Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star.

Ok, kids, this one is going to be a bit different. We're experimenting here, and this was an idea that samitiny gave me. If it doesn't work out, well, that's ok.

Tommy,

I was going through my old journals today, and you won't believe what I found. Does the date October 26, 2007 mean anything to you? Because that's the date I first told you I love you.

Flashback

Tommy and Jude walked hand in hand out of the movie. They had been dating for a five months, and everything was perfect.

"So, girl, what do you want to do next? The night is still young." Tommy asked, pulling Jude off of the sidewalk and into the street.

"Hm, I don't know. What do you want to do?"

"Well, I want to take you home a ravage you." Tommy said, pushing Jude lightly against the car and kissing her neck.

"I love you." Jude said. Tommy froze. "Oh, god, I'm sorry, I don't…" Tommy cut her off with a kiss.

"I love you, too, girl." Tommy said, looking at Jude. Her eyes welled with tears as Tommy held her close.

End Flashback

God, that was such a long time ago. I still love you as much as I did then, probably more. That journal is full of stuff about you. If you want to read it, it's sitting on my nightstand. My favorite feature, however, is what you wrote in the front, after my second album was done. "Most of us go to our graves with our music still inside us."

Love,

Jude