Dear diary,

Something very strange has happened today! I am now sitting here alone in my dormitory, while many thoughts are flying through my head. I don't know why I did; I must have been crazy to do it! I don't know where to start and how to tell you. I guess

Marlene just walked in my dormitory. Apparently, he has already told everyone. She knew it, what happened, in Hogsmeade. All right than, here it comes: I kissed James Potter! Laugh at me, say I'm stupid! It was our first date, and I already kissed him! What has gotten into me? I really must have been mad, may be he put some love potion in my drink? Yes, that could explain this-this kiss.

Ok! I surrender! I love him and I did it all myself! I am asking you, dear diary, why does one little kiss mean so much to me? Why does something like a kiss have to be so complex? This means that I do love James Potter after all. That annoying, bulling, stupid James Potter. I just don't know how to write everything down myself, or how to tell you what I feel, what happened and what the consequences are. This kiss has changed everything. Everything is going to change now. My days of ignoring James Potter are over; a new life has started. Complex this all is, just because of a kiss. (That rhymes!) I'll leave the rest to rest and think this over again. Love always,

Lily Evans