Hearken! I have managed to claw my way through the foggy mist of unfortunate finals to bring you all this update! Okay. So really it was beta'd a year ago or something, but let's pretend that didn't happen. Let's pretend I persevered through tribulation and somehow pulled off this miraculous feat. Once I start vacation, I should be able to update a bit more regularly. Until then... review! A reminder: Whilst we strive for at least semi-accurate history, I find it unlikely that everything will be caught. On these occasions, I ask that you do as Chicago requested and look away, baby. Look away. Highest of gratitude to Ishandafranc for the beta.
II.
Her Psychology Today
"Jean, thank you for coming. Please, follow me."
Xavier led Jean Grey through his home, to the study. It was a path well known to her; she and Scott had spent countless afternoons there, positioned between the sea of books and the grand piano. It was the only place that Scott ever allowed to be sloppy. His bedroom, after all, was spotless. Every paper, every file, every picture in the house was categorized in a system of his own design, and not one of those strange, complicated, meant-to-be-ignored systems either, but a simple alphabetically and chronologically based method that anyone could follow.
But the study… he'd take her to the study and stretch out. Relax. While explaining to her the brilliant strategies of Napoleon or Alexander, he'd rummage through five books at once, pointing out this excerpt and that quote, never bothering to put the books back, as if his mind were running too fast and he was afraid he wouldn't be able to keep up.
It was a shocking thing to see Scott's alcove, his haven, stripped and sullied by long black streaks leading up to a very large metallic box. Jean lingered beneath the arch of the doorway, unable to step inside.
Xavier approached a tall, young man, all shiny blonde hair and careless posture, as if he didn't know his expensive suit deserved better. She knew the type at once – old money, spoiled, and handsome - the kind of man that would float through life. There was even a name attached to his face. A Mr.…W…
"Jean, this is Mr. Worthington. Warren, Miss Grey."
"Miss Grey!" Worthington spread his lips into an easy smile. "A sincere pleasure. Scott's always said you were breathtakingly beautiful, but you can't always trust those besotted dreamers. Should've known that even in love, Scott can't speak anything but the absolute truth."
"You know Scott?"
"Yes. We're poker buddies."
"Oh."
"Indeed. Come inside, we need to talk. I know the study must be strange in its current state," Xavier said, almost apologizing, "but it didn't seem like there was any place more fitting for this than Scott's sanctuary. After all, it's a project that will, hopefully, bring him home sooner."
Curiosity piqued, Jean at last stepped inside. "I don't understand."
Worthington smiled patiently. "Miss Grey, as I'm sure you know, every American is doing what they can to help out the war effort. You, as I understand, are currently running a fundraiser through your college?"
"Yes."
"I've – that is, my school, has been contracted by the United States Government for a very important project. Charles here was the first person I called, and to round out our group, he's suggested a Dr. Henry McCoy… and you. You are, I understand, a student of psychology?"
"I am, but there have to be more qualified- "
"Miss Grey, Charles is perhaps the most qualified person on the planet. What I want in addition is a fresh perspective. Your grade reports are exceptional and you've been noted for your ability to make novel points about very old, very boring facts."
Her eyes drifted to the metallic box. "What kind of project is it?"
The gentlemen exchanged glances and then Xavier began, "Well. It's called Cerebro."
Lazy Poker Blues
"Pardon me boys, is that the Chattanooga Choo-Choo…"
A group of boys – no, men – cheered amicably as one of the WAF girls satisfied her inner vocal artist on the dimly lit stage. There was nothing particularly spectacular about her – just short, curled brown hair, a bright and round face, a decent voice, and nice calves – but perhaps she reminded them of their back-home sweethearts, because they urged her towards an encore as she finished.
At one table, Private Allerdyce toyed with a lighter, flipping it this way and that. Occasionally his gaze would dart to the two men at his side: fellow private LeBeau and Lieutenant Summers. They were the last participants in a game of poker, and some small quantity of chocolate – suddenly a precious commodity – lay scattered on the table between their cards.
"Give up, Sir," LeBeau intoned, smirking in a way that would've meant something if he hadn't been wearing the same expression all evening, through great and poor hands alike.
"I don't think so, Private." For his part, Summers had a fantastic poker face, an inscrutable mask that never seemed to shift or falter. There was little wonder why they, of all the men who'd started the game, would find themselves at its end.
"Well, looky here. An' old fashioned Texas Hold 'Em battle, huh?" The empty chair at their table was pulled back, and a lithe figure filled it. Anna Raven grinned widely, taking the opportunity to lean over and examine both hands. She held her back her reaction with a small shrug. "Huh."
