Shanan was asleep on the couch, but something was touching her nose. Gently stroking it, actually. Ah yes, this was how Kakashi liked to quietly wake her up when he got home. Usually, he'd just carry her to bed, the same as when they were kids, but sometimes he woke her up. She liked it when he woke her up.
"Hello, my love," she said quietly as she opened her eyes slowly and smiled.
Now that she was awake, he leaned in and gave her a kiss and then brushed her hair out of her face.
"Come and sit outside with me. It's a really nice night," he whispered as he took her hand in his.
Shanan sat up, careful not to disturb Sasuke. She was still smiling. He'd been swamped lately, so she was surprised he'd woken her up.
They walked outside and it was really nice out. The perfect temperature and the breeze was warm, but not hot.
They had a few comfortable outdoor lounge chairs to choose from, but Kakashi led them to one and pulled her to sit in between his legs so she could lean back on him. Shanan had only just realized that he had already changed into his sweats and a t-shirt.
The sky was really clear tonight and living away from the lights of the village made it to where they could see every star in the sky. Shanan had always loved the stars. Kakashi used to bring her out here all the time when they were growing up so that she could look up at the stars and he could look over at her.
"You're not cold, are you, my love?" he asked her.
"No. It's really perfect out and the air smells really nice. It reminds me of when we were kids," she said nostalgically.
"Me, too. And there's no moon tonight," he pointed out.
"Oh, there isn't..." she realized. "That's why it seems extremely clear." They sat quietly staring up at the sky for a few minutes. "Do you remember your first long mission?"
"Yeah."
"I was scared being home by myself for the first time. I heard you open and close the front door in the middle of the night. Then I heard you open and close my door. And then you came into your room and knelt in front of me sleeping in your bed and I opened my eyes just as you went to stroke my nose," she said fondly.
"I remember. I knew you'd go back to your own bed, so I suggested we come outside for a while. It was colder that night, so I grabbed the blanket off my bed before we did. Then I suggested that we could lay together in the same seat to stay warm. We didn't lay like this, but we were still small enough to be side by side comfortably."
"I prefer this way," she said as she laughed.
"Oh, well, now," he said as he kissed the top of her head. "I remember the look in your eyes that first night out here... I kept wondering what it was you were daydreaming about, if it was me or not," he continued quietly. "And then when you fell asleep, your smile never faded. You wouldn't fall asleep with me in my room anymore, but being outside was different. You were always happy out here. I still don't know if it was because of me or the stars. Don't tell me..." he whispered as he stroked her arm.
Shanan thought for a moment. The answer was both, but he didn't want to know, so she wouldn't tell him directly. "Kakashi, I've always been happiest in your arms..."
He sat up and wrapped his arms around her waist tighter as he kissed the side of her head softly and then kissed her shoulder.
Shanan smiled. "You're being really affectionate," she said softly.
Kakashi rested his head on her shoulder. "I just need to wake you up more often, that's all," he said as he closed his eyes and swayed with her slowly.
Shanan turned her head to see him better. "You miss me, my love?"
He nodded slowly. His eyes were still closed. "And the twins. I don't get the time with them that I used to. It's like I blinked and now they're three. And I don't think they even miss me," he said as his voice shook.
Shanan turned her body so that she could see him better. "Kakashi, you angel, they miss you... They love you so much! Both of them do. Just earlier today, Sasuke put Yuki's hair into a ponytail and she took it down immediately and said she wanted daddy to do it," she told him shakily. "Hiro puts his scarf over his mouth all the time and neither of them can sleep without saying ni ni to daddy's picture every night." Tears were streaming down both of their faces. "They love and miss you so much. You may not get to be here much, but when you are..." her voice broke completely.
Kakashi sat back and pulled her down into his chest again and continued to cry silent tears as he stroked her hair. "Thank you for telling me that."
"Well it's true and I don't ever want you to feel bad. They don't run up and hug anyone else the way they do you, I promise," she assured him.
They wiped their tears and sat in silence for a while as they looked up at the stars again. Shanan had missed it, but she missed anything having to do with Kakashi that she didn't get to do with him anymore.
"You wanna make-out?" Kakashi asked her after several minutes. Shanan could hear the smirk on his lips before she even turned around to look at him.
She smiled slowly and turned to face him. "I always wanna make-out with you," she said as she leaned in and kissed him. Stars were always romantic anyway.
He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close as she moved to straddle him. He sat up straight and continued to kiss her deeply as he reached under her shirt to feel her up.
"Kakashi!" she laughed as she pulled her lips away.
"It's ok, we're all alone out here," he said as he pulled her back in and continued kissing her and feeling her up.
She pulled away again as she whispered. "But you're Hokage. What if someone decides to show up with urgent news or something?"
Kakashi chuckled at her and laid back down while keeping his hand under her shirt and firmly on her breast. "That's never happened before. We'll be fine, my love."
She shrugged and leaned forward to kiss him again as she reached her hand into his pants to stroke him.
His breathing picked up immediately as he closed his eyes and pulled her kisses in deeper.
After a few minutes, she stopped stroking him, but kept her hand on him. "Hey, if we're gonna do this out here, you're gonna have to get on top. I'm gonna have to take my shorts all the way off. If someone does happen to catch us, they won't see as much if you're on top," she told him.
