A Witch's Secret

AN: in case your all wondering I AM NOT a lesbian. I am fully straight lol I dont know what made m want to write this, but I just started typing and kept going. If you all like it, I'll write and add some more. This is just a trial run.

It was time for me to admit it, that I hermoine Granger was...A lesbian. oh hell I couldnt believe it, how

did this happen? I guess it started around last year in my 5th year. Boys just didnt seem that apealing to me. In fact, I remembered how harry had gone out with Cho Chang. I was jelous as hell. Cho is a girl in Ravenclaw by the way. epecially when Harry informed me and Ron that they had kissed! Iv wanted to kiss Cho since last April. That was about the time I had started developing a cush on her. I doughted she was a lesbian. Oh merlins beard! if anyone at school found out, My reputation would be ruined. I hadnt even told Harry and Ron yet, even though they were my best friends, they were still boys, I dont really have any girl friends. Well actually, parvati and I get along. so do Ginny and I she is rons sister and she be a 5th year this year. she is only 1 year younger thsan we are, so it doesnt really matter. I sigh, as I boarded the train for hogwarts. I followed ron to the prefect area and we did our duty there. Honestly! The first years are so immature, I cant even remember acting that way.

"Hermoine, how long until we can go join harry?" ron asked me eating a chocolate frog.

"Ron! quit askign me that. at least another 30 minutes" I told him annoyed. He shrugged. I was about to say something else when I saw cho walk by. My breath caught in my throat, and I smiled stupidly at her. She looked a bit confused, but waved none the less. I expect she did think it was weird that I was smiling. we had never been friends, due to Harry telling Cho he was going to meet me on there date last year. She went back to her compartment, and I leaned back and sigh.

"What's with you hermoine?" Ron asking looking over at me. I shook my head and smiled

"Nothing" I said, and stood up c'mon Lets get our robes on and find harry we'll be arriving soon."

I joined Harry and Ron at the great hal table as we arrived. I was starving and for once was wishing Dumbledoor would hurry up with his speech.

"Now, I would like to welcome you all back for another exciting year at hogwarts. I'm sure your all hungry, so...tuck in" Dumbledoor called smiling. The table before filled with roast chicken and roasted potatoes and every veggie imaginable. I hurredly filled my plate with food and dug in

"Damm I'mj so glad to be back here" Harry mumbled swallowing a motuhful "This sure beats Aunt putunia'a wilted brown salad anyday" He said taking a huge swallow of pumpkin juice. I frowned at him sympathetically. His aunt and uncle are simply horrible to him. Sometimes I just want to breal all Minister of majic law and go hex the hell out of his aunt and uncle and the wart hog of a cousin.

"Your aweful quiet hermoine" Ginny said from across the table. I swallowed my food, and looked at her. oh goodness! did she know? I gave her a nervous smile.

"Sorry. I'm just hungry, its hard to talk whem your eating" Ginny laughed and rolled her green eyes toward Ron

"You sound like Ron" I laughed and soon dinner was over. I walked to the head of the table

"All first years follow me please!" I called waving my arm they came shly toward me. On the other side of me, Ron was snapping his fingers

"Alright small fries, hurry up!" He called. Harry waved to us and headed to the dormintries. I rolled my eyes and led them to there houses. I climed through the protrait hole and into the common room. there were about 3 other people, not including ginny. once they were gone, I sat down in my favorite chair by the fire. Ginny came and sat across form me. Her geen eyes seemed to bore into me

"Alright Hermoine spill it" she said simply leaning forward. Her red hair, which was now curly falling in her face. She looked more older this year. I gave her a confused look and fiddled with my bushy brown hair that was up in a pony tail.

"Spill what Ginny?" I asked trying to keep my voice casual. Ginny rolled her eyes impatiently

"Merlins beard Hermoine! I know something is wrong, youv acted funny all night, and just before the end of term last year you were acting funny also. so what is it?" she asked again. I let out a long sigh, and then sat up.I guess Ginny would be the best person to tell. Suddenly though, I was nervous what if Ginny was discusted by me? what if she started acting uncomfortable around me? Was it really worth the risk? My mouth was so dry and my hands started to shake.

"Ginny the thing is...well what I want to say is..-

BOOM!

Ginny and I both screamed and jumped. I stook up quickly

"What the bloody hell was that!" Ginny asked looking wildy around. I shook my head, and turned as about 6 boys and 4 girls from the dormintrys came running down the steps. Fred and George were laughing

"Sorry everyone! sorry Fred and I were just testing out some dungbombs...they were extra strenght though. so, that was the loud boom you heard" He said chuckling. everyone groaned and headed back to bed

"Really smart you freak" Parvati patil snarled at them heading up to her dormintry. I stalked over to them.

"DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT! DO THAT AGAIN!" I yelled at them. Honestly! waking everyone up like that. I should ahve given them detention. I took a deep breath as they went back up to bed. I turned and saw ginny and she walked over to me.

"Idiots...anyway what were you gonna tell me?" she asked yawning. I started panicking again. Fred and Georges stunt had made me forget completly. I couldnt do it, not tonight. I was too tired and not ready.

"Nothing...I'll um tell you later" I told her quickly. and with that I ran up to my room. I changed into my pajamas and cralwed under the covers. Parvati was in the bed nearest to me and she was already asleep. On the other side, Lavender was snoring a little. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. Somehow, some way I would find a way to tell my friends and figure out what to do about my new crush.