Kairi lied restless in her bed,thnking about what happened,she couldn't help but wonder: What does Namine look like naked?
Whats happening to me? Kairi thought to herself. Why do I feel this way? Namine must think i'm a total lezi,wh-what if I am?What would everyone think of me?
After countless moments of thinking,Kairi heard her door open,she got up to see who it was,It was Namine,who shut the door behind her.Kairi and Namine did nothing but stare at each other,finally after several minuites,Namine finally spoke.
"Kairi,come over here." Namine said,with almost no emotion at all.
Kairi,confused,did what she was told.After only standing inches away from her,Namine grabed Kairi's hand,and guided it slowly up her shirt.
"Namine,I-"
"Shh,come on,I know you want to." Namine said with a smile.
Namine then grabed Kairi's other hand,and guided it down her skirt.
"Namine,please stop!" Kairi begged.
"Wake up, Kairi."
"Huh?"
"I said,WAKE UP!"
"WHAT THE-"
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"FUCK!"
Kairi opened her eyes,she was dreaming.Mabey it all was a dream,Namine coming over,mabey it was a dream too,I can only hope.
Namine looked at the other side of the bed,no one was there,mabey it was just a dream?
Kairi sat up on her bed,and looked around,her parents were standing in front of the door,she didn't want to know,but asked anyway.
"Whats up?" Kairi asked,getting out of bed.
"Oh,so you don't know?" Her mother asked in a sarcastic tone.
"Um...No,I don't,could you PLEASE enlightin me?"
"Watch your mouth young lady!" Kairi's father said in a angry voice.
"Your not the boss of m-"
"ENOUGH!" Her mother yelled,"So,you really don't know?"She asked in a more serious tone.
Kairi nodded
"Well,come on,we'll show you."
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"Oh my god!"
Kairi's parents led her downstairs to the kitchen, to find a passed out Namine laying on the floor with a shattered vodka bottle beside her.Kairi ran torward her and started to poke at her.
"Namine,are you alright?"Kairi asked,while poking at her passed out body.
"She will be fine." Kairi's mother said, "As a matter of fact,I called her mom,she said that Namine is going to school no matter how bad she feels. She will also be picking you and her up after school."
"Why is she picking me up?" Kairi asked.
"Your father and I are going on a business trip to Radient Garden,It will be at least two weeks"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I just did."
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After moments that seemed like forever,Kairi Finally woke Namine,which was totally hung-over,got ready,and later got on the bus to school. The whole time on the bus Kairi never spoke a word to Namine.Kairi and Namine,along with all the other students,walked through the halls of Desiny High,trying to make it to class on time. Kairi continued to stay silent,until Namine finally spoke.
"I'm sorry,Kairi."Namine said,in a tired,slow voice.
"Kairi,i'm-"
"I heard you the first time!" Kairi shouted in a hateful voice.
"Why?Why the hell did you do that,are you that stupid?"
"Excuse me?"
"Is it fun?Really is it?I mean it's so boring in this world,why not get drunk on my best friends kitchen floor?" Kairi asked sarcasticly.
"I'd rather be a drunk than a lesbian."
Kairi froze in her steps,she couldn't believe she said that,infront of everyone!Namine continued to walk to class,only a few feet away.
"Namine." Kairi said loudly,enough so Namine could hear her.
Namine turnd around,faceing Kairi,waiting for her to finish.Tears started to build up in Kairi's eyes.
"Fuck you!" Kairi ran to the bathroom and locked herself in a stall.
"Nah." Namine laughed sarcasticly and walked to class,hiding her true feelings.
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After class, Namine walked to the cafeteria for lunch,feeling guilty for what she did,she decided to look for Kairi on the way,before bumping into Sora.
"Hi Sora!" Namine said excitedly.
"Leave me alone Namine."Sora said,annoyed.
"What's wrong?"
"Do I even have to say?"
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"Namine,where are you going?We have to take her place until we earn her her money!"
"Sora,I HAVE to get my money and my cellphone!Just do her job and when I get back,i'll pay you the amount you earned for her,AND i'll give her the money for the bill."
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Oh,Sora I am sooo-"
"Save it,do you have any idea what it's like to wait on assholes who keep changing there order,AND leave without paying the bill?Not to mention I had to stay washing dishes all night!"
"Sora,Its all because of Selphie!She-"
"Don't blame this on my girlfriend"
"WHAT?What are you talking about,what about me?"
"She,unlike you,helped me out when I was waiting for you.And she told me that you AND Tidus was at "Docs Diner" on a date,all you did is use me,it's over,Namine." Sora,angry and dissapointed,left to his next class.
Namine,with tears rolling down her face,left to the cafeteria and sat at a empty table,she couldn't help but think: Am I this horrible? Am I so self-centered,I...I have to be,why would all of this be happening if I wasn't?
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Namine walked to her mom's boyfriends room,she knew what to do,she opened the bottom drawer of desk,and pulled out a wooden box,after placing the box on the desk,she opened out the box,and pulled out a gun.
She reached in the box again and placed a single bullet inside the gun,she only need one.She put the gun to her head,barely squeezing the trigger.
"I'm Sorry."
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"About what?"
"Huh?"
Riku aprroached the almost empty table and sat directly infront of Namine.
"You were laying your head on the table,and said "I'm Sorry.",what are you sorry about?" Riku asked in confusion.
"Everything,everyone hates me."Namine said,wiping the tears off her face.
"I don't hate you,about yesterday,I was upset,thats all." Riku said,trying to cheer Namine up.
"Oh,so do you wanna hang out later,you know,like old times?"
"Oh,well,actully,I have a date to the dance,her name is Hikari,she is really nice,you should meet her sometime,HEY,you can come with us!"Riku said,trying to make Namine feel better.
"No thanks,I wouldn't want to disturb you guyes"
"No,way!Your 100 welcome to go with us!"
"Hey I have to go,talk to you later"Namine said,trying not to cry
"But there is still a half-hour of luch left..."
Namine got up and left the cafeteria and walked straight to the bathroom,she walked into a stall and locked herself in.
I did it again,no matter what I do,I end up hurting someone,I wonder if I have alwayes done this?I need to be punished,but,no one will,will they?I do all this shit to them,and they just let me?I don't get it,I guess I'll just have to punish myself.
Namine walked to her locker,she went through it all and finally found what she was looking for,she walked back into the stall and sat down in it. she looked at the scissors in her hands,she knew it would hurt,but she knew she would keep hurting everyone else if she didn't,she rolled up her sleve,and started to cut,she knew that she was finally getting what she deserves.
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Authors Note: Just to clear up any confusion,"Hikari" is not referring to the song "Hikari",Hikari is a fourm member that asked to be in this(Well,I asked her but thats not the point.).
Hikari:Ugh,but I wanted to be in this chapter...
tiamod:Don't worry,you'll be in the next chapter.
Hikari:I'm sorry but Riku is just hot!Don't you think?
tiamod:Not really...
Hikari:Your just jealous of his sexiness!
tiamod:Sure,whatever...
Hikari:I LOVE YOU RIKU!
