Disclaimer: I still do not own it.

AN: Chapter 6! It's coming to an end, actually. Told you there wasn't going to be a lot of Romeo and Juliet in it xD Only one chapter left and perhaps an epilogue..

WARNING: THE FIRST PART OF THIS CHAPTER IS LEMON.

If you don't like gay sex, than don't read the first part! I'll say it when it's safe for you to read!

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Chapter 6: In Which There Was Sex

I grin at him and lift him up, earning a scowl from him. "I'm just gonna make us a bit more comfortable," I tell him and jump, with him still in my arms, on the bed. He lands on top of me and immediately kisses me; his hands starting to roam a bit more freely over my body. I shiver as they go underneath my shirt, but soon enjoy the touches and kisses I receive from him.

Is this what people call passion? Or is this simply love? Maybe it's both. I can't describe the feeling I get from him, as we explore each other's bodies. He removes my shirt and I pull off his, briefly interrupting our kiss. Our groins press together and I feel my body heating up as he places kisses along the line of my jaw and moves down slowly; first my neck, then my chest.

A moan escapes from my mouth and Ren chuckles, obviously pleased with the reactions he's getting.

And then suddenly, I sit up straight and stop him. I don't want this. This is too soon; I don't want to take advantage of him- even though I want to continue so much. But I know what this is leading too. Ren looks at me questioningly.

"Ren- I, this," I start, not knowing what to say.

"You don't- but I thought I read the signals," Ren mutters. "So, you don't want me?" he asks, looking sad. He climbs off of me and is about to get off the bed, but I hold his arm and pull him closer.

"It's not that," I say. "I mean, I really want you, but I think this is too soon. I've loved you for some time now and I don't want you to regret anything," I add. He looks up at me and smirks.

"Idiot. Why would I regret it? Now lie down and let me continue." I blink. Okay, so Ren was back again. The demanding bastard. The arrogant jerk.

And somehow, I don't mind that at all. Weird, huh?

Ren climbs back on top of me, but before he could plunge down for a kiss, I throw us over and this time, I'm the one on top. I grin down at him and he scowls at me- I might be the girl in the play, but here, I'm so the dominant one! Besides, I want to make him feel good too. I kiss him shortly on the mouth, before going down to his neck. In the meantime, I feel his hands going straight to my pants, which are- might I add- rather tight right now. He pulls down my pants, leaving me only in my boxers. I slowly go down, tracing kisses all over his chest and briefly stop at his nipples, sucking on each of them. A moan escapes his mouth and I feel more aroused because of that; I want to hear more of those sounds. I slowly loosen his pants too (I can feel that they are rather tight on him as well) and he moves his hips a bit, giving me a chance to take them off smoothly.

I briefly stop and look at the sight beneath me; Ren, lips parted, panting slightly and face flushed from the heat, looked back at me and smiled briefly, before pulling me down for another heated kiss. I'm nervous of taking off the rest of clothes (well, there are only boxers left), because that means we're going all the way; I'm nervous. Very. Not because I don't want to- hell, I want this a lot, but just because it's a big step. I always thought that sex wasn't a big deal, but now that I'm about to do it… it's still scary. For now, I hold my hands on his hips as we try to come closer to each other, our tongues still clashing together in a heated kiss.

"Horo," he moans my name as I go down with my lips again, kissing an obvious sensitive spot on his neck, my hands underneath him, pulling his hips and groin closer to mine. This is it. I have to do it.

Slowly, my mouth moves down; first his neck, then his chest, his abdomen and then- I stop. I look up at Ren, who is still panting softly and I wait for approval. He nods and I pull down his boxers; again, he raises his hips slightly, so they come off easily. I go up to him and kiss him on his mouth again- I feel him smirking in the kiss and before I know it, he turned us around. He grins at me mischievously and pulls off my boxers as well. I wonder vaguely what I should do now- I'm so uncertain about this. Not because I don't want it, but because I'm afraid Ren won't like it, or that I'll do something wrong. I mean, I've read about having sex with girls before, when there was this person from the hospital at our school talking about sex and handing out flyers, but she never covered intercourse with another guy.

