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Chapter 18 (NC-17)
"You love me, you always have" John told her over and over in between parted lips as he pushed his body up against hers, pushing her more and more into the wall behind her. He didn't let up on his passion, and she didn't either.
Natalie was kissing him back, allowing him to pin her up against the front wall of her house, his lips, his mouth, they felt so right, they felt so wonderful, his taste was driving her crazy, the past five years she craved it and after they kissed the other night although she pushed him away she was craving it more and more, she was lost in the sensation, in the feelings when she realized what she was doing, she gently pushed him off of her and moved passed him towards her couch after throwing the front door shut.
John moved away after she walked out of his hold on her, he watched her close the front door and move over by her couch, she turned when she reached the couch, she had tears in her eye's, and she shook her head.
'John" she said softly barely able to get his name out, John walked closer to her, she put up one hand for him not to get to close but he ignored it, he took the hand in front of him and he placed it on his heart, he locked eye's with hers.
"Just feel Natalie, don't think, don't talk, just feel" he told her as he saw her teary eye's close, they stayed closed for a few minutes as he continued to hold her hand on his heart. He saw her open them up back up, her eyes and she tired to speak at first but nothing came out.
"John...I...we..." she started to say as he captured her lips with his quickly but softly to shut her up. He pulled away from her lips and looked at her closed eye's and knew she was having a hard time with this
"Don't fight it Nat, please Babe, its been five years coming, and... and well... I wanna make love to you, more than anything else, please just don't think, lets just feel"
John took her hand that he had on his heart, he brought it to his lips and kissed it tenderly as he saw her eye's open, she stared at him for a second and she asked.
"How? How are you so confident now, now that I love you, that I always loved you?" she asked, as he got teary eyed.
"That's not important right now, its the truth and we both know that, now we just have to trust the truth, feel it, feel the love that is inside, that was there then, and is still here now, Natalie I----"
"You always did talk to much, just shut up and make love to me before I change my mind" she told him as she cut of his words, she decided at that moment to feel, not to think or even talk for that mater, to just feel him and his love for her, at this moment in time nothing else mattered, how they felt for each other was all that was important as he started kissing her deeply again.
Natalie moved her hands to the buttons on his shirt as he took her lips, she slowly opened each button one by one, John 's lips moved down from her lips to her neck, as she got the last button opened, she arched her back up a bit and looked at him with the desire mirroring in his blue eye's, she smiled at him, he studied her beautiful face and took a moment to push her soft hair from her face, he brought his hand to her face, caressed it and then his slow grin appeared traveling across his face, she looked at him and just got breathless for a minute and then she felt him pick her up, he carried her up the stairs, as his shirt hung unbuttoned.
John carried her up to her bedroom, he gently placed her down on her feet, standing in front of him, and still making eye contact she moved in this time and took his lips for her own. She entangled her hands behind his head as she deepened her kisses and he pulled her body as close as possible, close enough to feel his ever growing need for her, his ache for her.
Slowly Natalie pulled away, she looked into his eye's standing feet away, she reached her hand down the hem on her nightgown and lifted it up over her head and threw it to the floor.
In front of him she stood, the vision of her beauty, a vision he had imagined in his head so many times, he saw her naked body walk closer to him, she pulled his shirt off his shoulders and then it fell to the floor. She moved her hand towards his button on his jeans, she gave him a serious look as she undid the button, he took his hands and helped her as she shed him of his pants, leaving him in his boxers.
Natalie moved her body in even closer this time as she brought her hand to his erection, she held him in her hand for a minute thru his boxers and then her other hand pushed them down towards the ground.
John felt her touch his flesh and he was on fire, all the love he had for her threatened to empty out at that moment but he refused it, he had waited so long for this that it had to last a bit longer, much longer, at least till he could be as close to her body as physically possible at least till he could be inside her.
He pushed her backward slowly towards her bed as his lips latched on to her flesh, her breasts, his mouth came upon her white perky breast as she fell back on the bed, he covered her body with his as he moved his mouth down her right breast and then onto her left, his tongue licked her hardened nipple as he heard her let out a moan of pleasure, he smiled inside and it just made him more determined to hear such pleasure driven sounds from her lips. He took her breasts in his mouth more urgently this time and she arched her back up in reaction to the sensation.
John brought his hand down to her core as his mouth continued its pleasing actions. He cupped her for only a second when she let out another moan, he took one finger and then another and entered her core with them as he heard her let out another moan.
