"Like C'mon fuzzy. You know you can, like tell me everything. Please, it's killing me to not know."

"Sorry Katzchen. I can't tell you. It's nothing you can do. Maybe I'll tell you another time, but not now."

"But I want to like know what it is with you; you have been so wired lately, like your sad or something. Why?"

Kurt looked up and he gazed into her beautiful blue eyes. Her brown hair was putt up in a ponytail as it always was.

"She is so beautiful "he thought.

"Sorry Katzchen, I can't tell you. Maybe someday, but not today. Sorry…"

He walked out of the kitchen, a tear slipping down he's cheek, but not in kitty's sight.

"Wait! Why cant you, like tell me? Pleas Kurt… It hurts me to see you like this." She said, locking up in Kurt's beautiful yellow eyes. She loved those eyes.

"Sorry Katzchen." Was all he had to say, before he ported up to he's room, leaving a confused Kitty behind.

But just before he ported out, he whispered"ich liebr dich Katzchen." Not loud enough fore Kitty to hear, or… at least he thought sow.

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Kurt was sitting in he's bed, crying in to he's pillow "She's to god fore me, she always were. Lance vas right, she's never going to love a blue, fuzzy freak like me. Oh… it hurts so much…

FLASHBACK

"C'mon pretty Kitty. Why don't you come sit with us, it won't kill you." Lance said wile holding Kitty's wrist in a firm hold.

"Like, no Lance, I've already said no! I want to like eat with Kurt and the others. Let me go!" Kitty said.

"So you're choosing the blue freak over me. That's just sick, you know. He's damn ugly!"

"Just like let me go Lance! Now! "

"Okay, okay, you're not worth it anyway." Lance said, letting her go and left the school cafeteria. "Freaks"

Kurt sat on he's table and looked down on he's food. He had heard al what Lance had said, and he had lost he's apatite. He knew it was true. He wasn't anything but a freak, a blue fuzzy freak! He didn't like to admit it, but he knew it was true. He was always kidding with al that "al the girlz loves zhe blue dude." But he always knew it wasn't true.

He didn't stand being there more. He just raised up and ran out off the cafeteria, ignoring Kitty calling after him. Al he wanted was to be alone.

END FLASHBACK

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Kitty sat in the kitchen, sad and confused over what just happened. She and Kurt had only talked, but he seemed so… so… sad our something, so she asked him what it was. He got upset ore something. Not angry our something, but nervous like he was hiding something for her. And then he left, leaving her just as confused as before. But

She hated seeing him like this. It hurts so much not be able to help the man she loved. Cause she did love him didn't she? "Yes, I do absolutely love him. I think I have like always loved him, haven't I? " she thought, not hearing Jean enter the room.

"Why won't he like tell me? She said, a little too loud.

"Why won't who tell you what?" Jean said wile taking out a diet soda to herself and Kitty.

"Hi Jean. No it's just a boy I know. Wait a second! Did you like read my mind our something?

"No, why are you asking?"

"How could you else know what I was thinking?

"You were thinking loud, that's how." Jean said laughing. Then she handed Kitty one of the diet sodas.

"I did? Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to like blame you then… sorry. Kitty said, feeling a little guilty blaming Jean.

"No, it's ok. So what did you say? Who won't tell you what?

"Oh, it's nothing. I just think I need some sleep. I'm really tired, and it's starting to get late."

"Are you sure?" Jean said a little worried.

"Absolutely" Kitty said, finishing her soda. "Sweet dreams Jean."

"Sweet dreams Kitty."