I banged on the doors for a good 15 minutes before I gave up and stood and walked away. I grabbed my things and loaded them into my car. I got in and began to drive not sure where I was going. I was too shocked to think. Where would I go? Lita was all the way in Florida and Ami couldn't handle this. Plus I didn't have the heart to drop this whole mess on them. Also I would never go to my parents. They basically sold me. I would never speak to them for the rest of there sorry lives. I didn't have a job I used to work with Darien but look what happened. Luckily I had a private account that I had never told Darien about. At first I had felt guilty about not telling him but now I was glad I hadn't. My baby and I were going to survive without his or her bastard for a father. Just thinking about Darien brought tears to my eyes. The pain was unbearable. Imagine someone cutting off your head and all your arms and legs that's how much my heart hurt and oh so much more, so so so much more. It hurt what he did but the two things that hurt the most of all was that he didn't know me well enough to realize it wasn't me in those photos. I wondered where he got them from. "DAMN him" I screamed. Why did my heart have to suffer the pain? Why not someone else? I was such a fool for loving him a goddamned fool.

I decided it was best that I first off find an apartment big enough for two. I searched and searched around until a found a building with open apartments. I found the landlord whose name was Ms. Ann and looked around. I found the perfect one. It was big and it overlooked the city. Ms. Ann helped me with my things. She was a kind lady. I put my mattress on the floor and went to bed.

The next day I decided it was time for job hunting. I searched and searched but I couldn't find any. That was until I saw a baby boutique. I went inside it was beautiful.

"May I help you/" said a voice kindly. I turned to see a small woman around the same age as me who looked pregnant. At least I won't be alone. I mused to myself. "Yes do you have any opening for a job here." "Yes we do!" she said smiling. She seemed nice. She took me to the back where the owner's office was. I went in. The owner was a beautiful woman in her 30's named Mrs. King. She had three children and one on the way. Ms. King asked me questions and if I was pregnant. I told her I was. The interview went on for one hour before she said "You're hired." I smiled gleefully and jumped up and said thank you! So much!" "Your welcome ." she said laughing at my enthusiasm. "You can start on Monday. I waved and walked out. Things were going to be okay after all.

I decided it was best that I go shopping for paint sheets, furniture and what not.

I went to the mall. I got loads of things 5 chairs, 2 coaches, 6 bed spreads, a bed, 3 cans of blue paint, 7 brushes, a refrigerator, plates and dishes etc. I had to have lots of help. The delivery men were going to deliver my things thank god. I couldn't have managed.

After a long day I was tired so I drove home and went to bed.

I know this chapter is boring but the rest of the story won't be. I promise.