Want was a powerful thing, love was just as but want drove you to do things. Courtney was driven she wanted Jason Morgan for the fact that she couldn't have him. What right did he have to find his happiness with Liz? Why couldn't he find it with her? She chose to ignore such facts like she played him against Jax, and that she done things to make him look like a fool. She was sorry for those things she was, all her friend where doing the "growing up" thing now was her time. She wanted to get to Jason a year ago but his grandfather wouldn't let her near him. The timing was perfect he and Liz where fighting and he would have done anything for her. Now Liz was there and she wasn't going to settle with just being by his side.
Courtney never like that holier then thou attitude Liz took with her. Always thinking she was better because she didn't or couldn't go for what she wanted. It wasn't her fault that she did, both Jason and Jax wanted her, she just wanted to know who wanted her the most before she made a decision. But it seem Jason had made his decision, well she's changed his mind before she can do it again. Liz could go to hell for all Courtney could give a damn. What she didn't understand was why would Jason want to be with a woman who slept with is former partner and enemy.
Jason sat on the sofa and watched her, she was in his shirt and she was looking at a magazine. They where waiting for dinner to come up. After Courtney left, it took him the rest of the day to calm her down. This was done by long bouts of love making after a while she begged him to stop. They where both very hungry.
Jason continued to watch, captured everything qwuark and tick about her. The angst maybe over but kicking ones self wasn't, oh Jason Fucking Morgan had fucked up royaly. Proof was sitting in his shirt on the opssite couch, three years, correction nearly ten years later. No Jason wasn't thinking about the pain he'd cause Elizabeth but his own pain. Courtney, bubble blonde, fuck you over for the better deal Matthews. The supposed "love of his life", Jason knew that Courtney wouldn't let this go.
How tired was he?
Tired of one bullshit could motivate anybody to change their lives. He was changing his, the questions is would he? He watched Liz as she slowly began to fall asleep, eyes slowly going down along with her head. When the bell rang and she jumped, Jason walked to the door and paid the man. Closing the door he smiled and Liz. He started and fire while she got the food ready. He turned when she made a deep sigh.
-You alright?-
-Hmmm... yeah I was just thinking what I tell everyone when I go home.-
-You worried about Courtney.-
-Not really I know that bitch is going to run with as what she thinks is her weapon.-
-The what?-
-It's been a two days Jason we can't base that on 10 years and the future.-
-No we can't and I thought we agreed not to.-
-Then I guess I'm just worried about what to come with US. I just want it to be good.-
Jason smiled.
-It will be.-
They ate and talked, made love again and fell into a deep sleep. Reality set in when Jason cell rang again. He got up got dressed and kissed her goodbye. Liz was alone in his apartment but this time not as his cleaning lady or secretary but his woman. She smiled at that took a long back and got dressed for her apartment. When she opened the door she was met by Monica.
-Well I guess Courtney's hysterical call was true.-
-I was just leaving and Jason isn't here.-
-I hope your leaving for good because I won't have you ruin my son.- The woman coldly snapped.
-What, do you mean more then Courtney already has?- Liz said snidely.
-Don't get smart with me. You put my son through hell and expect him to just let it go.-
-I expect you to keep your nose out my personal life.- Liz snapped.
-You screw my son for the weekend and think it's personal. You don't know Jason very well.-
Liz laughed in the woman's face Monica was taken aback.
-Sweet heart I know Jason Morgan better then his own mother does.- Monica gasped.
-I love Jason Morgan more then his mother ever will or ever did. And as of this point I'm done taking shit for it. You all make loving someone and being devoted to some a crime. Well fuck you lady.-
Monica had gone pale.
-Courtney and Jason want to know if I got what it takes to fight for what I want. Well here I am declaring war. Take your best shot, trust me I'm more then ready.-
She crooked her finger at the woman.
-And I'll tell you a secret, a little free advice. Jason will side with me, why because he loves me; I know that like you know Versace. I know that you and that witch have jerked him around and he's tired of it. So take this with you when you get out… don't fuck with me when it come to Jason Fucking Morgan.-
She grabbed the woman by the arm and tossed her out of the apartment, slamming the door in her face. Monica fumed and stared at the dark wood door.
-I know what you did with is partner.-
She heard a gasp and turned. Jason was standing there looking at her with pure rage on his face. He'd been called when one of his neighbors heard yelling he came home, thinking it was Courtney. Leave it to that bitch to play dirty by calling his mother. Monica never liked Liz and one day set Liz to tears after that, Jason kept his mother and Liz apart. He was so proud of her when she shoved his mother out of the apartment.
-Jason…-
-NO!- Monica jumped. –I'm done with you.- He said.
He walked past her and opened the door Monica came after him.
-Jason Morgan!-
-DONE.- Slamming he door in her face.
Monica blinked her son use words like over, finished, tired. Never done, last person she heard him use that on was his partner Xander and they ended up enemies for years. She couldn't be shut out of his life it was clear like Courtney she'd made a mistake what she didn't know but now Monica knew there was no way to repair it. That meant that her son loved Liz Webber more then he ever let on. That meant that she had snapped the already thin threat that was between them. Monica left the building in worries tears.
-Are you okay?- Jason approached Liz carefully.
Her shoulders where shaking when she turned around she was laughing.
-Oh my god the things I said to that woman. It felt so good I mean it felt good to for once plunge and know you'd be there to catch me.- She stopped. –You going to catch me aren't you?- Jason just smiled.
-Of course I am.- He pulled her into a hug.
-What are you doing back anyway?-
-Neighbor called about yelling. I came back just in case you killed Courtney.- He told her.
-Oh. Well I have lunch with Skye today so you might as well drive me.-
-Hmm... we can have lunch here.- He said softly.
-No, you horny toad we can't. Even thought I'd love to lick you all over again. I like that part all the noises you made.-
Jason breathing got labored. Hewatched her smile as she opened the door to his truck climbed in and winked.
-Evil bitch.-
-Hmm… just a little revenge.- She said.
Jason got into thetruck and pulled off. His cell rang.
-Morgan.-
-Congratulations, I hear you and Liz are and item.-
-JASON!-
The truck swerved to by pass the on coming car.
tbc
