(Zach's POV)

You're at college, whoop-de-doo

You haven't called me, nor returned mine

Not emailed, nor returned mine

Not contacted me at all, though I've contacted you

I love you, Maddie, you know it

I've loved you since I was 12

Now I'm 16, just finished my Sophomore Year

Not heard from you at all

You said you loved me!

I heard you!

You kissed me, Maddie, deeply and passionately

We even made it real!

Yes Maddie, you can't deny it

We made love that night

Used protection, yes, but still

I love you, you love me

I'm so in love with you

It's been a year since then

I miss you so much

I'm heartbreaking now

You hold my heart in yours

But do I still hold yours in mine?

Is what we have

Still here?

Why don't you contact me at all?

Was it just a dream?

But it felt so real

I remember it so clearly

Cody hasn't heard from you

Nor my Mom, nor Mr. Moseby

Nor Arwin, nor London, nor Estabon

You've fallen off the face of the earth

But not to me


You're still at college, big deal

Harvard, yes I know

Still haven't called me, nor returned mine

Not contacted me at all, though I've contacted you

I love you, Maddie, you know it

I've loved you since I was 12

Now I'm 17, just finished my Junior Year

Not heard from you at all

Don't remember if you're just a dream

A fantasy I made real

But it felt real, it was real

Couldn't have been fake

Turned down all girls for you

Cody said to give it up

But I'm not going to give it up

Never, I say, Nunca!

I love you, Maddie, I miss you

Miss you so, my brilliant blonde

Have you remained faithful these two years?

Where were you these two long years?

I still remember that night clearly

Our breaths that mixed evenly

The kisses we gave each other

The love I gave to you, the love you gave back to me

Cody hasn't heard from you

I haven't either

No one's heard from you, Maddie

Where the hell are you?

I cry myself to sleep now

I miss you more than anything

I miss you Maddie

I love you

Where are you?


You continue through college, yippee

Still haven't talked to me

Still haven't written

Not contacted, not kept in touch

I love you, Maddie, you know it

I've loved you since I was 12

Now I'm 18, just finished High School

Not heard from you at all

Heartbreaking as time progressed

Heartbroken through it all

The trials, the tribulations

Heartbroken in the sands of time

I know what college I'm going to

Harvard- your college

I got in to confront you

Because, despite it all, I still love you

I got good grades

I tried my best

I got all A's

Just for you

Damn, you'd better appreciate

You'd better not have cheated

You said you were my girlfriend

Where the hell were you?

My pillowcase is tearstained

From all the nights I cried

I cried myself to sleep

Every single night

Never got a new girlfriend

Although I could have, certainly

But I love you to much, Maddie

I thought that you did, too

It's been 3 years, Maddie

Three long, heartbreaking years

I miss you, I'm dying love

From my immense pain

My Mom says to try to move on

At the notion I cringe inside

And give her a look

She sighs and doesn't push it

At graduation I knew it was time

I'm going to find you, baby

I love you too much not to

I miss you too much, baby

I miss you, I love you, where are you?

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