Confusion
Naruto felt alone, weak and confused. Not only had his best friend kissed him, he had returned it, to a guy. He didn't know what to do. He had always thought that kissing was just a guy and a girl loving each other, not like this…
Kiara…I don't know what happened…Kiara please tell me what is going on!
He doesn't care about you Naruto. No one does.
Shut up you asshole, and get out of my mind.
Well aren't you the friendly one today? Accept the fact that you don't belong in this world too much for a weak teenager such as yourself?
No…I belong…
Don't make me laugh fool. No one loves you, Kiara only pity's you. So tell me Naruto, name two people who love you.
…Shut up…
You can't can you? Just as I thought…You're weak, pathetic, insignificant…It would be so easy just to take a knife and say goodbye…
Naruto walked over to the kitchen cabinet, and threw it open, searching for a knife.
Yes…Let the pain carry you away. Feel that blade in your wrist.
But…But…
Give up Naruto! You know you can't fight it.
Naruto took out a long knife, and placed it on his wrist.
Yes…Do it Naruto, do it!
Naruto felt a single tear hit the blade. He heard Kiara, calling his name.
He doesn't care about me, no one does. He felt the blade pierce his skin.
"Naruto, what's taking so long? Naruto? Naruto!" Naruto felt blood cover his arm, and he felt himself being placed gently on a couch. "Naruto what the fuck? Don't do this Naruto! Naruto!" Naruto looked up at Kiara, his eyes brimming with tears.
"I had to…No one cares about me…" Kiara grabbed a cloth and tried to stem the blood flow while performing a healing jutsu.
"I care about you Naruto. And I won't let you kill yourself!" Naruto began to cry silently, has Kiara finished the healing jutsu, and inspected his arm. "Hmm…You're lucky, the cut isn't very deep, you should be able to recover quickly. Now let's go to bed, and don't try ANYTHING." He picked up the poor kid bridal style and brought him upstairs. Naruto couldn't stop crying.
"Kiara…Please don't tell…Please…"Kiara placed him in bed, and tucked him in.
"Naruto…I promise." Naruto gave Kiara a weak smile, and fell back into oblivion. Kiara turned off the lights, and shut the door behind him. Grabbing the phone, he dialed a number. "Hello? Konohagakure Genin Organization? Yes I would like to request time off for two Genin, Naruto Uzumaki and Kiara Monokukoru…Why?...Naruto Uzumaki has developed an altercation with his health, and Kiara will be taking care of him. Yes Kiara is speaking….Thank you very much." Kiara pressed the end button, and searched through the phone's phonebook of recent calls. 12th down the list was a Haruno U. Kiara pressed this button, and waited for an answer. A girl answered.
"Hello Haruno residence Sakura speaking."
"Sakura it's me, Kiara. Listen Naruto tried…he tried to do something listen you have to get over here right now."
"Why don't you tell me on the phone?"
"Because it's insanely serious. Hurry up!"
"Okok!"
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Kiara heard a knock on the door at around 8:00. Sakura stepped in, soaked in water.
"This had better be good I was really busy with homework and stuff so just-" Kiara cut her off with a wave of his hand.
"Listen to me Sakura. Naruto got beaten up on his way to training, did you know about it?" She shook her head. "Did you also know that Naruto is depressed?" Sakura could guess what he was going to say next.
"You mean…"
"Naruto attempted to FUCKING suicide just now." Sakura gave a muffled yell and grabbed him by his shoulders.
"What the fuck? Where is he? Is he ok? Kiara!" Kiara placed his hands on her shoulders, and took her by the hand.
"He's upstairs sleeping. He didn't want me to tell anyone, but since you are really his only other friend, I assumed that you aught to know. I'm not sure if he's ok." Sakura bit her lip, pondering.
"Why would he…"
"Hmm I wonder?" Kiara's voice was dripping with sarcasm "Let's see…he get's beaten up every day, he has almost no friends, plus he is worried that people might find out he likes Sasuke."
"Where is he? I'll go talk some sense into that kid you'll see."
"No. He needs to fight this on his own, the most we can do his reassure him." Sakura looked at Kiara. Kiara was one of the most intelligent, smart, funny, amazing people she knew, but yet he was Naruto's best friend. Naruto was not-so-bright, loud spoken, and brash. Why are they friends?
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Naruto was in a room, dark, mysterious. His hand immediately went to his kunai. "Is anyone out there?" he called tentatively. He was greeted with a slight chuckle.
