SPOLIERS FROM EPISODES:
Brennan's POV: Fool For Love, A Breed Apart, Under the Cloak Of War, A Normal Life
Shalimar's POV: Lit Fuse, Within These Walls, Possibilities, Divided Loyalties
Jesse's POV: Taking Of The Crows, Conspiracy Theory, Art Of Attraction, The Assault
Lexa's POV: Wasteland, In Between

Since the beginning, I knew you were special. Stubborn, but special. You have a certain radiance about you that can only be seen when I look for your humane moments, as rare as they are. But you have changed since the beginning, a lot.

Ok, fair enough, you were assigned here, it wasn't out of choice. But I know you now, you're one of us, whether you like it or not.

I first knew that I couldn't let you go when you had taken the drug which only Dr. Sara could cure. When I heard you were dying, I didn't want to accept it. I couldn't. As usual, you went off on your own, not allowing me to help you as you almost died. I risked my life for yours, and for those few seconds I thought you had left me. It was like you didn't even fight. You just gave up, on me as well. But I brought you back, and now I feel like I don't want to let you go.

The your brother died, and the Dominion had no leverage with you anymore. I was so sure you would leave, having nothing to hold you here. I knew I would find it so difficult living here without you after infiltrating my life as you have. I was worried that the cold heart you present to people would tell you to leave. But you didn't. You constantly surprise me, and I'm glad about it.

For the sake of work, you teamed up with your perfect counterpart in crime. The way you looked at him… well I never knew if it was your visage or how you truly thought of him. Either way, he seduced you, I know it. The competitive thrill-of-the-chase relationship. I thought it would be then that I'd loose you. But still, you stayed with me.

And then, instead of handing me over, you got yourself kidnapped by the Dominion. What happened to personal feelings that get in the way? I had to get in there, help you. There was a point, when I thought you might betray us and me. I was so wrong. I knew from the beginning I could trust you – and I was the only one who believed in you. You're so… different. I do want you, but only when you're ready.

But until that time comes, please, never leave me.