Love can Hurt
I sat in the Gryffidor common room that evening, talking with ginny, ron and harry.
"So Ron who did you pick?' I ask. he sigh
"Well...I picked Sam GobStone from ravencclaw..he seems nice enough I guess"
"Thats cool u ginny?"
"I'm with Hannah Abbot from Huffelpuff, so far she seems like a know it all, But I can't change now" Ginny said With a Sigh. Harry was quiet
"What about you Harry?" I ask and Ron and Ginny started laughing. Harry didnt look happy
"Luna Lovegood and I didnt choose her, she pratically bulldozed me right after the meeting. I was going to say no, but Mgonnagal was right there and said That it was a great idea for us to work togather, So Now I'm stuck" He said glumly. I glared at him
"HARRY! she is actually nice, give her a chance" I said then stood up agrily. "I'm going to bed" I announced dashing up the stairs. I decided to take a bath before bed. I got ym robe on and towl and headed down hall to the prefects bathroom. Once inside I put the do not disturb sigh on the door. I turned the water on, and immedaitly the swimming pool size tub filled with water. I heard a click and the faucets with the yellow, blue, green and red liquid poured out creating bubbles. I undressed and slipped inside. I knew what my problem was, I was ...well sexually frustrated.and quit a bit horny. I wished more than anything to that cho could be right here with me. I put my hand under the water and rubbed my clit. I let out a moan of pleasure. shit...that felt good to ym swollen,aching, horny clit. I stuck my finger inside my vagina and moved it in and out. I gasp and let out a loud moan that echoed off the walls. I brought my other hand to my breast and began rubbing my hard nipples. I quckly two more fingers inside me and pumped in and out harder. I let out a tiny scream and moved my hand from my breast to the edge of the tub and gripped it for dear life. I inserted a fourth finger. shit! I was close I began Panting, as my muscles tensed up I was feeling hot and cold at the same time.
I pushed in and out 3 more times with my fingers and I climaxed and I screamed
"ahhh! shit!": I screamed, then gasp. I collapsed against the tub, breathing hard. Good merlin! That was the first time I had ever masturbated before in my life. I removed my fingers, and finished my bath. I went back to the dorms, and ginny and Alex was the only one up. they looked at me oddly
"Whats up Hermoine you look all flushed" Alex said crawling into bed. I got into bed too
"oh..um I just got back from my bath, you know how the steam makes you flushed" I mumbled wanting to avoide the subject. I fell into a Restless Sleep that night.
Next Afternoon
I was running late with my meeting with Cho, and she was already sitting there, scanning the grounds for me. I gasp out of breath as I sat down next to her
"Sorry Cho I had to talk to my professor. I told him i had to e someonwhere, But apparently it was important." I said brushing my hair down. not that ti had done any good. It was still bushy. although I had borrowed some of ginnys hair strengheing cream. My hair was a little more smooth and less bushy today though. Cho nodded and got her quill and parchment out.
"Iv had that happen, so ready to start?" she said grinning. I nodded
"Alright do you like being a witch?" She asked looking back up at me.
"I love it actually. Its amazing to be able to use magic to help you out every once in a while"
"Alright...your an only child too right?" I nodded. she jotted it down
"What profession do you think You would want after Graduation?"
"I think... an auror mybe" I said. she looked suprised
"Really? thats quit an important job" She said. I shrugged and she blushed
"Dont get me wrong! I think you could do it. You can do anything Hermoine. Your the smartest witch at Hogwarts I think" She said laughing and picking at a piece of grass, but she looked me right in the eye when she said it. I thanked her and she cleared her throat.
"Aright um...How do you feel about um...your muggle parents?" I gasp and looked at her. This had always been a sensible subject. I went through years of being called a mudblood becuase of it. Tears came to my eyes
"well...I love my parents and I dont care if there magical or not. The only thing that bothers me is..being called a mudblood all the time" I said agrily wiping a tear away. Cho gasp too and sat up straighter
"Who called you that?" she asked almost agrily.
"Oh you know mostly Malfoy and his idiot friends" I said running a hand through my hair.Cho put her arm around me
"Those Damm idiots...Hermoine I''m sorry, I didnt know or I weouldnt have asked. She said. I nodded and was suddenly very aware of how close chos cheek was to mine. She pulled away and I immediatly missed her warmth.
"It's alright...you didnt know. I'm not really in the mood for any more questions though. can we finish this later mybe" I said standing up. Cho looked like she wanted to say something, but she just packed up her stuff and nodded.
"Listen" she said quietly looking at me "I wont include that last part in the bigraphy if you dont want me too" She said. I shook my head
"No You should put it in there. After all this is supposed to be a biography right? and its part of my life" I told her managing to give her a tight smile. she nodded
"alright...are you ok Hermloine?. you looks upset" Cho said looking intently at me. I laughed
"I'm ok Promise, I just didnt sleep well last night...I'll see you later Cho" I said and dashed back up to the castle. I gasp as I climed through the portrait Hole out of breath. Tears had already started pouring down my face, luckily everyone was mostly outside and Ginny was the only one there. She looked at me in alarm as I collapsed on the couch. she came over quickly toward me.
"Hermoine! what wrong?" she asked rubbing my shoulder. I took a deep breath
"oh Ginny...I love her. I'm falling in love with Cho..a..and..t...there nothing I can do about it" I choked out sobbing into her shoulder. She just continued to hold me, until i had calmed down.
"Hermoine..Its ok...Listen I know it hurts, But you cant make someone love you. especially when there not gay" She said soothingly. I just nodded
"I know Ginny" I said glumy, and then I stood up. "I'm going to bed" and with that I trooped glumly up to my room.