"Miss Raven." Allerdyce acknowledge.
She gave a small bow. "So how long have these two been at it?"
Allerdyce made a bored face. "Too long." But the female's presence had changed the atmosphere and there was only a short period during which edged taunts were exchanged between the young men and then, finally, the cards were thrown: a full house against a royal flush. The Cajun leaned back slowly, shaking his head. "Da Lieutenant is bringin' down troop morale."
Collecting his chocolate, Scott shrugged. "Maybe the Private should be cleaning his gun instead of playing cards."
Remy turned to Anna and sighed. "Care t' help soothe da wounds o' dis violently painful loss?"
She arched a brow. "Are ya suggestin' Ah play consolation prize?"
Allerdyce snickered and LeBeau rolled his eyes. "Come on, chere. We could make a night of it, oui? You, me, da moonlight… it'll be just like old times. Remember dat dance we learned from da old man who-"
Anna waved her hand. "Yeah, yeah. Nostalgia will get ya nowhere. It so happens Ah have something very important ta discuss with Lieutenant Summers here an' you have nothin' ta do with it. Not that it hasn't been simply wonderful makin' your acquaintance again, Remy darlin'." She gave him a smile that was as sweet as raisin pecan pie adrift in a sea of syrup.
"Y' know, y' were nowhere near dis difficult when we met."
"Really?" She grinned. "Then how come yo' first words ta me were 'Miss, y' got t' be da most difficult person Ah ever met'?
"Dat's right. T' which y' answered-"
"Ah'd be much nicer if you'd take your hands out o' my blouse."
Allerdyce nearly spit up his drink. "What where you guys doing?"
Remy winked suggestively, but Anna wrinkled her nose. "Nothin' as bad as you're thinkin'. Ah wasn't wearin' my blouse at the time." And somehow, that wasn't much better. She tried again. "Ah was swimmin' at the local pool, an' all my stuff was in my locker. I went back ta retrieve it an' there was Remy LeBeau, shufflin' through my clothes, hands pullin' a bundle o' cash from my pocket. I threw a bottle at his head, called him a thief, and vowed ta get him arrested. That's when he called me difficult."
"Interesting history."
Anna shrugged. "It was years ago. We were kids." Her eyes met Remy's, and something danced between them. Quite a bit of history there, it seemed. Strange coincidence, that Remy would end up on the platoon designated to care for her and her current abode. But then, Allerdyce reminded himself, history wasn't made up of only good things and shiny places; it was also about betrayal, anger, and insurmountable pain. Also, he really had to start working on that novel of his.
Anna made a grab for Scott's arm and pulled him up from the table. "C'mon. You an' me got business."
"Didn't forget." The brunette lieutenant responded easily. "Hey, want a piece of chocolate?"
Jealous Heart
"Did he look jealous?" Anna wondered, as she and Scott stepped out into the moonlight.
"A bit," he acknowledged.
She seemed to consider that, and then a smile spread wide across her face. "Good."
"You realize it probably isn't beneficial to have a soldier under my command who hates me because he thinks I'm after an old girlfriend. And the fact that we're having this conversation at all is-"
"Ah know, Ah know. Very schoolyard o' us."
Scott shrugged. "I was going to say far more amusing than it ought to be, but yes, what you said is also true."
She laughed openly. "So, now let's get down ta business, huh? Tell me all about this girl o' yours, Jean."
Lullaby for the New World Order
"Well, well, well. Miss Emma Frost." Emma slid her pencil behind an ear and swiveled around in her plush chair to greet her guest. How he managed to move about freely through the headquarters was beyond her; Sebastian Shaw was open about his distaste for Hitler. However, that was only natural; they both wanted to own the world, two children fighting over the same toy and neither prone to sharing. Yet he traveled in circles high above her own.
"Sebastian," Emma said, crossing her arms over her chest. She kept her voice even, uninterested.
"I was just curious as to how your Blackbird venture was turning out. I hear there's a long, long list of people waiting for you to screw up so they can get their chance at things. That's quite a bit of pressure, isn't it?"
"Nothing I can't handle."
"Maybe," Sebastian admitted. He drifted into the room, dropped his body onto the desk, and grinned down at her. "But why make the effort at all?"
She rolled her eyes in a slow, deliberate gesture. "Not this again."
Undeterred by her lack of enthusiasm, he went on. "Emma, don't you realize it? Hitler's going to fail. His fall has already begun. He's moving towards Moscow, the idiot, and just as the Americans are making their presence felt. He's turning into just another 'could've, might've' man in history."
