The scene is the nurses office, Kyle is just coming to.
" Ugh, huh, what?" said Kyle still drowsy
He looked around, Stan was sitting in a chair nest to him, his head was resting on the bed Kyle was on.
" Stan?" asked Kyle
Stan was asleep, just then the nurse came in.
" Oh Kyle, your awake, your parents are here for you." said Nurse Gollum
Mrs. Broflovski burst through the door and moved towards her son.
" Kyle! My little booby, don't worry mamas going to make it all better!" said Shelia cuddling her sons head in her arms
" Uh Mom. I'm okay." said Kyle
" Are you sure Kyle? Your mother and I tried to get here as fast as we could but there was so much traffic." said Gerald
" No, really guys I'm okay, a little tired and dizzy but I'm okay."
" Oh Nurse Gollum, what happened to my child?" asked Sheila
" He just pushed himself a little too hard Mrs. Broflovski, no need to worry." said Nurse Gollum trying to calm her down
" NO NEED TO WORRY! My child threw up and collapsed, how can I not worry?"
" Collapse, is that what happened?" asked Kyle
" Yes Kyle, you passed out, but don't worry, you just need a day of rest." said Nurse Gollum
Kyle looked back at Stan who was still asleep.
" What's Stan doing here?" asked Kyle
" He brought you in." said Nurse Gollum
" I don't remember."
" Well you had passed out, he brought you in and took care of you until I got back."
" What! You weren't even here when my baby was sick!" said Sheila horrified
" I was on my lunch break."
" Stan took care of me." said Kyle
" Well thanks for everything Nurse Gollum, and thank Stan for taking care of our boy when he wakes up. Come on Shelia lets get Kyle home." said Gerald
He walked over and picked up Kyle in his arms. As Kyle was leaving he turned to Stan.
" Thank you Stan." he whispered as he tapped his friend on the shoulder, "Tell him I said thank you, okay." he said turned to Nurse Gollum
" I will." said Nurse Gollum
As Kyle left the nurse's office Stan said something in his sleep.
" Kyle." he muttered
The scene is the Broflovski's car. Kyle is in the back looking out the window.
" Don't worry booby, were almost home." said Shelia
Kyle looked out the window, as he watched the trees go by, he started to resent himself. He couldn't believe he lost again, he felt so low. Kyle was angry, and whats worst was that he was angry with Stan. He hated himself for that, he hated himself for being angry with the person that took care of him. He felt horrible.
The scene is Kyle's room, Kyle is resting in his bed, but wakes up.
" I can't stand this." Kyle whispered to himself
He looked up at the ceiling, he noticed how the ceiling looked old, worn out, no good. He hated that.
" Well, I suck at running, another sport I'm not good at. (sighs) What can I try next?" he said
He looked over to his closet, he looked at his basketball, another thing he can't do. He felt hopeless; he tried putting together everything that had happened today.
He remembered running, racing really, to the finish line, he was so close. After he came in second, he felt like he couldn't breathe, he started to feel dizzy, then he threw up. His chest felt sore still, he still had a headache, and his stomach was beginning to feel queasy. He tried to remember what happened next, he remember falling backwards, into someone's arms.
" Who was it?" Kyle asked himself
He felt stupid for asking the question, he already knew who it was.
" Stan." said Kyle
He remember someone(Stan) giving him water, then he was carried to the nurse's office. He remember slipping in and out of consciousness, someone gave him water, he knew it was Stan. Then he remember something…
" Kyle, I appreciate you."
" He couldn't remember whose voice it was, but it reminded him of Stan. He couldn't remember if he was dreaming, or if Stan actually said that. The though if Stan actually saying this to him made him feel more guilty for being angry at Stan.
" Stan, I'm sorry." Kyle said
But he knew it wouldn't help, apologies don't help if the person your apologizing to hears it and knows what you're apologizing for. He hated himself.
Kyle looks at his dresser, he notices his pocket knife that his dad gave to him, it was for when they went camping or when Stan's Uncle Jimbo took them camping. He remember hearing about how sad and depressed people cut themselves. He didn't understand how them cutting themselves could make them feel better, but he started to think, that cutting may actually feel better then how he felt now. Maybe a physical pain would make the emotional pain feel worse.
He looked at the pocket knife, he wondered if it would hurt. He couldn't imagine hurting himself, what would his parents think, what would his friends think?
He got up and got out of bed. He stood on his feet, he started to think about how this all started. He started to think back to day he felt different, to when he felt horrible, when he started to push himself harder. To how it led him to things he would never want anyone to know about.
He walked towards the pocket knife, he stared at the black handle. He started to remember what started all this, what started all these problems, what started all these lies, what started him to think like this. He remembered it all started…
" Kyle, are you hungry?" asked his mom
" Uh, no mom, I'm not hungry." said Kyle stepping away from the dresser
" Kyle, what are you doing out of bed? Nurse Gollum said you need rest booby."
" I know mom, I was just stretching my legs." (LIES) he thought
" Okay, but remember to get sleep." his mom left his room
He looked back at the pocket knife placed on the dresser. He rolled up his sleeve and picked up the little knife.
" This is crazy." he said to himself
He hesitated, he unfolded the knife, looked at it, he held it to his arm, but he brought it back. He brought it back again to his arm and…
