Can He Really Be Back?
(Iris POV)
I woke up to Steve shooting right up in bed and dashing into the bathroom, it startled me, I can hear him turning on the sink and taking a deep breath. I don't know what's wrong but it's worrying me. I quietly tiptoe and step into the bathroom a little bit, I see him running water on his face and the back of his neck, breathing heavy in the mirror and he's sweating.
"Steve? Are you okay?" I ask quietly, I don't want to startle him.
"Iris!" He quietly spoke out looking at me with a smile in the mirror.
He turns around, walks right up to me, puts his hands on my face and rubs my cheeks with his thumbs as he has a big smile on his face and kisses me very passionately. The kiss is so passionate in fact that it takes my breath away, I am so shocked and confused that I don't even get a chance to really kiss him back before he pulls away.
"Steve, what's gotten into you?" I ask as I put my hand on my chest, I am still trying to recover from that kiss! Damn!
"I remember Iris...I remember everything." He smiles as he strokes my face.
"You do?" I ask, not quite believing it yet, it seemed to good to be true.
"Yes! I remember how we met, our first kiss...the moment I knew I was in love with you...when you told me about your past...the first time we made love...Christmas...and when we said I love you to each other...I love you Iris." He proclaims as he puts his hands on my waist.
"Steve!?" I softly ask as I grab his face with tears going down my cheeks, I quickly start leaving lite but fast kisses on his chin, face, nose and pretty much anywhere I can. "Your back!" I whisper between kisses. I wrap my arms around his neck and I just hug him, burying my face in his neck. My tears won't stop, I have him back and he finally remembers everything! "I thought I lost you." He doesn't say anything, he just keeps holding me so tight with his arms fully around me. With my face buried in his neck I inhale his scent, God I missed that smell! I can't help but kiss his neck where his pulse is, yes he's real! The past 8 days have felt like a good but bad dream all wrapped up into one.
He's just soothing my back while I kiss his neck tenderly, he begins to tilt his head back to give me more access, that makes me kiss the front of his neck. I soon work my way back up and kiss his chin, cheek and back to his lips, as we kiss I rake my fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp. With one arm around my waist he puts the other hand on the back of my head though my hair, pressing our bodies together even more, I wrap my arms around his head tighter as our kisses continue to deepen, I'm on my tiptoes, trying to be as close to him as I can.
As we're still kissing he suddenly picks me up and carries me bride style, I have one arm around his neck and the other holding his face gently as he walks out of the bathroom, as he lays me down on the bed our lips and body never part. I never let go of him, my arm is still around his neck and my other hand gripping his shirt collar and once his full body is on me I wrap my arms around his neck. I run one of my legs up and down his thigh while our legs are between each others. He begins to massage and stroke my thigh as he starts to kiss my neck. I tilt my head back and stroke the back of his neck with my fingernails, with his free hand he gently caresses my chest where my scars are and he kisses them at the same time, just like he did our first time. I gently close my eyes and tears fall down my face, feeling his hands and lips touching me so tenderly, having his full weight on me was a feeling I never really thought I would ever feel again! I am holding onto him so tight as he kisses my shoulder, collarbone and back up to my neck. He rubs my thigh more, bringing my knee up higher on his hip as I continue to rub my thigh over his. I start to subconsciously buck into him and he begins to do the same as I hear him let out quiet moans from my neck.
"Steve, make love to me." I whisper in between lite moans.
He stops kissing me and looks right in my eyes as he puts his free hand on my face and strokes it, "yes Ma'am" he smiles down at me before bringing my lips back to his.
We both take off each other's shirts, I run my hands all over his chest and biceps, I can't stop touching him! As our kisses become more intense I start to take off his bottoms and he soon follows and takes off mine, he uses one hand to lift my bottom half up and uses the other to remove my bottoms. Once my back is against the mattress again he wraps my leg higher around his hip, holds my leg by having his arm around my thigh and immediately begins to thrust. I begin to moan and rub his ass with my foot, hugging him to my body so tight. I want to feel every inch of him, to feel every muscle against my chest.
I run my fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp tenderly. He is going slow but very deep, my mouth flies open and throw my head back and he kisses my neck, he will keep raising my leg higher, I keep rubbing my foot on his ass. "Steve." I whisper as he goes really deep and really hard but continues to go at a slow but very pleasurable pace, it makes me moan louder, "Steve, touch me...please." I whisper in his ear as I kiss it.
With one of his hands still on my thigh holding up my leg he uses the other hand to run up my side slowly with his fingertips, it tingles, I usually would giggle but not tonight. He puts his hand between my breasts caressing it tenderly and begins to kiss there too and then moves his hand to one of my breasts, massaging and squeezing it hard but also tenderly, it was just the right mix. He starts to kiss my other breast, he runs his tongue around my nipple and sucking on it, "Yes! Right there!" I moan as I continue to throw my head back and keep arching my back trying to match his thrusts. As he is still kissing and massaging my breasts he moves his hand from my thigh and runs it up my inner thigh and inserts 2 fingers inside me gently and slowly, I moan louder. "Oh God!" I buck into his hand biting my lower lip, I tug on his hair just a little bit as he continues to slowly go deeper in me! He was doing everything so tenderly and gently but also deep and hard, this was the first time that he's fingered me while also fucking me from the front, sure he would finger me when he was fucking me from behind but not this way and it feels incredible!
