HEY! STARS WARS IS OUT! DUN UN DUNNNANDUN DUN DUNNNAA DUN DUN DUH NA NA NA! lol.. heh heh well
It's been fun week, my dance studio's recital is this weekend! lol I'm soo very excited lol I Love to DANCE! lol Anyway...lol
I hope you like this chapter took a long time, I added L&G a little like you guys requested and some from Shawn Mayer. By the way eh hem...DISCLAIMER: I OWN SHAWN MAYER. lol and with that I added some more of that weird stuff in to. I promise, it'll make sence soon, just hang tight with me. I hope you like this chapter, I kinda fancy it myself, I really like this character I've "created" Shawn, he's pretty funny. I hope you enjoy this and GO SE STAR WARS! YEAH KILLER!
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The Lizzie Nightmares
The Screamer
A Few Hours Earlier
Gordo sat on the beach digging his feet in the sand. He was leaving soon and he wanted her to know. He wasn't exactly planning it, but he wanted to see her and then wait and see. He laid her back down crossing is arms behind his head. He looked at the sky, watching the sun slowly go down. Her face suddenly appeared amongst the clouds. It wasn't a dream. She smiled and reached out her hand to help him up.
"I'm glad you came Lizzie," he said sticking his hands in his pocket.
"Well, it's our goodbye isn't it? I'm going to miss you." She answered, "Well what is it that you wanted to show me?"
Gordo took a deep breath, "You see…" he trailed off and walked towards the shore. He looked back at her the breeze from the waves blowing her hair. "It's so beautiful," he said looking out to the ocean as the sun set. He sighed heavily wishing he would tell her that. "I love you." He muttered to himself. He looked back at the ocean.
"I heard that," she said to herself. She walked towards him.
Gordo turn her head to her, panic in his eyes. She closed hers shut and wrapped her arm around his neck kissing him as sun melt into the sea.
Their mouths smashed together and they held on to the other as much as they had tried to hold back their feeling before. Then he pulled away. She put her hand around his waist trying to pull him back, and he pushed her away.
"I'm so sorry Lizzie, I shouldn't have brought you here. I've got to go." He said. "I hope you liked it," he looked to the ocean as the sun was setting. "I've got to go," he backed away and left.
"It is beautiful," Lizzie thought and she sat there watching the ocean until the sun went completely down.
18
"So she just showed up at your house?" asked Shawn as Gordo help him move a couch while they were at work. The director, Paul Charles, had a sudden urge to rearrange the furniture in the living room set, particularly the couch.
"No, further left guys," Said Paul.
Gordo and Shawn lifted the couch once more.
"Yeah," said Gordo answering Shawn, "I haven't seen her since I left you know. She's still Lizzie, she looks beautiful, not that she wasn't before, but I mean, uh, well ya know," he stammered.
Shawn laughed and lifted his hand from the couch and hit Gordo over the head, "This is the girl who've told me-" forgetting he was holding the couch, it slammed down on his foot. "!" he screamed. He hopped around for a moment and then regained composure brushing himself off. "I'm okay everyone, I'm cool." he announced.
Gordo shook his head, "Mental giant," he muttered. Shawn knocked him over the head again.
"Yeah right. Um guys? While you joke around, my couch is now too far left." said Paul annoyed..
Shawn rolled his eyes and he and Gordo lifted the couch once more.
"As I was saying," said Shawn, "ever since I met you, this is that girl, that girl from high school who you talked to me about nonstop. How funny and cool she was, on and on. Man, you've talked about her so much, you got even me to be quiet for longer than 5 minutes." Shawn laughed.
"So what about it?" said Gordo. They put down the couch.
"Perfect guys," said Paul making an a-okay sigh with his right hand, "You can have a short break. And Shawn I need to go over a few scenes with you later today, okay?"
"Sure pally," Shawn answered and he and Gordo headed towards the food table. "Anyway, what I mean is, aren't you going to take her out or, um something?"
"Lizzie and I are friends, and barely even than now. I talked to her on the phone a few times since I left, but we haven't really kept in touch, I don't know," shrugged Gordo. He glanced at the table. His eyes widened, "Ooo curly fries," and stuffed many in his mouth.
Shawn laughed, "You've know her since forever right, she's going to school here, and hey, she living in your apartment," he lifted his one brow at that one.
Gordo hit punched his arm hard, and stuffed another fry in his mouth.
"Hey Ouch! Man that really hurt, is that bleeding, no, ouch though! Man if my girlfriend was here she'd kick your ass!" said Shawn
Gordo laughed, small pieces of fries spewing from his mouth.
"Gross dude," said Shawn, "but really Gordon man, I'm just trying to help. You seem… really happy when you talk about her. You should see your face. I want you guys to be happy together. You really like this chick,"
Gordo sighed gulping down the last bit of his fries, "I know…but I also know it wouldn't work. Besides she was a boyfriend"
Shawn smirked, "That wouldn't stop me."