I go to heaven the second I feel long and slender fingers wrapping around my manhood, pumping it slowly in a steady pace. I moan in pleasure and, before I know it, they are gone again. I sigh in disappointment and look up at Ren, who was still smirking. Damn. Didn't I say that I wanted to be the dominant one? He goes down and looks at my cock, carefully strokes it once, before he, to my great surprise, takes it into his mouth.

Oh god, is this heaven? I softly thrust my hips further into his mouth and my fingers lock in his hair as I already find myself on the edge of coming right there and then. I try to sit up some more so I can see Ren. His eyes are focused on my face as I pant heavily and the sight of that was just too much to handle- a lick of his tongue on the tip of my dick was enough. With a couple of thrusts and spasms and a loud moan, I came in his mouth. I see white spots all around me and I fall back on the bed, panting heavily. Not much later, Ren crawls up to me and gives me a kiss on the lips.

"Don't you-" I pant, but he silences me.

"I like pleasuring you," he says. "If you don't want to, you don't have to." I pull him into a kiss again, my arms wrapping securely around his waist and I grin at him.

"But what if I want to?" I murmur into the kiss. I feel him smirking against my lips. "You think, we can take the final step?" I ask him, hesitantly. I want to be closer to him and, though it seems very scary, the thought of having him inside of me is very appealing. Ren smirks at me.

"You think you can go again?" I narrow my eyes at him.

"Do not underestimate me, Tao Ren!" I say to him and turn us back around; I'm back on top now and I can already feel myself growing harder, seeing Ren underneath me, still flushed and panting. He must want to have some release soon too… Ren holds out three of his fingers to me and I look at him questioningly.

"Take them into your mouth," Ren murmurs and I comply. I take them in my mouth, all three of them at once, completely. After a moment, Ren pulls them out of my mouth, completely wet with my saliva.

Oh.

I finally get what he's going to do with those- it isn't just for kinkyness, I guess. He flips us around again. "Relax," he whispers, as I feel those three fingers go down. He brings one of them in and stretches me. It hurts and stings, but he stops, luckily, so I can adjust to the new feeling. After a minute or so, he brings in the second one. It doesn't hurt so much as the first one, but still stings- he moves them around a bit and finally puts in the third one. That one hurts the most and I groan. "Are you alright?" he asks me, staring at me. I nod slowly as the pain fades away. He kisses my neck and jaw and mouth, whispering words of comfort to me in his own language. Actually, I don't know what he was saying, but it felt comforting.

We stay like that for a couple of minutes, before he slowly pulls them out again. I have mixed feelings about it- it doesn't hurt so much, but it's still painful. And now… I feel something against my ass and just know that this is it. He carefully brings his dick inside my anus, now and then stopping to give me some time to adjust. Finally, he's in completely and he pulls back, only to push back in after some time.

It hurts still, but not so much as before and I find that his fingers are wrapped around my dick and pumping it in the rhythm of his movements. Somewhere along the way, he hits a certain spot that made me see stars. "Ren," I moan. "Do that again." Ren complies and hits that spot again. I moan loudly and he kisses me, clearly aroused by my sounds. "Faster," I say to him and he complies, practically pounding into me now. He moans loudly and so do I, as I can feel the familiar feeling rising. I try to hold it in, but it's no use; with one thrust, I come, spilling sperm over me and Ren. The boy in me goes out and in one last time and I feel a warm liquid filling me; Ren collapses on top of me, panting heavily.

I immediately wrap my arms around him and hold him close to me.

After about ten minutes lying like this, he finally pulls himself out of me. I feel sore and my ass hurts, but I don't care- I currently am still in heaven and I don't plan to get out of there soon.

"We should take a shower," I murmur into his hair and I feel him nod. It's true- we reek of sweat and sex, a nice combination while still having sex, but not afterwards. And a nice shower with Ren, naked and wet, sounds very tempting of course.

"Can you stand?" he asks me, helping me up.

