DISCLAIMER...what...i already said it in chapter one
Just as she was about to slit her wrist once agian with the dagger that was gleaming with the freshly cut blood on it in the moon light..another painful memory crept back into her mind FLASHBACK
"oh..there you are hermione...i was looking for you,"Ron said sweetly with one of his goofy trademark smilies
"oh yes...ron..here i am...here...i always am...just here...Under everybodies noses...yet nobody realizes where i am ...or for that matter cares...,"as she held back her tears
"...whats wrong...and please dont say anything..i have known you for 7 years now...i know when there is something wrong..actually i know a lot about you,"ron asked with concern in his eyes
"oh have you know...so then why is it..that you have never shown this caring...all knowing side to me...why is it to you...im always just the person that you pay no attention to...unless you need help...or some shit like that..why is it that im just like a dandiloin ...like a weed...but all the same pretty...but only to the person that pays close enough attention...which has never been you...sadly,"she screamed..
"maybe because ...if i seemed .like i did...then you would see through me...and see that i thought that you were so beautiful...so smart...so perfect...and would turn me down...and ruin our friendship that i cherished so much...Truth be..i was afraid that i wasnt good enough for you..and knew all along that i could only be a friend..or a best friend to you," Ron admitted shyly but with confidence in his shaky voice
Shaking her head while tears roll down her face.Hermione just stood there looking over at the moons reflection gleaming over the lake.
" i wish i knew that sooner..i really wish you could of told me that a few years...or even a several months back. when i use to sit and pray that you would notice me ..sees me as something more than a nerdy bookworm with only best friend potential," hermione said quietly
"why is it too late...why cant we just be happy together now...i love you...i love you so much...you cant even imagine," as he embraced her like the world was ending
As they hugged ...she has a shocking feeling along her spine ...a feeling that told her ..that this could never be ...that if only he hugged her years..or even months...that she would of never let go...So she pushed him back...seeing pure shock and betrayel in his face
"Actually i probably can imagine..it's probably how much i loved you...but i dont anymore..and thats the problem...im so sorry Ron...," as she turned and began to walk away
"yea..im sorry to...Im sorry of what could of been..."Ron screamed to her back...making her turn and look at his face one last time
Thar night Ron was killed ...by Lucius Malfoy..and the only thing that played in her mind when she saw his body drop in slow motion...was his last words to her...even to this day she can still hear him.
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