Hey sorry this chapter took soooo long. But I worked it. I wrotea few pharagraphson the lunchLizzie,Gordo and Shawn had, but I decided not to put it in because i needed to move along and I didn't think I wrote it very well. I almost didn't have Shawn in this chapter, but I just had to add the few extra sentences and put him in a little. lol Disclaimer: I OWN Shawn Mayer;0 lol I'm glad you guys like the character. I hope I'm doing him justice. lol
Like I said I was trying to move along in this chapter and I hope you understand a little more after reading. Summer is great huh? So much time to relax and have fun. I've been going to the animal shelther for three months now, I really like it! All the puppies and especially the kitties are so cute:) Well I guess I'll leave you to your reading. Sorry again it took so long. Hope you Enjoy!
Love,
Lola;0
The Lizzie Nightmares
The Dreams
"Wow" said Lizzie amazed as she looked around the set. Gordo took her hand and she smiled. He felt so good right now. In the place he loved, with the person he loved more than anything, even if she didn't know it. They had just gotten back from lunch. Lizzie got to meet Shawn and they hit it off. He told Gordo later he thought she was beautiful and he hoped they would make it. Gordo sighed thinking about that.
He watched at her face. She looked so happy, her face was lit up. He knew she loved this place, just like he did. She wouldn't love him though, just like he did her.
Gordo pulled on her hand, "Come on I want you to meet someone,"
Lizzie turned to him and smiled, "Okay," she held tighter to his hand.
Gordo lead her to the director's chair, "Paul?" he said
Paul stood up and smiled, "Hey David, and who is this?"
Gordo smiled, "Lizzie this is Paul Charles, the director. Paul, this is Lizzie McGuire, one of my best friends and aspiring actress,"
Paul rose his eyebrows, "Oh yeah?" he shook Lizzie's hand, "Nice to meet you Lizzie,"
"Pleasure to meet you Mr. Charles," said Lizzie smiling
"Call me Paul. Actor huh? You know McGuire, I like your look. If you ever need help finding an agent you know who to call," said Paul
Lizzie blushed, "Oh I dunno, I just did some in high school,"
"She was great," said Gordo to Paul
Paul smiled, "Well think about taking some classes. I know the camera would love you,"
Lizzie nodded, "I think about it,"
"Good," said Paul, "Well we better get to work. And David where is that crazy friend of yours? I told him I wanted to go over those scenes with him,"
Gordo lied shaking his head, "Oh I, uh…"
"Did that boy have a skateboard in his hand? If I see that thing on my set one more time…"
Gordo laughed, "I'll find him,"
"Nice to meet you Paul," said Lizzie waving goodbye.
"You too Miss McGuire,"
Gordo and Lizzie walked around to the door.
"So what do you think?" asked Gordo
"Oh this place is so great," Lizzie answered looking around once more.
"Oh I know, but I mean, what do you think about the acting? I mean Paul wasn't just being nice, and I really do think you are great,"
Lizzie blushed, "Oh Gordo I don't know. I do love it, but…"
Gordo stopped walking, "What is it?"
Lizzie turned away, "Oh, it's just, I like the way things are for me now. With my parents and my friends, James…I don't want it to change my plans. Acting sounds so much fun, but I'm afraid of all that comes with it. I want a career where I can make a difference in others lives, not only my own,"
"This girl is so amazing," he thought.
Gordo kissed her check, "You are so-" he stopped himself, he couldn't believe it was happening again.
"Are what?" whispered Lizzie looking up at him, almost as if she was dangling her pretty eyes in front of him.
He was at a lose of words, but something came out anyway, "You," he said stepping towards her, "are so…beautiful"
"Holy !" he thought and turned away quickly. He couldn't believe what just happened. Not just that he said it, but that it happened, just like he... like he dreamed it would. He ran his hands through his hair.
Lizzie put her hand on his shoulder, "Gordo?"
"Oh God," he thought, "it's still happening," he wondered how to stop it.
"I, Lizzie," he stammered, "That is really beautiful, I mean ….what you said" His heart pounding waiting for her response.
Lizzie smiled, "Thank you"
"It stopped," he thought.
Gordo pushed open the side door and watched as Shawn rolled over to them on his board. Man that goofy guy was such a sight for sore, scared eyes.
Gordo sat at his new clean desk. Lizzie had done a good job cleaning up. It was getting late, but he had to check out this notebook. He didn't need to worry about Lizzie seeing it she was in his room, talking on her phone to …James. He cringed and then sighed. She had seemed to be in there forever, but it was only nine he guessed.
Gordo took out the notebook from under the pile of papers Lizzie put on his desk. A shiver ran down his neck as he touched the cover. He felt the imprint of the letters "TLN" as his fingers brushed by. He was happy that he abbreviated the title now that Lizzie was here.
Gordo opened the emerald green notebook and flipped through the pages. He stopped at heading "Don't love you?" He read through the words he had written the morning after Lizzie had arrived. He put his elbows on the desk and put his hands on his face. He took a deep breath and then leaned back in his chair. Gordo picked up the book again and flip back a few pages. "Beautiful" was the heading he stopped at.
"This doesn't make sense," Gordo muttered to himself. "This only happened twice, it could just be deja vou," he thought, but felt it was something more. Something he didn't even want to think of and was afraid of feeling.
Gordo flipped through pages long into the night, not only looking for answers to his dreams, but an escape from having another nightmare. But he couldn't help his head from nodding off. So finally he rest his head on the desk, holding tight to the notebook in his arms.
"Gordo?" said the angelic voice. He smiled in his sleep. "Gordo?" she said again. His painting stopped. "Oh Gordo please?" she touched his shoulder. Oh his angel, his love! How wonderful it was meeting her in his dreams. The angel in his nightmare;0
"Gordo…" she whispered. And he realized this wasn't more dreaming. His eyes opened to her face. He whipped his eyes and saw clearer now that she was crying.
"Lizzie," said Gordo now awake and very concerned, "why are you up?"
Lizzie whipped her face, "James…"
Gordo stomach turned, "You've been talking to him all this time?" he paused, afraid it sounded offensive, "I mean, is he alright?"
Lizzie sniffed, and Gordo watched as tear after tear fell from her face. "Oh Gordo, I'm sorry to bother you, I just,"
Gordo softened his face and held her hand, "What baby?"
She pulled her hand away, and whipped away more tears, "He broke up with me."
To be continued…