"Hello Naruto…" Naruto sensed a shuriken flying at him from his left, and he dodged backwards, feeling a blade slash across his check. He looked over to see a dark shadow hopping away. Only then did he really take in his surroundings. He wasn't in a room, he was in a mausoleum. The crypt was dusty, old and had a haunting presence about it. The coffin lid was open, and Naruto really didn't want to find out what was inside. He took out a ball, and inside it was a crunched up net, which he threw at the shadow, and it fell to the ground. Naruto walked over, and looked at the person in it.
'Hello Kyuubi." Kyuubi gave a fox-like grin "Not so high and mighty now that you're in a net eh?" Kyuubi laughed.
"Naruto, by now you should know that a simple net cannot hold me." Kyuubi turned into a mist like vapour, and went through the spaces. Naruto gasped, but regained himself quickly, and back-flipped away. Kyuubi materialized, and summoned his weapon, a scythe that was held backwards. "Poor poor Naruto…" He leapt with sudden agilty, bringing the blade on Naruto, which he blocked with his knife, which in turn shattered under the impact. "See now? You cannot beat me." Naruto ducked to avoid the scythe, which crashed into the wall. He let fly with a kick, and caught Kyuubi's shin. He then rolled so that he was out of reach of him.
"Go to Hell you bastard." He looked around the room, but the only weapon he could find was a worn out katana. He picked it up and pointed it at Kyuubi. "If you touch me I will kill you."
"Pfft, I don't need to touch you, you'll kill yourself." Naruto ran at him angrily, and gave him a slash with his sword. Kyuubi twirled the blade of the scythe around Naruto's arm, and pulled.
"Aaaaaaaaaah FUCK!" Naruto dropped the sword, and the momentum of his run made him stumble and fall.
"Prepare to lose the battle of your mind." Kyuubi brought down the scythe, but it was stopped. "What is this you conniving fool!" Naruto grew wide eyed at the sight. Kyuubi flew back and hit the wall hard. A person was resonating slightly, and turned to Naruto.
"Don't give in Naruto." A girl with pink hair materialized beside him.
"Kick that fuckers ass." Naruto smiled his boyish smile.
"Hell yeah…" He picked up his sword, and twirled it around. "Kyuubi you are FUCKED." Kyuubi got into his stance, and growled at him.
"Your effort is futile."
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Sasuke Uchiha: The town hero, the basic celebrity. Sasuke wanted to kill them all. Jesus fucking CHRIST. I would love to just tell them that I'm a sadistic little whore…But whatever…I wonder what to do now…The phone rang. Sasuke took his croissant and grabbed the phone, lodging it in between his head and shoulder.
"Hey." He heard a quiet, eloquent voice on the end.
"Sasuke?"
"Yeah."
"It's Kiara..Can you come over here?" Sasuke shrugged.
"I don't know…Like tomorrow?"
"Like now."
"Uuh I can see if I can." Sasuke clicked the end button, and put down his food. What the hell?
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Kiara and Sakura were getting to work, finding things that could be potentially dangerous and putting them in a safer place. "Sakura put these kunai in the case." The case was a family heirloom for Kiara's family. It was brown with the family motto on it. Kiara's great grandfather had made it up, and he was a joker.
"Show no remorse…UNLESSYOUWANTTOLOSE!" Sakura cracked up at first, and thought Kiara was joking. The light from the ceiling lamp illuminated the kitchen, which they were sifting through at the moment. Kiara felt an all too familiar chakra presence closing in.
"I'll get it." Sakura looked confused, then she heard the doorbell ring.
"Whoa…Ok." Kiara walked through the hallway, and reached the door.
"Hi Sasu-" He was cut off as the Uchiha grabbing him by his shirt and shoving him against the wall. Kiara moaned a little as he felt pain shoot along his back."Why the fuck are Sakura and Naruto here? Do you want to keep this a secret?" Kiara smiled ruefully.
"Isn't it time for you to come out of the closet?" Sasuke glared at Kiara.
"As if" He kissed Kiara passionately, driving his whole body against him, causing Kiara to gasp. Running his hands along the boy who was taking control over this make out session, he groaned as their groins rubbed together. Kiara and Sasuke were NOT going out, but they did, on occasion, do things.
"Sasuke, you know I only did this so you could figure out you were bisexual." Sasuke stopped, and stared directly into his eyes.
"Good point, but fuck that." Kiara tried to stop himself for Naruto, but he couldn't. He let Sasuke push his tongue into his mouth, exploring. Kiara told him to be quiet, and yelled to Sakura.
"Sakura, me and Sasuke have some business to take care of."
"Ok!" Sakura busied herself with the cutlery, leaving the sword forgotten near the door. Sasuke and Kiara ran into his parents room, and closed the door. Sasuke began to kiss Kiara frantically, ripping of his shirt and playing with his nipples, making Kiara moan.
