Ulrich looked up at the clock and saw that it was only ten minutes away until the friendly lunchtime bell would ring.
He looked back down at his notepad and continued writing.
Ever felt as though you were never truly loved anywhere? Well that's me. My family hate me because I'm such a failure in my classes. It's not my fault is it? I can't help not being brainy like Jeremie. Yeah, I could study more but it wouldn't be much more helpful.
I'm quiet and not showy yet I'm popular with the girls, does that even make sense? I think not.
Sissy is always bugging me to go out with her. I have to admit at one point in junior high, I liked her, she seemed to calm down and be nice. I know people thought we were going out when I hung out with her after all of us in the gang had a huge argument but good ole' X.a.n.a attacked which caused us to reunite. Sissy will never know that we kissed passionately and that's the way I'd like it to stay.
I have fan clubs through that girl. It doesn't even make sense. Yumi came running into our dorm and showed me this website. I nearly had a heart attack. It didn't help that the site was named: 'Ulrich: The sex god' but when I looked through all the pages, I realised at what lengths girls would go to. They had a picture of me with just a towel on in the boys shower room. I showed it to the principal after reading what was called 'only real competition' page. They had completely insulted Yumi. And luckily the principal was able to get it deleted.
Yumi is the girl who has my heart captured. The girl who can always make me smile when I'm feeling depressed. The girl who is the most beautiful, kind and caring girl in the world.
I love that girl; I think everyone knows that, except maybe Yumi. I've loved that rave-haired girl for three years now. And every day is torture when I see her sharing a laugh with William or being chased by William, or sitting down talking to William. In fact I hate it when she has anything to do with William.
I wish I had the courage to tell her that I love her but I don't. Odd has tried many times to trick me into doing it. One involving tape, a remote control helicopter and a page out of my diary, I seriously worry for that boy's sanity. I've learned not to keep a diary anymore especially with Odd about, trying to get me and Yumi together. I keep this notepad now which Odd only thinks is school notes.
I feel for Yumi. It seems like everyone gives her grief for being a Goth, for being Japanese, for being ugly. She's told me that she isn't a Goth, and I believe her. She's Japanese which I love also; it makes her look more beautiful and more unique. She isn't ugly, that is just people being jealous.
I'm jealous myself when she hangs out with William instead of me. I wish I could be more normal. I wish that the only girl that would see me would be Yumi. But I never get anything I want.
The lunch time bell rang and Ulrich stuffed his black notepad back in his bag and followed Odd, Jeremie and Aelita to the cafeteria. His head only looked up from the path to sit down.
"Not eating, Ulrich?" Yumi asked
"Not hungry" Was his simple reply.
Yumi and Ulrich took their notepads out at the same time and started doodling whilst listening to Jeremie telling them about the computer game he was making.
At the same time, William and Sissy came up to the gangs table to talk to their crushes.
Soon after, lunch ended and everyone left for classes.
I shouldnt be updating this but oh well. Unexpected event occurs next. All was not how it seeme din the last chapter. Please everyone review, I'm losing confidence in reviewers.
