1000 Miles Away

Chapter 12 – Got too Scary, Got too Big, Said Girl, Got to get out of Here…

July 2, 2005

These postcards have become too serious. I've been holding off sending them since I'm sure you're still angry about me leaving you. This "serious rut" is another reason I can't send them. Understand I was scared. Everything got so real first Madison, then your mother. I felt awful once I found out about your mother. I'm a fleer, I flee at the first sign of real life. I'm sorry for it. It's something I've always done. Pulled away, moved, left, wanted to go back to New York. Now I realize it's the easy way out.

Love, Ephram