Natalie was heated, she was more than heated, what she felt was so much more than heaven, it was love, his love for her, she continued to arch her back as she felt his actions, the actions that had her singing, humming to herself, enjoying this, something she never knew could feel like this, to feel so right, so unbelievably good and right, perfect.
He was bringing her to her breaking point and he knew it, she was fighting it, and he loved the fact that he could do this to her, bring her to such pleasure with his touch, he felt her run her hand down as far as she could and touch him but she couldn't exactly reach his erection which was a good thing he thought cause he too was on the verge of release. She instead grabbed on to his arms, pulled on his muscular arms as his fingers pushed deeper into her core.
Natalie's hands felt his muscle, his large shaped muscles as she felt the gratifying agony of his mouth and this fingers on her body, she moved her arms to his back and ran her fingers up and down it as she started to hum louder, she was close, so close and she needed him, all of him, not just now, not just like this, but everything that went along with this, with him, she could barely breath with how close she was but somehow, somehow she managed to get the words out, to moan them out in pleasure.
"I Love You, I always have" she told him in what seemed like a whispered, a hum almost as he felt he couldn't hold it any longer, he closed his eye's, he moved his body up on hers, he didn't have to try. His penis found its way into her core easily and perfectly. The same way his heart had all those years ago, the same way their hearts did now. He slowly and gently moved his body so he pushed as deep as possible, he watched her for a moment as he slowed a bit, her eyes were closed but then when she felt him slow she opened them, they locked eye's.
"Tell me again," he told her softly as he took his hand and wiped her hair from her face.
"I love You John, always have" she said as he smiled, his eye's glimmered, he felt her walls start to tremble and he pushed, pushed all of him, body and soul into her, she clenched him as he emptied all the evidence of his love for her into her.
"I Love you" was all he said as he came down from his release of Love. He gently slowed and stayed inside her for a few minutes as he body came down from its expression of love, they stared at each other. He asked her.
"Marry Me?" he asked her and her eyes filed with tears
"What?" she asked almost not believing what he just asked.
"I'm not leaving your body till you say yes," he told her and she couldn't help but smile a bit.
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah, we will walk around like this till you say yes" he said and she chuckled
"Really? You already know you want to marry me and be wit home forever"
"I've known it for the past five years"
"Marry me, let me be the husband you so deserve, let me be Christopher John father, the way it was suppose to be all those years ago" he told her, she smiled. He saw her smile and he moved bringing what was left of his erection out of her. He moved to the side of her, laid down on the bed, pulled her body to his by his hands and held on to her as he waited for the answer he was confident was coming.
"How? How did you know what his real name was?" she asked confused as she got comfortable in his arms.
"Answer by question first then I'll answer all of yours," he told her, she turned her body slightly in his arms so she could face him; she met his eye's.
"This is crazy you know, I mean... my family, they will think I'm nuts, no one other uncle Bo and Jessica has even met you"
"Rex too, and it doesn't matter does it? I mean I'm not marrying them, I'm marrying you, I mean I want to marry you" he told her and she smiled at his words, he was so damn cute, and she was so in love with him from all those years ago.
"But the FBI, things are tough, I mean, you work for them remember, and I..."
"Natalie are you still, I mean, still going to be bitter about that, I thought, I mean," he said as he started to sit up in the bed when she stopped him.
"No, I love you, I couldn't be like that, not after what we just did, what I just experienced with you, I know you John, you aren't deceiving me, you love me and always have, I'm sorry I gave you such a hard time, I've just been thru so much and I ----"
"Natalie it doesn't matter, just say it, answer it with your heart an nothing else" he told her and she smiled bright.
"My body says yes, my soul says yes, my heart is screaming yes," she told him with a smile and then she said it,
"Yes, I'll marry you" he heard her and he grabbed the back of her head with his hands, he tangled his fingers in her hair and brought his body back down on top of hers and started to make love to her all over again.
Sometime early morning they were both woken to CJ's crying, he was hungry, Natalie started to get up out of John's arms when he woke and stopped her. He sat up.
"No, I'll go, I want to bond with him, with my son, if that's okay, I mean... that I call him my son already" he told her so sweet, he wanted so much for CJ to be his son, and after finding out what a horrible person Christian really was and how he had deceived her she had wanted almost anybody else in the world to be his dad.
"That's okay, Chris well... well didn't want children and well... he actually never knew I was carrying him, I never told him, I was afraid to" she told him and he looked puzzled, confused. They both continued to hear CJ.
"I'll get him a bottle and then you can tell me why you were afraid to tell Chris about being pregnant wit his child"
