I tried to tell you
I've got to get away
I tried to say
I need my space
I got to get some
Distance in between
My heart and my head
She wrote in lime green crayon on the wall the words to her favorite Jude Harrison song.
Those nurses, they wont listen to me. They never listen to me about anything. I know, I just know if I could get out of here and find you; I could, no, would get better. I just needed to get away from this, this, nut house.
I'm on the razor's edge
I've been here before
I know the way
Her mind fast-forwarded through the chorus. Skipping it completely as her hand wrote with lightening fast speed on the blue walls.
I held you in
My arms last night
I dreamed we were
Riding on a star
I kissed you and
The sun began to shine
In dreams I can do anything
This guy, he's so gorgeous. I wish I could describe what he looks like, but I'm not sure myself. Oh, and the place we always meet, It feels so, homey. I wish I could describe it to you better, but that's all I know. My dreams of him are so vivid yet so vague
It seems like I'm on my own
It feels like I'm losing it all
Ha, seems more like I am on my own and I'm losing it all.
Again her mind and hand omitted the chorus
Seems like I've been here before
I know the way
Seems like I've been on my own
So long
So long
In a way it does feel like I've been here before. Well not here in this exact place, but I've been close to the edge. Like earlier in the song. On the razors edge, I wonder why I've been so close to this destruction before.
She stopped writing her hand still poised at the end of the word long. Then with big toddler like strokes she wrote: WHY?
A/N: Okay, I'm not sure if I like this chappie, but my friend threatened the life of my computer if I didn't post it lol. So here it is.. as always.. PLEASE REVIEW! thanks bunches! ok and I just wanna add one more thing. If you are a One Tree Hill fan you should totally check out Xxfriends.with.benifitsxX fic The Brightside of Suffering