Hey there, the only excuse I can make for this being so late is that I only update this story if my other story, Hote or Love, is updated as well. So, I'm sorry, if you don't want me to do that, then go ahead and tell me in your reviews. Sorry about this. Hope you enjoy.

Wo Ai Ni; Aishiteru; I love you

Chapter 6: Why are you avoiding me?

By: Nalu Gurl

Tomoyo had led Sakura to the bed, still letting her cry in her arms. "Sakura, why do you think you're pregnant? Aren't you still a virgin?" She asked.

Sakura shook her head, looking in Tomoyo's eyes. "No, no I'm not. That night, when Syaoran took me home because my drink was spiked, I asked him to sleep him his room." She sobbed harder. "Then I asked him to teach me to kiss. He did it reluctantly, but then we both gave in to it." She said, remembering everything. "He told me that I needed to stop when I climbed on top of him. He said that he wouldn't be able to stop and I might regret it. He told me I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing." She put her head down in shame, crying harder. "I told him I wouldn't regret it. And I didn't. He was so gentle, Tomoyo. He made sure I didn't hurt and then when I had the hang over in the morning, he took care of me, giving me medicine for it."

Tomoyo stared wide-eyed. So, she was right. No one believed her and she was right. Not completely. She would go to the store for Sakura and get a pregnancy test. Just to make sure.

"Syaoran's going to hate me. He'll never want to talk to me again. And it's all my fault. If I didn't ask him to kiss me, if I did what he said and got off of him! None of this would have happened."

"Sakura, listen to me." she was about to start when someone knocked on the door. "Who is it?"

"It's Meiling."

"Come in." came Sakura's voice. Meiling walked in with a big smile, but then it faded. "What's wrong?" She asked, walking over and putting a hand on her shoulder.

"Sakura thinks Syaoran got her pregnant." Tomoyo told her.

"What?" Meiling asked. "What do you mean? You and Syaoran did it?"

"Yes…" Sakura muttered. "It was when my drink was spiked at the club that one night."

Meiling gasped. "He took advantage of you!"

"No! He didn't!" She looked at Meiling and told her exactly what she had told Tomoyo.

"Like I was saying, Sakura." Tomoyo continued. "I will go to the store and get a pregnancy test. That way we can make sure."

Sakura nodded and dried her tears as Tomoyo left the room and Meiling stayed to comfort Sakura.

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Tomoyo felt so bad for Sakura as she walked to the store to get the test. 'Sakura is only 19, I mean we're all the same age, but Sakura is still so innocent. I know Syaoran will take responsibility but………will he love Sakura. I know he really likes her, but………love?'

She grabbed the test after deciding which one to get and then walked to the ash register. Looking up her eyes met the icy glare of blue eyes. She gasped as the person disappeared. "Um………ma'am?"

Tomoyo turned to the person in front of her and sighed, getting her back to her senses. "Ah, yes. How much was it?"

The lady told her and she hurriedly left the store and headed to her car. She got in and put her head back on the seat. She gave another sigh and then sat up straight, starting the ignition. She went to the Li mansion and got out, putting the package in her purse. She walked into the front door and turned to the living room where she saw the four guys watching a football game. She was a little shaken up when she moved to them.

"Syaoran? May I talk to you?" She asked. "In private?"

Eriol, Kyoshi, and Syaoran turned around. "Are you cheating on me, Tomoyo?" Eriol played around but by the look on her face he shut up.

"Um………yeah, sure." He got up and she took him to the dining room, making sure no one was in there. "What's up?"

"I was at the store to pick something up, and I am not making this up, but Syaoran, I swear I saw Logan." Syaoran suddenly glared at no one in particular. "I swear it was him. He was looking directly at me. He was glaring. He knows we're here. I swear it was him."

"I believe you, Tomoyo. I thought I saw him today too." He muttered. "When I went to the store with Sakura."

Tomoyo gasped.

"He's here alright. It can't be just our imagination if we both saw it." he muttered, looking at her. "Just be careful to watch Sakura more often. Don't tell her about it though, I don't want her to know." He said. 'I know he's up to something, when that guy said Logan told him to take someone important to Sakura.'

"I will, don't you worry." She answered and then left. Syaoran stayed there in that spot for awhile and then walked out, meeting the questioning looks of his friends. He just waved it off and sat down, thinking.