Gordo shook his head and reached to grab another curly fry when his cell phone went off. He grabbed for it in his pocket, "Hello?" he wasn't expecting any calls this morning if it wasn't Shawn randomly calling. "Hello?"
"Oh sorry," said the voice on the other line, "Gordo? It's Lizzie, I wasn't sure if this was still your number."
Gordo dropped his fries and cleared his throat, "Oh hey Lizzie," he stressed and motioned for Shawn to leave him to his call for the moment.
Shawn grinned widely, "No way," he mouth shaking his head.
Gordo rolled his eyes, "Yeah this is my number, did you need anything Lizzie, is there something wrong?"
"Oh no no, Gordo I'm fine I just wanted to tell you that I cleaned up already. Actually it was getting near lunch and I didn't know if it was okay if I could take a few things from your fridge?" said Lizzie
"Oh yeah yeah help yourself," he said, "oh and uh Lizzie?" he panicked for a moment, "did you see this kind of emerald green notebook lying around while you where cleaning?"
"What are you talking about Gordo?" said Lizzie
Gordo relaxed, "Nothing at all. Well anything else you needed?" he asked coolly.
"Well….um, hey are you going to be back for lunch or when are you getting back?"
Gordo smiled, he knew her and it was nice to know she wanted to see him. "I can home if you want,"
Shawn's eyes widen and he mouthed "Can I come too!" over and over. Gordo ignored him.
"And you can come to work with me after if you want. I think you'd really love it here," Gordo said sensing Lizzie was feeling lonely in his empty house.
Shawn pulled on Gordo sleeve, "Can I come?" he mouthed again.
"Oh wow Gordo that would be so amazing, I wouldn't be any trouble would I?"
"Not at all, you'll have to get use to it once you become an actor huh?" Gordo laughed then sighed looking at Shawn making this pathetic puppy dog face. He laughed, "And you can meet Shawn, remember that goofy guy I told you about? I'll bring him home for lunch with me."
Shawn did his happy dance in circles around Gordo.
"That'd be great," said Lizzie, "I'll see you then k? And don't worry about making anything I'll fix you guys up something k?"
"Thanks, well…I'll see you Lizzie, and…um" Gordo trailed off
"Yes?" asked Lizzie.
"I….I, I," He paused and this came out, "I'm glad you're here Lizzie. I'll see you later,"
"Bye Gordo,"
"Bye." He sighed.
Lizzie bent down reaching in the car the morning sun in her background. A silver car went by, the sun reflecting a glare in his face. She took a step back from the car, her glittering hair falling in her face as the wind took another blow and she laughing giving him her golden smile waving to him in a distance.
Gordo watched her from his door she looked so beautiful he couldn't let himself give in to his love for her. Something would go wrong he knew.
"Gordo! What are you waiting for!" she yelled to him, her brightness of her smile flashing in his face as he blinked
He gazed at her face, but stayed in his place.
"You can't hide there forever Gordo!" she yelled to him from outside
She was taunting him. Her eyes were so hypnotizing. He walked towards her.
She looked at him rolling her eyes and slamming the door.
"I-I'm sorry Lizzie, I just, uh-bathroom?" she stammered. 'What a stupid lie' he thought.
"Don't make excuses Gordo," she answered, "You can't make them forever, sooner or later you're going to reject it. Tell me the truth Gordo."
He looked at her, a stunned serious expression still on his face. She giggled the sunlight dancing across her face. There was no denying that he loved this girl. "Lizzie I… I love you baby."
There was silence.
He waited for a response, something she would say.
Lizzie's eyes widened and she covered her mouth. She stepped back. Gordo knew he made a mistake, he reached out to her and she stepped back further. His heart was crushed.
"I can't believe this…" she whispered to herself then looked up at him with disgust, "Gordo!" she yelled, "I can't do this, I, I…I can't love you!" she paused and moved towards her car.
Gordo could feel his heart get heavy he was going to be sick.
"I have to go…I'm sorry I can't see you," she said getting into her car, "…ever again."
Gordo ran his hands through his hair, "Lizzie please, Lizzie sweetie-"
"Stop! Don't, don't say that! Oh Gordo! Why did you have to do this! Why couldn't you just let us stay friends? I can't take this! …I'm sorry I have to go."
She pulled out into the street.
Gordo could feel his life slipping away. He ran after her, "I didn't meant it!" he yelled, "I DON'T LOVE YOU! I DON'T LOVE YOU!" he screamed running as fast as h could after her car wishing she would stop.
He slowed to a stop and watched as the love of his life drove out of his life forever. "I don't love you," he whispered, "just stay with me…
LET ME OUT OF THIS NIGHTEMARE!"
I woke up to another crash of thunder, panting and sweating heavily. I put my hands to my face trying to assure myself I was, this time, really awake. I took a deep breath and stood up. Strips of lightening shown through the window and I jumped at the sound thunder. I walked towards the only place that would give me either comfort or another most horrible regret. Which would lead to another sleepless night, but she was worth it…
To be continued…
