The Trip to the Center of Nowhere

Basically Rory has second thoughts about the whole Dean and Jess decision, so she goes on a trip to clear her mind. Does it work?

A/N: I just realized that at the beginning it said Jess and Rory kissed two days before, but then Lorelei said they kissed yesterday. Sorry, Sookie's wedding and the kiss were actually the day before, not two. Anyway, no one reviewed the last chapter but I am going to write the next one anyway. This time just read and review. Just tell me what you think, even if you think it sucks.

Disclaimer: I own absolutely positively nothing you recognize.

Chapter 2-You Love Him?

Rory trudges out into the kitchen and pours herself a cup of coffee. "Here goes nothing," she mumbles as she walks into the living room where her mother is waiting not so patiently on the couch.

"Gosh mom, you are literally jumping in anticipation," Rory says trying to sound like her normal self even though her brain is reeling with thoughts, each more confusing then the one before. She thinks her mom buys it.

"OK now that you have your coffee, spill already. I'm dieing to know all the details. Every last one!" Lorelei says still slightly bouncing from her seat on the couch.

Rory sits down at the opposite end of the couch and faced her mother ready to spill all the details. Well, at least try to. She still was not sure of everything herself. "Fine. You see I was-mom stop fidgeting or I will not tell you a thing!" Rory exclaims, taking a sip of her coffee.

"Fine, picky," Lorelei finally starts moving and Rory continues.

"As I was saying, I was really missing Jess so I went to see him in New York and-"

New York!" Lorelei interrupted. "You went to New York and didn't even tell me! When was this?"

"On the day of your graduation." Rory mumbled. She had forgotten that she had not told her mom about that. Oh well, too late now.

"But, Rory, how could you not tell me?" Lorelei said starting to shout now. "We had a deal! I let it slide that you didn't tell me about the kiss, but this is unbelievable! Is there anything else you haven't told me?"

Rory just stared into her mug as Lorelei rambled. She couldn't handle this. "Stop mom! Look I'm sorry I didn't tell you but I've been so confused lately." Rory admitted. "How would you feel, knowing you love two guys? How would you feel if you felt like hanging out with some bad ass guy from New York then your own boyfriend?" Rory continues on the verge of crying. "How would you feel if it came to a point where you liked a guy your own mother hated? How would you feel mom?"

Tears were now streaming down Rory's face and she wasn't even bothering to wipe them away. Lorelei just stared not believing what she had just heard. All she could think of to say was one wobbly sentence. "You love him?"

A/N-Ok that was not what I planed for this chapter, it just came out that way. This is going to be a fairly odd fanfic. It is really hard to write the beginning of this. I have a few chapters once we actually get to the main part of the story; it is just getting there that is hard for me. Anyway, please please please please please review? I'm begging you. I know this sounds pathetic but it would help me a lot if I at least knew someone was reading this, even if they hated it.