What would constitute a "perfect" evening for you?
I'd love nothing more than to not have to do anything, to not be responsible for anyone. If I could get through an entire night and not have anything catastrophic happen I'd be in heaven. There's really not much to do on the island, You've got the ocean, but since I couldn't save Joanna I don't really like to swim unless it's necessary. It might seem arrogant but these people need me, I don't want them to need me but they do and that's how the cookie crumbles.
I want to have a nice dinner, maybe some well cooked fish that Jin caught, I could barter some vodka off of Sawyer and have a drink, but not enough to drown in, I'm not my father. I'd love company, Kate's preferably and in my perfect evening she'd tell me all her secrets and wouldn't judge me for mine. I'd know exactly why she is the way she is and it would be comfortable, like those silences we have sometimes while sitting around the fire.
So fish, vodka, peace and Kate; that's the evening of perfection. No interruptions or injuries no need to save someone's life for just one second. It's an odd kind of perfection, but that's my life for you.
