A.N: Hi everyone! Gomen for not updating for so long. I'm really sorry to keep you all waiting. I realized that I haven't mentioned Kero at all! Sorry! Hopefully this will clear things up a little bit. Oh yeah, I didn't mention that Sakura doesn't use her Clow Cards anymore. They are still with her; it's just that she doesn't use them. The clow cards that I use may not be the actual cards in the series. I refer to Kero as 'he' and not 'it', because it feels weird calling Kero it all the time. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles and XXXHolic rocks! Arigatou to Kyu-chan for beta-reading!

Disclaimer: CLAMP owns CCS and all the characters.

Dedicated to: Kyu-chan, Fuji-chan, Kazumi-chan, and Mona-chan

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Sakura's P.O.V

Well, deciding it was the easy part. Now comes the harder part. Doing it.

I sighed and fell back on the bed. Wouldn't it be easier just to let go altogether? But deep down, I knew, I couldn't. I just couldn't. I keep telling myself the only thing I need to know is whether he likes me too. But…I'm not sure if that's all I want. Why am I so unsure?

Life wasn't this complicated till now.

Meiling's P.O.V

What was so special about Sakura? I knew Syaoran first. I knew him much earlier. Sakura is just a boyfriend-stealer.

But hopefully she'll have let up by now. Syaoran is mine! Now if I can just convince him to think so too…

Yukito's P.O.V

"Oh…Kero. You came back," I said, smiling.

"Yes. Do you have anything to eat?" he asked hopefully. I laughed and got him a slice of chocolate cake that I baked.

"I have something for you to tell Sakura," he said, after eating the last bite of cake. I detected a note of urgency in his voice.

"Someone wants those Clow Cards. That person is willing to do anything to get them. I don't know who that person is but Sakura has to watch out," Kero said, frowning.

"Okay. I'll tell her," I agreed. I knew that Kero couldn't return to Sakura. After the charge attaining a certain age which is decided by the official guardian, the guardian has to leave. In Sakura's case, Kero left when she was thirteen. I didn't have to leave because I wasn't anybody's official guardian.

"I have to go. Thanks for the cake! Don't forget to tell Sakura!" Kero flew out the window. I waved.

I treated Sakura like a younger sister I never had. There are times where I am jealous of Touya. At least, he has a family. I have my grandparents, but I can't even call them mine. I'm not even human, after all. I'm just a created being.

I cycled over to the Kinomoto's residence at rang the doorbell. I heard footsteps walking towards the door a few moments later. The door opened.

"Yukito-san!" Sakura said, in surprise. I smiled. She reached over and hugged me. I patted her head.

"Is Touya home?" I asked. Sakura pulled away and shook her head.

"Come in," Sakura said. I sat down and she brought some drinks, then she sat beside me.

I told her everything Kero told me. Her expression went from happy to surprised, and then it changed to sad.

"Why, Sakura?"

"I don't understand why Kero left me so fast. I miss him. It seems that everything, everyone's changing and people that mean a lot to me come and go," Sakura said, a solitary tear rolling down her cheeks.

"Even ani. He doesn't call me kaijuu anymore," Sakura said, smiling a little.

I smiled wistfully. It was sort of true. I felt like telling her to be grateful, but I realize having a family will have its own set of problems. But I rather have one than have none. I pushed my thoughts aside.

I patted her shoulder. She started to cry. I heard the door open. Touya walked in.

"Yukito, I didn't know you were here," Touya said.

"You sound like you don't want me here," I said, teasing him.

He reached out for a book and bopped me on the head. I laughed. Then he noticed Sakura.

"Why are you crying?" he asked, but from the expression on his face, you could tell that he already thought he knew the reason why.

"Nothing," Sakura said, wiping the tears that were rolling down her cheeks.

Touya looked like he didn't believe her, but he didn't ask any further questions.

"Our shift starts in half an hour. I think we better go," I said, referring to our part-time jobs at the same restaurant. Touya nodded.

"Chichi (father) will back soon," Touya said to Sakura. Sakura nodded. I waved goodbye to her as we both left the house.

Sakura's P.O.V

I skated over to Tomoyo's house and rang the doorbell.

She opened the door and smiled.

"Tomoyo, I need some boys' clothes!" I blurted out. Tomoyo stared at me for a few seconds then nodded.

"I'll give them to you as soon as they're ready. Possibly by tomorrow," Tomoyo said.

I gave her a quick hug, "Arigatou, Tomoyo-chan."

I wanted to ask her to hang out with me but I remembered she said that her oka-san was going to bring her somewhere. I waved and left the house. Hopefully the clothes would be ready by tomorrow.

I woke up, feeling a slight headache. I looked at the clock and saw that it was already about 9 a.m.

I remembered what I was gonna do today and smiled. If I hadn't fallen for Syaoran, I don't think I'll have the guts to this.

"Sakura, there's a parcel for you!" chichi shouted.

I hurried downstairs, wandering what could be in the parcel.

Touya was examining the parcel.

"Ani, what are you doing? It's mine!"

He handed it over to me. I ran upstairs and opened the parcel. The clothes Tomoyo promised me!

I took out the Twin card and made a double of myself and she went downstairs. Then I grabbed the clothes, and changed. I used the Transformation card and made myself a guy that I had imagined me to be. It felt so weird being a girl in a guy's body. Of course, the body parts weren't complete. Some details that couldn't be seen, I didn't do.

I grabbed a suitcase, and stuffed all the clothes Tomoyo had made for me along with all the other necessities. I was amazed that she could make that many clothes in such a short time. Hey, I'm not complaining. With a plane ticket and my (faked using a Clow Card) passport in my hands, I put my luggage into the boot of the cab. Fortunately, twin Sakura had the idea to go visit Tomoyo, so the house was empty.

I arrived at the airport. As I finished up the final details and checked-in my luggage, I turned. And I saw Tomoyo.

"Ichiro!" I looked behind, wondering who she was calling. She pointed to me. Oh…yeah! My name is Nakata Ichiro! Sak…I mean, Ichiro, how could you forget your name?

"Hi, Tomoyo! What are you doing here?"

"Just came to send you off."

"Oh. By the way, thanks so much for everything, Tomoyo." Tomoyo nodded.

"What are you going to do as soon as you reach there?"

"Collect my school uniform, and stay in the dorm until the school term starts. There are quite a number of students that stay on in the school at holidays' time. So I suppose I'll try and adapt to my new surroundings."

We continued talking. I soon forgot that I was a guy, and when Tomoyo said something really funny to me, I giggled loudly. The people around us stopped to stare at us. I must have sounded like a honking duck. Guy's voice plus giggles? Bad combination. There were so many things I had to remember not to do!

A.N So sorry there isn't more excitement in this chapter! Please read and review, I'll appreciate it very much. Next chapter Sakura will be in school, so hopefully there's where the fun starts…