By pulling his hair up I bring his mouth back to mine and our tongues are mixing together, he starts to thrust a bit faster. I whimper in his mouth as I keep raising my leg up higher on his hip and hold onto his shoulders causing him and his fingers to go deeper, "Iris." Steve moans in my mouth...God it was almost my undoing him calling out my name! I run one hand down his back and rub, squeeze and push his ass into me even more, forcing him to go harder and deeper, he goes even faster and suddenly we cum hard, both of us are moaning loudly!
I kiss and rub his shoulders tenderly as he kisses my hairline and forehead. He grabs my face with both hands bringing me back to his lips to give me a very long passionate kiss. He slides off me, I start to pout a little because I want to continuing holding him and didn't want to move but I quickly stop when he puts his arm around my waist rolling both of us on our sides and spoons me from behind, holding my body tight to his, I internally smile and cuddle against him. I am breathless and I close my eyes just loving the feeling of his strong arms around me, it feels like he's enveloping me! He moves my hair to the side so it's bare and I feel his breath on my neck before giving me soft kisses where my shoulder and neck meet, running his fingertips on my shoulder/arm then moves it down to rub my tummy right below my breasts, again just using his fingertips.
While still kissing my neck he moves his hand up and pleasures my breasts again but very gently he'll squeezes and pulls on my nipples, "oh yeah, right there." I whisper. He soon turns my face to the side and kisses me softly, takes his hand from my breasts and wraps his arm around and presses my whole body to his even more and slowly goes inside me again from behind, I immediately stroke the back of his neck with my free arm, I am laying on the other arm. I gasp in his mouth, I wasn't expecting him to do this but thank God because I wasn't done! I push my ass into him slowly so he goes deeper, he groans in my mouth. He raises my knee up so its bent in the air and puts his 2 fingers inside me again, I moan louder as I take my hand off his neck and put it over his and help him pleasure me, I feel both our fingers inside me! "Oh Steve! I need to feel you cum inside me...I need to feel you!" I breathe as my eyes are shut so tight.
He quickly helps turn me around, with us still laying on our sides I wrap my leg over his hip and we both thrust back into each other, "Iris...oh God Iris!" He breathes as he's kissing my neck and shoulder. As my arms are around him and he's running his hand up and down my leg that is over his hip we both cum again! We both are holding each other so tight and are breathing very heavy, just reveling in the feeling of each other cum, we kiss tenderly but also very passionately, I am raking my nails on the back of his neck as he is caressing between my shoulder blades.
For about an hour we are just laying on our sides awake holding each other, I can't really speak for awhile, I think I'm still overwhelmed by everything. I feel him softly stroke my shoulder, I look up at him and run my fingers over his face, "I missed you so much Steve." I whisper looking in his eyes.
"I missed you too." He also whispered, running his thumb over my collarbone.
"...You were dead...I thought I lost you."
"You almost did..."
"You said you would always come back for me." I remind him as I'm starting to get a little upset now and few tears go down my cheek. "Why did you go and do that without telling me or say goodbye? We were suppose to be in this together."
"I know...I'm so sorry for all I have put you through...after you got shot I knew I couldn't put you in danger anymore...but I have to say this I will never be sorry for protecting you and doing anything to make sure you are safe...I don't know what I would do if I lost you." He sternly declared as he rubs my face tenderly with the back of his knuckles.
"I know what that's like...I thought you were dead for 4months...Steve...I was lost without you." I softly reply, he didn't know what to say, he just keeps running the back of his knuckles on my face gently, I kiss his hand once he ran them over my lips.
"I can't believe I forgot you..."
"...I knew you would be back..." I give him a reassuring smile.
"You did?" He asked as I just nodded, "I guess I was afraid to remember, I mean I just couldn't comprehend me loving someone else other then Peggy...but I do..." He told me as he ran his thumb over my lips. "I was so scared of remembering anything."
"I know..." I look down.
He grabs my face so I have to look at him, "you need to know though... you never left me...I dreamed about you."
"You did?" I smile.
"Yeah...well at the time I didn't know it was you but...it was you...trying to bring me back the whole time."
I give him a lite kiss, "I love you."
"I love you too." He repeats as he kisses me again.
He holds me tight again and I bury my face in the crook of his neck while he rubs my back tenderly and I close my eyes smiling to myself. He rolls on his back and brings me with him, I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat, "hold me tighter." I whisper, I feel him wrap his arms around me as I instructed...but it's still not tight enough. "Tighter," I repeat with my eyes still closed and again he holds me tighter and I smile. That's much better!
"Is that better?" He softly asks. I just nod my head before falling to sleep and having the best sleep I've had in over 4 months.
Hopefully this chapter made everyone happy!