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Naruto blocked the scythe and deflected it against the wall, giving Kyuubi a kick and leaping backwards. Kyuubi sent a chakra wave, clipping Naruto in the foot and sending him turning over in the air. Naruto moaned and flew into a wall.
"Heheh…" Kyuubi ran at him, preparing for a strike.
"AS IF YOU WHORE." Naruto gave him a firm kick where it hurts. Kyuubi's eyes went wide for a second, and he gave a little gasp, and fell backwards, using a jutsu to heal himself. Naruto hade bought some time. He leapt up and was above Kyuubi in the air before plunging his sword right through his enemies heart. Kyuubi contorted in pain, and vanished into darkness.
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Naruto opened his ocean blue eyes, giving a quick glance at the clock. 9:30. He wasn't out for that long, which is suprising. He felt Kyuubi's chakra, and to his surprise, it was weaker, and Kyuubi was asleep
Had our fight worn him out that much?
He groggily sat up, swinging his legs out from under the covers. His legs could keep him up, he actually stood up, and walked out, steadily and quietly. He reached out with his chakra sensing. He felt one normal pulse downstairs, and two abnormal spots with massive chakra bursting. He knew those chakras...Sakura, Sasuke, Kiara…Well, we now know where the truth truly lies. He wondered why he felt so weak all of a sudden, and why he could see a blur of the ground. He wondered why he got up, grinning evily. He wondered why Sasuke and Kiara came out with weapons. He wondered…He wondered why he suddenly felt powerful. Kyuubi...He blacked out.
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Sasuke stopped in mid sex position, and rolled over and put on his boxers and pants, forgetting about his shirt. "You felt it as well Kiara?" Kiara grabbed a kunai knife from the bedside table, also leaving the shirt behind.
"Yeah." They burst out, wondering why Naruto was smiling.
"Naruto?" Sasuke walked forward, and in response, Naruto held is hand out, and flicked his wrist. Sasuke felt a sudden burst and felt himself being propelled through the air.
"Pathetic. The fabled Uchiha heir is simply not strong enough I see." Kiara did a simple water clone jutsu, and three attacked Naruto. Naruto smiled as all three seemed to descend upon him, as they screamed a silent scream s they fell to the ground, writhing as the began to evaporate. "Kiara Kiara…That was sad." Kiara threw the knife, which Naruto caught in between his forefinger and middle finger.
"Oh shit." Naruto summoned a dark whip, and twirled it expertly. "Where is the real Naruto?"
"Pleasure to meet you too Kiara, I am Kyuubi, Naruto's…Alter ego, if you will." The whip came sharp and fast, catching Kiara in the head, making him fall to his knee.
"Believe me, the pleasure is all mine." Kiara sarcastically said. "But it's really time for Naruto to come back. I'm sure he would love to talk to Sasuke right now." Kiara motioned to the Uchiha.
"Naruto wants you dead. Why else would he let me control his body?" Kiara gasped softly.
"Why would Naruto want me…Killed?"
"Because you are fucking his crush?" Kiara groaned. He needed to start getting this stuff straightened out.
"Let me talk to Naruto."
"Why should I?"
"Bec-because I love him." Sasuke moaned as he felt blood pool around his ankle. Kyuubi gave him a rasied eyebrow.
"Suure you do, but sure, why not?" Kyuubi went limp all of a sudden, then he fell to the ground. Naruto sprung up and looked around worriedly. Seeing Sasuke, he gave a false laugh.
"Hey Sasuke-teme!" He waved at the fallen shinobi.
"Don't give me crap Naruto." Sasuke walked over to the short boy, and pulled him into a romantic embrace. Naruto felt himself fall into the arms of his love, and was washed away by a river of romance. "I promise Naruto, I will never leave you."
"Then why were you in the room with Kiara?" Sasuke gulped.
"He was telling me how you felt." Naruto nuzzled closer to Sasuke.
"I love you."
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Sasuke came home, and fell onto the couch. After Naruto explaining everything, Sasuke couldn't help but wonder how the blonde had lived this long. But would he tell him the truth? He grabbed a pen and paper, and began to write. He always felt that a pen could unleash all his pain with words on a page. It always worked, and hat's how Sasuke could be so indefinite. Fuck. I can't believe I just told Naruto I would go out with him…What was that all about? When writing, Sasuke would close his eyes and let his hand scrawl whatever came to mind. It told him the truth behind everything.
He asked me to love him
He asked me to be his
He asked me to want him
But will he ever see
The truth behind my lies?
He asked me to love him
He asked me to be his
He asked me to want him
But will he ever understand
What I am trying to say?
He asked me to love him
He asked me to be his
He asked me to want him
But will he ever learn
My true intentions?
Pity
Hey! And thanks to my reviewER. So is Kiara a little more realistic now?
