Whether you're losing your religion, or finding your faith again, tell us, about religion.

Going to church as a child was something I did to appease my parents. Maybe my lack of faith stems from the fact that they themselves never truly believed. The foundation that I had in religion was always somewhat fake to me. I never felt the need to believe, I never wanted to believe and eventually I just couldn't believe. I got married in Hawaii, outside, by a priest; in front of god and family and friends. That was the extent of my religion as an adult. I never went to church, I never found myself in the chapel at the hospital praying for the strength to get through a 17 hour surgery. I never did any of those things that someone might have expected from me.

I've never been a man of faith and I don't think I ever will be. The things I believe in, with an exception or two, are provable. I can sit there and find the facts to back them up. I believe in science and occasionally I find myself believing in people. Some would say that's a form of faith in itself but I'm not so sure. Then again faith in something doesn't suppose belief, and faith doesn't suppose religion either.

I live in a world that is completely unexplainable. Things come and they go, people die and now I sit with a bag over my head straining to hear Kate and Sawyer. It would be hypocritical of me to start praying now but I've actually considered it. Though I doubt I'll let the fear take me to that place, if I'd believed God existed before this island would have caused me to loose that belief. There is no God, especially here.

I never lost my religion because I never actually had it.