1000 Miles Away

Chapter 20 – But Your Heart says oh, I'm too Weak in the Knees…

July 10, 2005

Second to last day here in Europe. At first I could joke about missing you. Not to say I didn't, it just felt like a vacation, one that after you wouldn't hate me. Now I realize that two days from now I'll be in Everwood, you'll be livid I never sent you anything and I won't show you these because they will make you angrier. I'm not strong enough to beg for your forgiveness and you're too stubborn to grant it without the begging prerequisite being fulfilled. So we will return to an emotional holding pattern.

Ephram