Diary of Ladybug

Day 1: Prolouge

"Hello, I have never done this before but it seems like a good idea for me to write down all my thoughts. Something crazy happened to me today, the first day of school, of course. My dad made Macaroons for the whole class and being the clutz I am, I almost dropped them in my excitement to hug him in thanks. Lucky, he caught them and I was able to head for school. When I got to the street, I saw an old man trying to cross, moving slowly with a walking cane. I saw a car speeding towards the crosswalk and immediately jumped for him and pulled him the rest of the way, tripping over my own feet and landing on my face on the sidewalk.

I felt so embarrassed and I dropped the macaroons in the process as quite a few were laying on the ground, the people passing were stepping on them as if they didn't see them. The old man thanked me and even asked for a macaroon before I heard the bell ring and had to take off for school. I hurried into the classroom and sat in the second row right behind Nino (a boy in my class that I haven't really talked to all that much.) I was starting to look through my books when a familiar and very annoying voice interrupted my thoughts. And of course, it was Chloe, the same girl who has been in my class for the past couple of years."

I set my pen down as a sigh escapes my lips. I set my right elbow on the table and lay my head on my hand as my thoughts over take me. Tikki flies over to me and hovers in front of my face, her dark eyes full of concern.

"Mari? What's wrong?" Her voice soft as she gently touches my cheek and rubs it a little to try to comfort me. I sigh again and gently lean back against my chair.

"I really want to tell Chat about me. I am about to the point that I can't keep chasing after Adrien, he doesn't even notice me. And I am starting to fall for Chat I think and I don't know what to do Tikki. Not only that, but rewriting everything that has happened since that first day is going to be tiring." The red Kwami slumps a little at my dejected voice but I can't help to just not care at the moment. All I want to do is be with my Kitty and finally tell him what I have wanted from day 1. I am so lost in my thoughts that suddenly Tikki's voice brings me back with a loud yell. I jump in surprise and look over at her.

"Look Marinette, I know you want to tell him and I know that I had told you that I didn't want you to tell him. However, I trust your judgment Marinette and if you want to tell him and think you guys can keep it a secret and still fight crime, then I trust you." I feel a broad smile grace my face as I pick up my bag and open it for her to hide in as I dart out of my room.

I can't wait for patrol tonight! I am going to do it! I'm going to tell Chat that I am falling for him!

I land on the rooftop that has become our normal meeting spot and find my kitty already waiting for me, leaning back against one of the pillars and I race towards him before I stop in my tracks. His fake ears are drooping slightly and I can hear faint sniffling coming from him. I slowly walk up next to him and gently place a hand on his shoulder.

"Chat? Is everything okay?" He jumps slightly at my voice but doesn't turn his face towards me and just shrugs.

"It isn't anything that I can fix right now so it doesn't really matter." I can feel my heart breaking slightly at his dejected voice and I move around to stand in front of him, taking his face into my hands carefully to get him to look at me.

"I am here if you want to talk kitty, you know that right?" His bright green eyes stare back into mine and he nods slightly, his arms cross over his chest as he shifts his gaze to the side in contemplation.

"It's just this friend of mine, I feel like I have done something wrong but I don't know what I did. She has been distant with me lately and I have been scared to ask why because I don't know if I have ruined our friendship or not." His ears droop a little more and I reach out and hug him, my arms wrapping around his neck as I pull him into me, his face burying into my neck.

"Don't give up on your friend Chat. I am sure you haven't ruined anything, just talk to her and find out if there is anything you can do to fix it if you did. Just don't give up on it if it means so much to you." My words come out in a whisper and my words hit close to my heart and I can feel my heart sinking as his arms wrap around my waist.

"Thank you Ladybug, I hope you are right. I am going to try to talk to her the next time I see her." I nod mutely and just continue to hug him tight. I can't give up either, not yet anyway. No matter how I feel about Chat, I can't give up on Adrien just yet, not until I know how he truly feels about me. If he rejects me then so be it, at least then I will know once in for all. I decide to tell him how I feel tomorrow when I go to give him the gift that I had made in celebration for his fifth name day.

No matter what happens tomorrow, at least I will have finally told him how I feel.

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