Kakashi smiled at her. "You couldn't wait a few more minutes to tell me?" he said as he sat up, ready to trade places with her.
She shook her head as she let go of him and got off of him to let him up so that she could take his place.
Once she was laying down, he laid on top of her and started kissing her neck as he slid his hand down into her shorts and started rubbing her.
His fingers always felt amazing whether they were rubbing her or inside of her. She could always feel how strong he was either way and he always liked seeing how close he could get her before pulling them away.
Once he'd teased her enough, he sat up and pulled her shorts off and leaned his head down to kiss her inner thigh.
Shanan shot her hand down and shielded herself quickly. "Don't you dare! You know I can't keep quiet if you do that!"
Kakashi smirked back up at her as he positioned himself more comfortably and gently peeled her fingers up. "Then cover your mouth instead," he suggested as he lowered his mouth to meet her warmth.
He always treated her so delicately down there. And he always took his time. The way he kissed her was passionate and soft and firm, similar to how he kissed her on her mouth.
He gripped her hips and pulled her closer to him and buried his face completely into her. His tongue glided effortlessly over her spot, followed by his lips gently pulling her into him.
Shanan was already clamping her hands over her mouth so as not to let any noise escape. She couldn't risk waking Sasuke up and having him come out to investigate. And the mood would also be completely ruined if either of the kids woke up. But everything he was doing just made her struggle even harder to keep quiet.
He nuzzled his mouth deeper into her as he moved his tongue side to side, pulling more muffled sounds from deep within her.
Everytime she looked down at him he was always so focused on what he was doing, but he always was when he was down there.
He really enjoyed the control he had when he used his tongue. Every single little reaction her body had to every little movement his tongue made. Her legs trembling against him. The way she grinded against him uncontrollably when she was feeling really good. The way she grabbed his hair to make sure he didn't stop. He never stopped. He loved the fact that she was trying so hard to keep quiet right now and he knew she wouldn't be able to. He didn't want her to.
She'd reached the point where her legs shook with every flick of his tongue against her. He could speed things up and she'd be done in seconds, but he liked going slow. The slower he went, the louder she yelled when she finally went over the edge. He'd done this enough by now to know exactly what she needed from him. He pulled her spot deep into his mouth again and slowly released her before doing it again. She went completely quiet and he pressed his tongue firmly between her folds and focused all of his energy on that one spot.
Shanan was biting her hand in order to keep herself from screaming as she climaxed. It mostly worked, save for one loud gasp at the end before Kakashi finally pulled his mouth away from her and sat up again.
"See? That wasn't so bad, you barely made a sound," he teased as he pressed his body against her and nibbled her ear playfully.
She no longer cared if anyone discovered them. All she cared about was spending time with Kakashi in whatever way he wanted. She lifted his shirt up a bit to make sure it stayed out of the way and he pulled his sweatpants down enough to expose himself. He didn't waste any time as he pushed himself into her and went back to kissing her as he grinded into her. She dug her nails into his sides under his shirt and bit his lip to let him know how good he felt.
"Always biting me..." he said breathlessly between kisses.
"I can't help it..." she whispered back as she smirked. "You always feel so good."
He pulled her hips into him as he sped his thrusts up.
She continued to run her nails over him under his shirt as he thrust harder into her. He'd found the perfect spot. "Don't stop," she said breathlessly as she closed her eyes and continued to kiss him passionately as she concentrated on how amazing he felt inside of her. She held onto the back of his shoulders as he continued to move in and out of her.
He'd had a feeling that that was what would send her over the edge again. He grabbed a hold of her sides as he held her in place and continued to thrust into her exactly how she wanted him to. He was already ready to finish, but he had to hold off until she did. He always had. It just seemed like the right thing to do, even if she'd already had multiple orgasms. And then as soon as he felt it, he released himself into her as she bit his lip again.
Once he pulled himself out, he weakly covered himself back up and grabbed her shorts for her. He hovered over her, just in case anyone came by, long enough for her to pull them on before putting all of his weight on top of her and giving her a quick kiss.
"And... Now I'm tired," Shanan laughed.
Kakashi chuckled as he looked at her. "You know, I really only meant to kiss you."
"Oh yeah? You couldn't help but touch me, though?"
He shook his head. "I always wanna touch you," he said before kissing her softly.
Shanan smiled at him as he pulled his lips away. "Do you wanna sleep out here, or just go to bed?" she asked him.
"Mmm… we can go to bed. This isn't as comfortable as it was when we were kids."
"Oh, thank god!" she said, relieved. "I really didn't wanna sleep out here when our bed is right there. And you know, it never really was all that comfortable, I just slept out here because it didn't feel so inappropriate."
"Well now it is." Kakashi chuckled at her as he got up and reached his hand out to help her up. He gave her another soft kiss and then quickly picked her up and threw her over his shoulder.
Shanan shrieked quietly as he did. "Kakashi, my love… I can walk, ya know?"
"Hmm? Oh, I'm aware. I just wanted to throw you onto the bed when we get in and then have my way with you again," he told her.
"Already? You little pervert…" Shanan whispered loudly at him.
"What do you mean? You've been flirting with me constantly since I got home," he laughed a bit as he opened the door.
Shanan shook her head at him, even though she knew he couldn't see her. But she wasn't opposed to another round before bed, as long as it was actually in a bed this time.
Yeah, she liked it when he woke her up.