Ch. 4 I'm Coming- whether you want me to or not

(Zack's POV- A/N: Thanks to XxxZackMartinxxX for pointing out that I spelled his name wrong! That's just the way someone I know spells Zack, so I automatically spelled it Zach…)

Hey Maddie, baby, guess what?

I've been accepted to Harvard

You're college, the one you attend

And Maddie, I'm coming

Coming to confront you, love

Can't hide from me forever

I still love you so deeply

Praying you return the feelings

There are so many things that could have happened

So many possibilities

Some end up with you still love me

Some, however, do not

You could have outgrown me, baby

You could have found someone else

You could have decided to cut yourself off

You could have been asked not to talk to me

You could have gotten yourself hurt

You could have been taken away

You could have just been too busy

The last possibility I refuse to say

I think you know what that possibility

Can't say it, because then it will be true

Oh fine, I'll say it

Just because I love you

You could have gotten pregnant

There, I said it, happy?

Maybe we did something wrong

That got you pregnant, Maddie

You contacted me a little

From when you left to Harvard

Till just before my birthday

What happened, Maddie-love?

Last words you said to me were

"I love you Zack, don't forget"

I haven't forgotten, Maddie

Never could forget it

Help me Maddie, please

Throw me a lifeline

Packing for college with Cody

He's coming to Harvard too, by the way

When I get there, I'm not unpacking

No, I'm looking for you

Going to find you, yell at you

Then, love, snog you senseless

Going to find you now, Maddie


Driving on the way to Harvard

My Mom giving us pep-talks

Moseby was glad to see us gone

Estabon said "Bye Bigger Blonde Peoples!"

"Be careful in college, boys," my Mom says

Driving on the highway

"Don't drink, study hard, be good people," continues she

I promise I will, Mom

I miss you so much, Maddie

So nervous about what I'm going to say

I love you so much, Maddie

Can't deny it, no way

Missing you every minuet

Nearly killed me, it did

Almost committed suicide

Cody stopped me, don't worry

Now I'm going to see you

I vow, before the day's done

I'm going to see you, and confront you

Ask you what I've done

Did I hurt you that night?

I know it was your first

Mine too, don't worry

Still my only time, too

Going to see you now baby

Mom's dropping Cody and me off

We're at Harvard with our stuff

I sense that you are near

My heart pounds inside of me

Can't handle that you were gone

I missed you so, Maddie

Missed you more than anything

Going to find you now, love

Going first to my dorm

Dropped off all my boxes

Cody says, "don't go!

I'm going, Maddie whether

You want me to or not

I'm coming for you, Maddie

You can't hide from me forever

I missed you Maddie

I love you Maddie

I'm heartbroken, Maddie

I'm looking for you, Maddie

I'm going to find you now.


Looking for you now, baby

Looking everywhere

Harvard is rather large, Maddie

Should have thought of that before

Can't find you anywhere

Time to look in the directory

Fitzpatrick, Fitzpatrick

Aha, here you are!

My heart leaps at your name

Madeline Fitzpatrick

There is an MRM under your name

Don't have time to see what that is

Love drives me, directs me

I'm going to your dorm house

I'm going to see you now, Maddie

And baby, I can't wait

Walking to your dorm house

College life is in full swing

I want to find you
I'm angry, but forgiving

I can't wait to find you, baby

I love you so much

When I find you, I'll yell first

Then hold you in my arms

I'm at your dorm house, Maddie

I'm here, can't wait to find you

Stalking through the dorm house

I'm coming to find you

You can't imagine, Maddie

How much I've missed you, longed for you

These 3 endless years

Of endless torture

Almost at your dorm now

Nervous, as you can imagine

I love you, where were you?

Coming to find you now

I'm at your dorm now

Nervous, I'm shaking, baby

Knocking on your dorm door

I hear footsteps, here you come

I brace myself, the doorknob turns

God, do you look different?

You answer the door, gape at me

Maddie, it's really you!

Maddie, it's really you.

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