She laughed and shook her head. "And you're doing so much better?"
"I'm waiting for my turn, and planning all the while. And Emma, you're being offered something amazing: a chance to stand with me. You don't have to claw or scheme your way to the top; the position is already yours."
"Right," she sighed. "As part of the Hellfire Club."
"It'll be a wonderful joke. No one will have a blacker heart than she who calls herself the White Queen."
"Except that I don't intend to join your fantasy, Sebastian."
"Oh," he smiled pleasantly, "You will. I'm just stopping by now so as to ensure my bragging rights in the future."
"Such confidence?"
He petted her hair, as though he were comforting a confused, errant child. She resisted the urge to slice off his fingers and poke them into his mocking eyes. "I was just with your superiors. They're growing increasingly impatient, Emma. You've been given a deadline – five days - to recover something before they pass the job along to someone they deem more competent."
She didn't believe him until the orders were sitting in front of her face. "Bloody hell. They can't do this. Not when everything's finally falling into place!"
"Well, don't blame me. Join me instead." He escaped from the room before she could find something suitable to throw at him.
After a moment of solitude and silence, her hands found the phone. She dialed a number. Her fingers rapped against a crisp pile of papers. Waited. Then… "What's your status?"
The voice on the other end of the line was garbled, deliberately distorted. "You're…not… contact me."
She wrinkled her nose. It was like talking to a tongue-tied machine. "I set the rules. You just follow them."
"No…my life…line."
"What's your status?"
"Reconnaissance…well."
"Then you've found it?"
"Not yet. Big…a lot of places to look."
"Our timetable has been crunched. We need to move faster. Do what you have to, and remember that maintaining your guise is second to uncovering the Blackbird plans."
"Backup?"
She sighed. "I don't know. I'll see what I can do. Just get the job done."
The Next Afternoon
It was her first performance, an afternoon early, and she gave it exclusively to 1st squad, 3rd platoon. Over lunch, in the crowded box of a room turned mess hall, Anna donned a pretty green dress that accentuated her figure and playfully substituted a roll of bread for a microphone. Her voice was melted honey as she crooned…
"Don't sit under the apple tree with anyone else but me,
She winked at the boys, gave a brief spin, and went on-
Anyone else but me, anyone else
but me,
Corporal Wagner tapped Private Drake's shoulder. "I'll be right back," he mouthed, "forgot something."
Don't go walking down lovers' lane with anyone else but me...
Anna slinked her arms around the neck of a soldier and stole his hat, casting a sly smile at the rest of the crowd. The squad which had, in the brief time they'd seen her, grown almost comfortable and familiar with the singer, fell into something of a trance as they realized… they were a private audience for Anna Raven – the overnight sensation that had swept across the nation, the pin-up who sweetened their dreams…
She really did have the voice of an angel. Was it any wonder people loved her? She continued -
"Till I come marchin'…"Anna paused suddenly, tightening her grip on the bread roll until her fingers sunk past the hard flaky crust, embedding themselves into the softer dough hidden inside. She swallowed hard, and then smiled wide. "Uh, sorry," she said sheepishly, as she noticed the concerned look of her patrons. "Just got dizzy, is all…"
Several of the soldiers tried to stand, to help her, but she avoided their assistance. "Knock that off. The show must go on, right?" She grinned again and lifted the bread to her lips-
"Marchin' home…"But she clearly wasn't fine. Anna blinked. "Ah don't feel…" She gasped, and then her eyes rolled up in the back of her head and she fell forward, towards the hard floor. Private LeBeau was there, just in time to save her body from the rough contact. It happened so fast; he was still blinking in surprise when others began crowding around in wonder and fear.
"She just fainted," Sergeant Logan said after examining her, sounding sure and relieved. He carefully extracted her from LeBeau's arms and set her down on a chair, one hand supporting her neck. "Gimme my bag." The others stared at him for a minute, until he rolled his eyes and repeated his command.
Summers was there almost instantly, handing the man a faded green pack, from which Logan quickly removed a small canteen. He twisted off the lid and held it the metallic container beneath her nose. Upon receiving no response, he held it under again and gently shook her.
After a moment, she took a deep breath and her eyelids fluttered. She shifted on the chair, moaning quietly.
Leaning towards her, LeBeau whispered, "Wakey, wakey, Sleepin' Beauty."
"S'funny," she mumbled, still not quite opening her eyes. "Thought Ah saw a hideous monster of a man. Scared me half t' death." One eye peeked open and moved up towards LeBeau. She winced. "Oh. Wasn't a dream then."
