All is quiet
Not a sound
I stand here holding it
The thing that I will use to free myself
A stake
I placed it against my heart
Tempting myself to push it in
Through my heart
I wonder what it will be like
Starting again
Not to be a vampire
I thought about what would happen
Maybe I would see what everyone one thought of me
The stake was hurting against my skin
I pulled it away
I had one shot at ending everything
I held it as far away as possible
I pulled it back quickly and…
…I missed
