People grow a lot in a year...
Truthfully, I just remembered though I never really forgot my story. But I also realize I may be speaking to no one now. I really have nothing to offer as an excuse, and I don't think I should apologize...
I posted that last note (I deleted it) right before I started college. I'm rather ambitious, but at the time I was being to ambitious. And I had was going into college, I wanted "the college experience" as they say . . . Also, funny enough to say, I burnt myself out on Lord of the Rings, terribly. I mean, that was everything (kinda) for awhile. I needed a break. But now I've left this sitting for almost a whole year now. I think I have a better grasp of time management also. Another big reason I stopped writing was because everything I had as notes/pre writing/timelines/outlines was in one spiral notebook, which I lost.
And I found it three weeks ago.
Now, I'm rather unhappy with the first few chapters. I've written three other stories since (not here) and feel as if my writing has improved. But, I don't want to leave this unfinished. I love the idea and Niamh too much to let sit.
So if I end up writing for myself, so be it. I'm working on a chapter now (it's rather hard), and hope to post it before the one year anniversary of my last chapter. I miss Haldir too. The stupid idiot. I plan on taking this story on a slightly different route and ending it differently... Who knows what will happen.
I make no promises in stone, but it makes me unhappy to leave this story as it is, so I do plan to post. I'm rather ashamed of myself.
Thank you,
me.
