I told you that a while back, I was faced with a new game. I got a telephone call from the mysterious Jade Courtney--a woman who claimed to have met me at a Party in Oklahoma while on vacation there. But I had no memory of her.

And then it clicked. I knew who Jade Courtney was.

I asked her, Ryan? Is this you?

There was silence . Yes jack. I used to be Ryan., but now I'm Jade, she said. I started laughing nervously. Why didn't you just tell me it was you instead of playing guessing games? I asked. She replied, I dídn't know how you would accept me.

The very sexy Ryan, that I had a crush on my vaction, had taken a trip to Taiwan and had sex change surgery. He was now a woman. He even sent me a few pictures on the Internet. He was hot as a fox. I couldn't see any traces of the former guy that I knew.

I was happy and sad. Happy because I was talking to my old crush and he seemed to be pleased with his transformation. But in a way, Ryan had died. I would never get to see him again--and that made me want to cry. Although in the end a change is the best thing that could happen to any of us. For the good and the bad.