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Tomoyo took a deep breath as she walked into the room. Yelan and Nadeshiko where there wondering why they had heard Sakura crying. She had finally told them and they understood. Sakura was handed the test and then walked into the bathroom.

Everyone waited patiently, not daring to say a word as Sakura was in the bathroom. A couple minutes later there was a thump against the door and then loud sobbing. Everyone sighed in sadness as they looked at the door, waiting for her to come out. After five minutes, Tomoyo moved to the door.

"Sakura, please come out."

"Tomoyo! He's going to hate me!" She cried louder. This time Yelan stood by the door.

"Sakura, I am sure he will not hate you. My son cares about you so much, he loves you dearly. Sakura, you need to come out. He'll probably be happy that he will have a child and that you are the mother." It was silent for awhile and then Sakura opened the door.

"You think he'll really be happy?" She asked and Yelan nodded, smiling. Sakura started to cry some more, not totally convinced and they all gathered around to hold her.

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Two days later, Sakura was still going through the same symptoms. Each girl was there for her when she needed them, they never left her side. Except for at night of course. Syaoran was getting worried. She had barely said any words to him, and was always in her room.

Syaoran sighed, sitting on his bed, playing with the guitar. The radio was on and he was listening to the tunes of it, seeing if he could catch on to any. Then he heard a familiar tune and he smiled. This song, his father had taught it to him, saying that he played it for his mother when he found out that he was going to have a child. ((Sheesh, I don't even think this song is that old.))

The song was called "With arms wide open" by Creed. He started to play along with song, singing as he went. His father had taught it to him, telling him that when he would have a kid, he should play the song as well. He wondered when that would be. ((We all know it's going to be soon. . LOL))

He sighed when the song finished and he laid down on his bed, closing his eyes, laying the guitar on the ground.

Syaoran sat on the bench. Someone was next to him, but he didn't know who. He was in a park, and leaves were falling all around. Fall. He smiled. He really liked fall, because it meant winter was coming, and he loved winter. Winter and spring were his favorite, no matter how much they were opposite.

"Daddy!" A little boy came running to him and he caught him, sitting him on his lap. "Daddy! This is for you!" He handed him a little flower. "And mommy, this is for you!" He handed it over to the person sitting next to him. He turned around to see who the person was when he heard someone knocking.

Knocking? What the hell?

Syaoran's eyes opened as more knocked where heard. He sighed and got up. Who was sitting next to him. And the boy. The boy had called him daddy. Damn, what did the boy look like!

"SYAORAN!" He sighed and got up, opening the door. There stood Meiling. Awkward, none of the girls had really talked to him, and here was Meiling, pounding on his door. "What were you doing?" she asked.

"I was taking a nap." He said, looking at the time. It was 3 in the afternoon.

"Oh, sorry If I bugged you. I just wanted to say that we're all heading to the mall. To get our outfits for the party tomorrow. You're coming right?"

"Is Sakura going to go?"

She hesitated for a minute. "Yeah. She's coming. Why?"

"I haven't talked to her for two days, I wanted to catch up. It's like she's been avoiding me."

"She hasn't been avoiding you. She just hasn't been feeling well." She answered, looking at the ground, not daring to look at him.

"You're lying." He whispered. "She has been avoiding me."

"No she hasn't."

"Prove it." He continued to whisper.

"Why don't you ask her yourself tonight then, if you don't believe me!" And with that, she left. Syaoran sighed and shut the door, walking to his closet to get changed to go. Walking out he caught up with Sakura.

"Hey, you wanna drive the truck?" He asked and she looked at him. Not even a smiled graced her beautiful lips.

"Actually, I was going to ride with Tomoyo." she said softly. He stared at her as she walked down the stairs without even a second look. He sighed. 'What did I do?' ((slept with her. Lol. o.O;))

They all left in separate cars. Tomoyo had taken her car with Sakura and Eriol, Meiling had taken Kyoshi's car which Kyoshi grumbled, mumbling something about not being able to drive his own car, but sat in the passenger seat anyway, and Syaoran had taken his bike. ((motorcycle people, not a normal bike. Just to let you know. I'm pretty sure you all knew that. But in one story I thought it was a motorcycle, turned out to be a normal bike. o.o;))

Syaoran hadn't worn his helmet because he wanted the wind in his hair. They soon arrived to the mall and all got out. Syaoran kept his eyes on Sakura for two reasons: 1. He thought maybe it would help him figure out why she was ignoring him, and 2. Logan was out there.

