Hope you guys like this chapter I really did work on it! And man I'm sorry it took so long. :( I hope you like the Chapter "title" too Awesome band lol. I'm still confused about the story myself...lol but I'm working it. If all goes to plan it should be pretty interesting and cool, but I might mess it up lol. Well I hope you are enjoying it.

I have my "Turn Out" slash DANCE camp this week! I'm excited last year I didnt get to go cause of a trip i was on but It was so great today. I love dancing :D We are doing, dont laugh...CATS. So I've been watching my kitty. lol For the last five minutes we crawled around the floor and "meowed" and hissed and everythinglol i loved it! I have class, like everyday except friday this year so man ill be busy. But a nice busy for once cause i usually dont like being busy, i dont get enough time to think lol.

I saw "Willy Wonka" with my friends and it was pretty different, animated and funny/weird but...Johnny Depp is the man so it was good. lolI mean, it doesnt really compare its so different from the original. lol I almost cried when he didnt sing that song tho. :( lol Anyway! I guess I better go. I hope you like the "Red Walls" Song in there. Gosh their great. lol I wish you all a wonderful end of the summer. Be safe please and..stay you.

Love forever,

Lola;0

P.S. Shawn WILL be in the next chapter! lol I missed him in these past couple of chapters too!


The Lizzie Nightmares

The Bright Eyes

Gordo shook his head, "Wha…what did you say?" he didn't know if he wanted reassurance for a window of opportunity or if it was the anger he felt for anyone who could reject a perfect girl.

Lizzie turned her head, "James…he," she muttered. And then he knew what it was; the dream.

Gordo put his arm around her subconsciously. Lizzie rested her head on his shoulder. "Oh God O God," Gordo muttered. He was knew what was happening. It was such a weird and scary sensation to know the future but to experience the feelings for the first time. He had to change this.

Lizzie pressed closer to him. He felt time freeze as drop after drop of her tears fell on his neck. Her hair brushed his cheek. He closed his eyes and he was in the dream. Flashes of her hateful eyes filled his mind as she whispered through her pain, "Please Gordo, just hold me,"

"Please Gordo, just hold me," she whispered.

He stared into those bright eyes so beautiful and hypnotizing. He looked her up and down, afraid to even touch her. Was he allowed to hold this angel? He let his feelings decide.

He held on tighter to her and rubbed her back. Suddenly she looked at him, now their faces inches apart.

"Lizzie, I… I don't think…" He turned his head. He listened to the sounds of her muffled crying. "I'm sorry," she whispered. She was breaking his heart.

He couldn't stand it any longer. "Lizzie," He turned to face her again their faces so near to each other. He lost his nerve, she made him so nervous. He shook it off and pressed his lips to hers. And then his brief moment of heaven was broken by her hands pushing him away, her lips yelling profanities, her hateful eyes…her beautiful, hateful eyes…

That sweet angel voice brought him back. He opened his eyes. His heart pounded and he breathed heavily. He couldn't look at her. He was weak. He knew he'd give in if he did; if he saw the beautiful face. He stood, "Lizzie, I… I don't think…." He turned his head. He knew she was going to crying. He hated these dreams; knowing something as horrible as that. Oh God he didn't want her to cry anymore. He couldn't imagine how it must have felt for her. Already feeling so sad, and not even your best friend wants to comfort you. He wanted to, but …he was afraid.

He wondered if it was alright to hold her. He could close his eyes, and then he wouldn't have to look at her. He thought of how sad that sounded.

Lizzie cried. "I'm sorry," she whispered. She covered her face and turned away from Gordo.

He looked to the ground and then sat back down. He felt a single tear drip down his cheek. Gordo took a deep breath and closed his eyes for the night. He put his arm around her shoulder. On and on she cried and he rubbed her back and ran his finger through her long blonde hair.

As the night went on and neither one of them said a word. The feeling of being so close was more than enough. Lizzie felt more and more comforted in his arms and soon they both fell asleep with Gordo's arms wrapped around her waste and his lips at her cheek.

these days it seems as though, Ive lived a lonely life time because I never had a girl like you to hold me tight. and since you came around and you showed your world to me im beginning to think that ill never be blue again...
now that youre in my life, you are my brightest day when you came you chased my blues away. and you know youre all that i been waiting on
and all the stars i wish upon
and so i said thank you, for being there because you and me are gonna be alright
so thank you for lovin me long, because you and me are gonna be alright
well, anytime or day, you wreck my bed, since the words you spoke go round my head and you know youre all that i been waitin for
yeah youre the queen of all my dreams
and so i said thank you for being there because you and me are gonna be alright
im on my knees (on my knees) its days like these (days like these) when all i see (all i see) is you and me
these days it seems as though ive lived a lonely life time because ive never had a girl like you to hold me tight and since you come around and showed your world to me im beginning to think ill never be blue anymore
now that youre in my life you are my brightest day since you came you chased my blues away
and you know youre all that i been waitin on yeah
and all the stars i wish upon
i said thank you oh for being there because you and me will always be alright
so thank you for loving me like you did before cause you and me are gonna be alright

Then next beautiful morning the sun came shining through the small window. As Gordo looked through that window in his car he smelled the morning air. He imagined what it would have been like if he could watch it with Lizzie. It reminded him of those times the past year, when he would see something truly amazing or hear something funny. There where a million and one of those little moments that he dreamed of sharing with her.

He felt pathetic and weak now that she was here. It wasn't as he had wished. He had carried her in the middle of the night back to his bed tucked her under the covers and lightly kissed her forehead. He brushed her face still feeling wet tears. He sighed, now feeling he didn't want to leave her alone. But he wouldn't know what to say to her when she woke and he surely didn't want another "dream" to happen. Besides he had to get to work.

But for Lizzie, just having someone she loved with her when she woke up would have been the greatest thing. And as she did rise up from bed that morning and realize where she was, she peered around the silence and stillness of the room. That feeling of being alone was too much for her to take.

To be continued…