"I'd say she's doing better," Bobby teased.
As she came back to life, sitting up on her own, Logan frowned. "Want to tell us what that was really all about, Darlin'?"
She grinned easily, but still looked faint. "Sorry 'bout the drama, Sergeant, didn't mean ta make a scene. Ah just… the lights are kind o' strange, aren't they? My head was already hurtin' an' all… Ah'm gonna go up an' find a bathroom."
"Alone?" Summers asked, skeptically. "I'd feel better if you had an escort."
"I'll volunteer." LeBeau said. "It'd be my pleasure."
"Ah'll bet," Anna said, dryly. "Lieutenant, Ah'm really very okay."
But the young man shook his head. "I insist. LeBeau, on your best behavior."
"'Course," he agreed, reaching up to offer his arm to the lady. She stared at it like it might've been a snake, ready to strike, then sighed and accepted the offer. Together, they left the room.
"The rest o' you, we got practice in fifteen minutes," Logan said, voice lifting over the sound of chatter and eliciting a moan. "Basement," he finished.
Summers nodded at him. "Good job with Miss Raven." He received only a grunt. "I'm going to go check on the others, upstairs."
Romantic Balcony
"Remy, ya didn't have ta accompany me up here," Anna said as she emerged from the bathroom looking refreshed and healthy – like she'd never been sick at all.
He smiled. "Oui. I know. But I'm wonderfully thoughtful like dat, chere."
"My hero," she teased.
"Every chance I get." He reached for her hand, pressing a small kiss to it. They matched gazes. "Hi," he whispered softly.
"Hey," Anna answered. She looked down. "Ah really am sorry that things didn't work out properly with Belladonna."
"I'm really sorry things didn't work out wit' you," Remy said.
"Well," she reclaimed her hand and ran it across the back of her hair. "C'est la vie."
"Cruel truth," he acknowledged. He eyed her slowly. "What'd you do in dat bathroom, anyway? Y' look good."
"Ya know…" she smiled. "Girl stuff. Let's go out on the balcony, Remy. Just for a second, Ah feel much better, but a little fresh air can only help m' cause."
"I was five seconds from suggestin' dat myself." He offered his arm, but she moved past it, pushing aside the heavy beige curtains.
A Saucerful of Secrets
Someday, he'd be through with secrets. Stupid secrets. Heavy secrets. Someday, he'd be able to look people in the eye and not feel squirmy inside. But those days were not going to be soon in coming.
He couldn't let that deter him. He had a task. A goal. A purpose.
Alone for the first time in what seemed like forever, he dropped his act, just a bit. Just enough. There was a prayer he'd learned from the nuns, which he recited in a very quiet voice. He finished: "Denn Dein ist das Reich und die Kraft und die Herrlichkeit in Ewigkeit".
"Hey…Kurt, you in there?"
Corporal Wagner glanced up at the door. Carefully, he stood. Swallowed. "Drake?"
"Naw, it's the boogeyman. Come on. We have practice downstairs in like, two minutes… Logan's in charge."
"I'll be right there."
Five Minutes Later…
Somewhere in Mancini's, a light flashed.
Vertigo
Some events turn time into putty, a malleable thing to be stretched or compressed.
Events like the explosion.
For one instant, time was pulled so wide that it seemed to have stopped completely. There existed no sound, no movement, just an oppressive, suffocating sense of doom. The Inevitable.
And then, in the blink of an eye, time was moving extra fast, as if trying to catch up with itself. It went by so quickly, the screeching of twisting metal, the thunder of imploding rooms, the roar of fire spreading, people screaming. The blaze, an indiscriminately feasting fire-god, was everywhere at once.
Eventually, it had its fill.
Soldier
Scott opened his eyes… shut them…and opened them again. He exhaled softly and tried once more. He could see… nothing. Unless he was willing to count the vague, faint blurs of light, and he wasn't.
His limbs, at least, were cooperating. Sort of. He pushed himself up from the rough ground, winced in pain from what had to be a serious injury to his right shoulder, and blinked again. Still… nothing.
"Hey," someone called out. "Is that Lieutenant Summers?" Drake. "Oh, thank God." Scott only had to wait a moment more before there were gentle hands easing him further from the wreckage.
"Have a look at his head." That had to be Allerdyce, traces of an Australian accent – where the boy had spent half his life – suddenly stronger. "That's a lot of blood."