"Yeah," I reply, standing up slowly. God, my ass hurts. He walks up to me and supports me while I walk to the bathroom, which is attached to his bedroom, thank God, since Ren's father would probably ask some questions if he saw me walking across the hallway with a bruised butt.

AN: It's safe now! xD

As we stand underneath the shower, Ren carefully caressing my chest, arms, face, I wonder; what now? Are we officially boyfriend and… boyfriend? Does he love me too? He hasn't said anything about that yet. But now that I've felt him, now that I've had sex with him… how can I live without him?

I know I can't.

"Horo? Is something wrong?" Ren asks me. I must have spaced out or something, because he looks at me, worried. I smile at him and wrap my arms around his waist.

"What's going to happen now?" I ask him. He sighs.

"I don't know," he answers truthfully.

"You know, I promised myself I wouldn't let you go." Ren snorts.

"When did you promise yourself that?"

"Last night."

"I promised myself the same thing too, you know," he suddenly says.

"What? That you wouldn't let yourself go?" It earns me a smack on my head and I laugh at him. "I'm just kidding! That's what they call abusing!" Ren just rolls his eyes at me and starts to wash his purple hair. "When did you promise that?" I ask him.

"When I saw you talking to Ueki. I knew for some time that I… liked you, but I thought it was just some stupid crush. But when I saw you with Ueki… I just got jealous, I suppose. You've become a big part of my life in a short time."

"But why is Ueki different from Yoh? I mean, I don't even know the guy," I told him.

"Yoh doesn't like you that way. Ueki does- he kept staring at you during the rehearsal and he does the same thing in class," Ren replies casually, before he squeezes some shampoo out of the bottle on my hair and starts massaging it. I enjoy the touches and pull him closer. I grin at him.

"So, you're possessive, aren't you?" Ren narrows his eyes at me, but looks amused.

"Only because you're stupid enough to not notice it when someone's flirting with you," he says dryly. I chuckle and scratch my head. "But about your question," Ren says hesitantly. "I'd- I mean, I like- I l-love you," he stammers. I smile at him; I know that must've been hard for him to say. But I'm glad he did. "I want to be with you. That's the only reason why I decided not to marry that girl. Please, just don't tell anyone yet. I-I mean," he blushes slightly. "If you feel the same way, that is." I grin at him.

"And you call me the idiot. Didn't I already say that I love you?" he smiles up at me and hugs me, kisses me, touches me.

I don't think I've ever felt any happier.

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Our week passed by in a blur. Before I know it, I'm back in the airplane, sitting next to Ren comfortably, our hands intertwined and our legs occasionally brushing. We can do anything freely now- Jun knows anyway. Ren and I told her the same day, after I had told Ren that Jun suspected something. She hugged us both immediately and gave me another warning.

I still don't know exactly what's going to happen to us; it's difficult to know with Ren. We're still awaiting his father's answer about him not wanting to get married and we've already talked about what would happen if his father would banish him from their family. He would come and live with me and Pirika until we can afford a place of our own.

I suppose it's safe to say that we are both in love. I need him and he needs me, even though we still need to compromise on a lot of things.

Having sex with Ren sure brought out my inner pervert, by the way. I mean, I never really was one, but I sure am one now. I keep trying to hump him in public, though he won't allow it, much to my disappointment. So far, we have a pretty healthy sex life. I don't think we've left his bedroom after having sex for the first time. Well, once, when he took me back to that amazing lake- I might sound like a love struck girl right now, but it was very romantic.

We had sex there too, might I add.

And I'm not even the one who keeps starting it! I have to tell you, Ren is just as perverted as I am, if not even more so.

After landing, we both part our ways. He needs to drop by his father, because his father has his decision ready. If it is up to me, I would come with him, but he refuses to let me come with him. He says he needs to do this by himself.

"Just remember you can come to me anytime you want," I murmur in his ear, before giving him a quick kiss on his lips. He nods and returns it, before I step out of the limousine. As the car drives away, my heart is pounding loudly.

I feel scared.

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