Chapter 2: Found
Entry one
"Life is useless to me now. I have nothing. No desire, no purpose, and no meaning in life. My only thing to do in this wretched life is serve my leader. That is my only meaning and one day I will die serving that meaning."
"This is awful," Virginia scoffed with interest. She forced herself to continue reading.
"Everything is gray to me. Even blood is gray. Everyone is gray. That girl, she is so happy all the time. I hate people who remind me of myself. The people who are colored should perish. Nothing has meaning to me. Everything to me is useless.
I killed someone today. It was that happy little girl I hate. I slaughtered her in cold blood. The blood was spouting everywhere, but none hit me. It was all over the sand. I don't know why I did it. I just walked away without looking back. Guess I'll just do anything to make me feel better. My leader does not know anything about it. No one ever found out about it…
There is no such thing as belonging. Everyone is meant to be alone. I am, even with a team, am still truly alone. Nothing satisfies me, nothing completes me. Absolutely nothing…"
"Whoever wrote this, please speak now." Virginia said, worrying if it's one of her teammates. "We can help you." Nobody spoke up. She store at the other teams and leaders. Again, she read on for the concern of this person.
"Forever I am lost to this path. My leader does not guide me. I do not guide me. I am found to forever be lost. And then die a painful death…
"This person is pathetic," Maya said crossing her arms. "I'm here to claim the jewel for myself, not help this person out!"
Virginia closed her eyes, tearing up at the thought of Maya not caring. Her anger broke free. "Maya! How could you not help this person out! You're selfish!"
Maya looked pissed off. "How do I know YOU didn't write it? Maybe you just wrote it to show us some compassion lessons!"
"Maya!" Virginia curled her fists. She calmed down realizing the current situation.
"Whether you like it or not, I will continue to read and try to help this person."
Maya flipped the hair out of her eyes. "Who wants to leave this sob story and find the jewel?"
Everyone stayed where they were.
Maya grunted angrily. "Fine, I'll stay!"
