It's okay…

Chapter 4: … to love you like this.

Warnings: yaoi

Pairings: Jou x Seto

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh

A/n: sorry it took so long to update, enjoy the story!


Normal pov

Seto had tried many things, pictures, stories and even reenacting some of the things that Kaysuya and he had done together.

Nothing.

Days went by, nothing.

Seto didn't know what to do anymore, he had tried everything he could think of to bring back Katsuya's memories, short of electrocuting the boy. He sighed sadly and looked over at the clock beside his bed. 1:12 am. He closed his eyes.


Katsuya's pov

He… has tried everything for me, to try and make me remember things that I think I should find important. But, it really doesn't bother me, not remembering.

It sounds fun, to start over, to begin a new chapter in my life, while I find everything new and exciting, much like a child I guess. Seto doesn't understand.

I don't want to tell him these thoughts after he had tried so hard for me. Maybe I'm afraid? Somewhere inside me, I think I got amnesia because I had something that I had to forget otherwise it would kill me.

Seto doesn't understand.


Normal pov.

Katsuya stood outside Seto's office door. He would tell Seto his thoughts on the matter. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door twice. He waited.

"Is that you, Katsuya?" Katsuya jumped a little at the harsh tone in Seto's voice and answered shakily.

"Y-yes…" He waited for any orders from Seto. He had learned to know his place in this house, and Seto practically 'owned' everyone in the house.

"Come in then." Katsuya pushed the door inward and took a step inside closing the door behind him. He looked at Seto who was staring back at him with a cool gaze. Katsuya gulped, he couldn't do this.

"What ever is the matter Katsu?" That had become Katsuya's nick name over the time he had come to stay with Seto and he smiled a little as Seto's eyes softened.

"I wanted to talk to you about… my memories…" Katsu shuffled from foot to foot under Seto's pondering eyes, that pondering quickly turned to joy and Seto outwardly smiled.

"Katsu do you remember something?" Seto's voice was full of hope as he said this, Katsu's heart hurt.

Seto practically leaped at Katsu and held him in a tight hug. Tears welled in Katsu's eyes, how could he tell Seto the truth? Katsu was in love with Seto. From what Seto had explained they were in love before Katsu lost his memory, but he couldn't remember. Despite all that, Katsu fell in love with Seto all over again.

"I didn't remember anything Seto." Katsu let out in a whisper. Seto stopped his ranting and released Katsu, stepping back a little.

"Then what?" Seto's voice took on an icy tone, daring Katsu to say anything else. Katsu had to be brave, for his sake and Seto's.

"Seto Kaiba. I don't remember loving you. But, I love you now. I don't think I need my memories back." Katsu looked right at Seto to judge his reaction. Seto stared dumbfounded

"You- don't want your memories?" Seto's heart ached; Katsu… didn't want to remember him.

"That's not it, Seto. The thing is, I'm in love with you now, and bringing back my memories isn't going to change that. Even without my memories, I love you." Katsu tried to explain while watching Seto.

Seto smiled, Katsu loved him again, he didn't have to remember, he loved Seto all the same.

"I think it's okay, Seto."

Seto took Katsu back in to his arms and waited for the rest of Katsu's little speech. It didn't take the other boy long to finish what he was saying.

"It's okay to love you like this"


The end.

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