offer you each a beautiful casket to put your body in and I will even send it personally to your manor," Billie smiled. "Billie, please tell me you are joking or possessed by some kind of demon. Please, Billie, don't do this to me. I am begging you!" I crawled to her legs and pulled her. "Get off of me. Don't you get it? I am cheating you. I never loved you. Demon will never have feelings," Billie kicked me away. She walked towards Wyatt and that means Wyatt will die today because of me. I can never let that happen. I telekinesis Billie away from him and hold on to her to delay time. "Run, Wyatt! Go! I am sorry. Save our mother. Take this potion and it will bring you back to where before I killed mum. Kill me there," I said and continue to hold on Billie who was stronger than me as she kicked and bashed me over and over again. Wyatt glanced at me but I signaled him to leave me because I deserved it. I was in pain but I can't let her kill my brother. Blood was flowing out from my mouth. I was badly injured by her but I am wiling. "Kill me. I am wiling to die in your hands. My love shall not fade," I struggled to stand up. I stood like a soldier and held my arms open with my eyes shut tightly. Billie will end my life soon but I am still glad that I get to see her again for the last time. Billie approached me and I could feel her breath. She kissed me passionately and I knew Billie was back, my Billie. Then a sharp pain woke me up from my fantasy. She stabbed me. Auntie Phoebe was right; I died in the worst way. I died in the hands of the woman I loved most. "Billie, have you ever loved me?" I said in my dying breath. I gazed at her with love and sorrow. "No" I heard her said sternly without a single doubt and she shimmered off. She never loved me and I sacrificed everything including my dignity. I wondered if it was worth it? But clearly this world wasn't meant for someone as naïve as me. Perhaps I should let my soul go on because there isn't anything left for me. Love? There will never be true love. Only an idiot like me will believe in it but clearly it's just a myth. Love betrayed me.