Blood? Ah, the warm river flowing down into his mouth. He would've been more concerned with that had his eyes been working even a little. "Who else?" he mumbled, not quite ready for full sentences. He hoped they could somehow understand: he needed to know who'd survived the attack.
God was feeling kind. They understood. "Uh…1st squad, 3rd platoon, Bravo company was down in the basement when the explosion sounded. It's still more or less intact. The basement wasn't hit hard. The ground level is sort trashed, but okay in some places, like here. Otherwise… there's not much left. Everything else is gone, I think. We've found a few other survivors, but…"
His heart seemed to catch in his throat. "Oh God." How many men were dead? At least two other squads under his command. "Logan?". The new leader if Scott couldn't recover soon.
"He's out looking for survivors, too. We split up, but we're going to regroup in a few hours. We better keep moving. The blood's drying and I think you can walk." Bobby stepped away. Without the contact, the darkness closed in. Scott felt like he was swimming in a black hole.
"I-" He had to tell them.
"The others are gonna fall down and kiss the ground you walk on, Sir. We've all been soldiers for months, but we haven't seen anything like this. We can't get in touch with the nearest base. You're all we've got."
"Logan-"
Allerdyce sighed audibly. "Is good on the field but crap when it comes to morale. Sir. I guarantee you that you're needed. We've all been a little… lost." Allerdyce, previously brash, defiant, finished on a quiet, needy note.
Needed?
Damn it.
He hurt so much all over. His elbows were raw. His legs were weak. He was blind. Every part of him wanted to curl up and wait for better days, for afternoons with Jean and chess games with Charles. But the next thing he knew, his back was straightening – no easy feat – and his arm reached out. "I need a little help walking. Can I borrow your arm?"
"Certainly, Sir."
He breathed. So what if he couldn't see at the present moment? A problem, yes, but not an insurmountable one. After all, Jean had always been able to lift his spirits with hardly anything more than a smile and some reassuring words. Perhaps now was the time for some of those rousing, inspirational speeches he had spent so much time reading that he had inadvertently memorized them? Sight or not, he had a job to do. His duty. Besides, he had good, trustworthy men that could be his eyes for him, if need be.
Warning
"Ah get the feelin' this is somehow your fault," Anna stated dryly, as she and Remy trudged through the ruins of the once grand hotel. She'd deserted her heeled shoes and let her hair down.
"I know I should have some clever comeback, but I'm just a little bit shocked dat we still alive, chere." It was some kind of miracle. They'd been on the second floor, on a balcony. The room was destroyed, walls torn and the ceiling half-caved… but they had been untouched.
"Ah'm not so sure we are alive. Ah always said spendin' time with you was hell."
"Apparently, y' aren't sufferin' from my predicament."
"Ah'm with you, Remy. 'Course Ah'm sufferin'."
"You can stop dat now."
She flashed him a smile. "Actually, Ah can't. Ah am shaken. In fact, Ah may be in shock. This must be some kind o' copin' mechanism."
He frowned. "Do y' really hate me so much dat beratin' me is da only thing dat can comfort y' after a deadly explosion?"
She shrugged. "Back home, Ah have a dart board with your picture on it."
"So…" He looked sly. "You commonly associate my face wit' da concept o' penetration?"
"Recoverin', are we?"
Remy opened his mouth to speak but promptly closed it. He spun his hand into a proper salute.
"What the hell are ya… Sergeant?" Anna grinned as a group of soldiers emerged from the wreckage around the corner they'd been about to turn.
The short sergeant nodded at her. "You all right?"
"Yes. You have the looks o' folks scourin' for survivors, am Ah right?"
"This is the end of our route. You didn't see anyone else?" After she'd said no, he went on. "We're heading down to the basement to take roll and discuss our next step."
"Like callin' for help?"
The sergeant almost snarled. Not at them, but perhaps at the circumstances he couldn't control. "Like rootin' out the traitor who did this."
Both Remy and Anna were taken aback. "Traitor? What makes ya think…? Ah thought maybe an air raid."
"Found this in the hall where we all had lunch." He held up a hand – in it, there was a small radio transceiver. They had something similar, but- "Nazi technology ," Logan said, sounding disgusted.
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And so it ends, chapter two. There's a traitor, and a bomb, and Anna and Remy are on seemingly friendly terms. Oh, and everyone has secrets. Starting chapter three, the glossy veneer that hides them will begin to crack. (Cue dramatic music). Questions? Comments? Coconuts? Send them all to me at Eileenblzr (at) Yahoo (dot) Com. Or check out my LJ (linked on my profile page).
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