Chapter 3
We walked along the beach a little more. Not being used to the heat, my head hurt more, not being used to protecting my brother, my nerves shook me more. "Dude, what's your problem?" Deans over protecting voice said, sending shivers down my spine.
"Nothing, I'm fine." lies, lies and more lies!
"Yeah what ever," Dean laughed, and walked of faster. We past people standing on the pier selling everything from hats, t-shirts, there is even a woman offering to sell herself. Dean smiled at her, such a Dean thing to do. Walking down slowly, i saw a man, he looked scary, as if he hadn't had sleep for a few weeks, bags forming under his grey eyes. I knew what he was doing, he was dealing.
"Sammy, you coming or what?" I must have stopped, stopped to stare at him, i forced my body to move, but my eyes were fixed upon him.
Catching up to Dean now, the guy was out of sight, just a blur in my memory. "Lets get back to the motel, you look like shit."
"Thanks."
"any time brother." Dean laughed.
The motel was cold, i wrapped my self in the blankets, what was wrong with me? "Here." Dean chucked the covers of his bed, and threw them on mine.
"What?"
"You look like you need them more then i do."
"Dean, its freezing."
"No, your cold. You must be getting a cold or something. Take them."
"Thanks."
The night went slowly, i could hear Deans gentle snores, my body shook, being buried in the blankets wasn't enough. My body needed, wanted something else. And i knew where to get it.
Being careful not to wake Dean up, i pulled on my jeans, then a top, and slowly walked out of the door, and headed for the pier. Hoping he would still be there.
He was.
I handed him a twenty, he started at me blankly, i handed him another one, Dean is going to kill me.
Then he handed me what i wanted, i shoved it in my pocket, and then walked briskly back to the motel. Hoping, Praying Dean was still asleep, he was. Walking to the bathroom, digging deep in my pocket, i pulled out the packet, my shaking hand held it, i looked into the mirror and i hated what i saw.
I did what i swore I'd never do again, i instantly felt better, my body stopped shaking, and i felt good about my self. I walked into the bedroom, Dean was up, staring at me. "Where did you go?"
"Out." i said.
"Where? I was worried!"
"For some fresh air." I said, and smiled.
"What the hell is up with you?"
"Nothing. God Dean, i went for some fresh air. What's the big deal!"
"The bid deal, Sammy, something could have happened to you!"
"Like what?"
"Like the demon could have got you. And i wouldn't have known what happened."
"Well it didn't. I'm fine!"
"No. your not!"
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"Some one please, help me!" She screamed, her voice almost shattering the glass around her. Some one, Some thing, had her, pulling her under, her head bopping up and down in the deep water, her body getting dragged in by the fast current. "Help please!" Was her last words, before she was pulled under.
A/N so that was that then, please review. Sorry about the shitty chapter, i promise it will get better!
