(Zach's POV)
You're at college, whoop-de-doo
You haven't called me, nor returned mine
Not emailed, nor returned mine
Not contacted me at all, though I've contacted you
I love you, Maddie, you know it
I've loved you since I was 12
Now I'm 16, just finished my Sophomore Year
Not heard from you at all
You said you loved me!
I heard you!
You kissed me, Maddie, deeply and passionately
We even made it real!
Yes Maddie, you can't deny it
We made love that night
Used protection, yes, but still
I love you, you love me
I'm so in love with you
It's been a year since then
I miss you so much
I'm heartbreaking now
You hold my heart in yours
But do I still hold yours in mine?
Is what we have
Still here?
Why don't you contact me at all?
Was it just a dream?
But it felt so real
I remember it so clearly
Cody hasn't heard from you
Nor my Mom, nor Mr. Moseby
Nor Arwin, nor London, nor Estabon
You've fallen off the face of the earth
But not to me
You're still at college, big deal
Harvard, yes I know
Still haven't called me, nor returned mine
Not contacted me at all, though I've contacted you
I love you, Maddie, you know it
I've loved you since I was 12
Now I'm 17, just finished my Junior Year
Not heard from you at all
Don't remember if you're just a dream
A fantasy I made real
But it felt real, it was real
Couldn't have been fake
Turned down all girls for you
Cody said to give it up
But I'm not going to give it up
Never, I say, Nunca!
I love you, Maddie, I miss you
Miss you so, my brilliant blonde
Have you remained faithful these two years?
Where were you these two long years?
I still remember that night clearly
Our breaths that mixed evenly
The kisses we gave each other
The love I gave to you, the love you gave back to me
Cody hasn't heard from you
I haven't either
No one's heard from you, Maddie
Where the hell are you?
I cry myself to sleep now
I miss you more than anything
I miss you Maddie
I love you
Where are you?
You continue through college, yippee
Still haven't talked to me
Still haven't written
Not contacted, not kept in touch
I love you, Maddie, you know it
I've loved you since I was 12
Now I'm 18, just finished High School
Not heard from you at all
Heartbreaking as time progressed
Heartbroken through it all
The trials, the tribulations
Heartbroken in the sands of time
I know what college I'm going to
Harvard- your college
I got in to confront you
Because, despite it all, I still love you
I got good grades
I tried my best
I got all A's
Just for you
Damn, you'd better appreciate
You'd better not have cheated
You said you were my girlfriend
Where the hell were you?
My pillowcase is tearstained
From all the nights I cried
I cried myself to sleep
Every single night
Never got a new girlfriend
Although I could have, certainly
But I love you to much, Maddie
I thought that you did, too
It's been 3 years, Maddie
Three long, heartbreaking years
I miss you, I'm dying love
From my immense pain
My Mom says to try to move on
At the notion I cringe inside
And give her a look
She sighs and doesn't push it
At graduation I knew it was time
I'm going to find you, baby
I love you too much not to
I miss you too much, baby
I miss you, I love you, where are you?
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