Soon he was pulled away to go with the guys to get their outfits. They weren't going to wear 'Penguin Suits' but a formal shirt and dress pants.

The girl ran off to their direction and they quickly started to pick out dresses. Sakura looked at them and sighed. "You know what, I'm not going to get something so special. I'm not going to waist my money on it."

"Why not?" Tomoyo asked, looking at her friend.

"Because I'm going to look like a balloon soon, anyway."

The two girls looked at each other and then back at Sakura. "Come on Sakura, before you look like a balloon, even though I'm sure you will still be small, where something that will impress everyone. Have fun while it last. And then when you give birth, you'll be thin again."

Sakura gave it thought for a minute or two then sighed, nodded, and smiled. "I want something either white or pink."

Tomoyo looked over to where there was a dress on a mannequin. She smiled at it but didn't mention it yet. She wanted Sakura to have fun before she had to go and try on maternity cloths. She grabbed Sakura and pushed her in the dressing room. "We're going to dress you up! Then you can dress us up!" She giggled madly and then started to pile dress after dress into the dressing room. After about 15 dresses, Sakura came out.

"I don't like any of them. I mean, they're all beautiful, but it's not what I'm looking for." She said, sighing.

"Go back in, I have the best dress for you!" Tomoyo said and motioned Meiling to ask the lady to take the dress of the dummy so she could make sure it was the right size. When she found out it was, she passed it to Tomoyo. Tomoyo opened the door and looked at Sakura. She handed her the dress and Sakura smiled.

"It's so beautiful!" She smiled and shut the door immediately trying it on. When she came out the two girls gasped at her beauty. ((I'm not going to explain it yet!))

"Sakura, you look so pretty!" Meiling cried, watching Sakura turn around.

"I feel like a princess waiting for my prince." She said smiled.

"And your prince will come, you know who he is, don't you?" Tomoyo asked making Sakura shake her head.

"Sakura, your prince is Syaoran!" Meiling said, smiling .Sakura smiled sadly.

"Syaoran just sees me as a friend. He's probably going to accept the child, but not me." She sighed as she walked back into the room. She changed out of it and then paid for the dress. She started looking for dresses when her stomach clenched. She ran out of the store and straight to the bathroom. She didn't see the two amber eyes watching her.

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Sakura sighed as she walked out of the bathroom with the bag in her hand. She stopped when she saw two pairs of feet in front of her. She looked up and saw Syaoran. He gave her an encouraging smile and she couldn't help but smile back. "Are you alright?" He asked her and she nodded.

"Yeah, I just had to pee really badly." She lied.

"You're a horrible liar." He smiled slightly. "Are you sick?"

"Something like that." He motioned for her to sit on a bench with him and he put his hands between his legs, leaning forward.

"You're avoiding me."

"I'm not-" She tried but he cut her off, shaking his head.

"Sakura, please don't lie to me. It hurts when you lie to me." He mumbled. Her heart felt like it was being ripped out. "What's going on with you? what are you keeping from me?"

"Syaoran………"

"Please, Sakura. Please, tell me." He said, sitting up and looking at her. "I'm worried to hell about you. You never keep anything from me. I'm usually the first you tell about things. And it scares me to know that you're ignoring me."

"I don't want to ignore you, and I'm not exactly trying to ignore you. It's just, I could come running to you for this. But I promise you, you will know."

"When?" He asked.

"I don't know."

"Can you tell me tomorrow night?" He asked. "I want to tell you about my dream, but I wont tell you until you tell me what's going on with you, and I want the truth. I want to know that you can trust me."

"Syaoran………" she muttered. "Will you ever………leave me? For any reason?"

"No, of course not." He said, hugging her. Oh, how she loved being in his arms.

"Then I will tell you tomorrow night, right after you tell me your dream." She whispered.

"You promise?" He asked.

She nodded. "I promise, little wolf."

He smiled at the nick name. God, how he loved her. Yep, that's right. He wasn't hiding it from himself no longer. He had found love in his best friend, that same friend he had seen come out of her mothers womb. ((Yep! He saw Nadeshiko give birth. He snuck in after his mother to watch. But he fainted! Lol.))

No matter how much he loved her, he knew that she would never feel the same way. Therefore he had told himself he would never tell her his feelings. Because it would only cause her pain, and to be worried. It's trouble her, or so he thought.

That's it for now! I hope you liked. Please read and review. Mahalo.

ALOHA!