A/N- Wow I am sure on a roll tonight. I dunno why but I just want to write. Very unusual. Anyway on with the story!

"Nothing has changed, well not much anyway." Sirius said from the bed of his new dorm that Dumbledore set up for them. It was just the four of them in there. Harry and Ron were in their usual room a floor above them. James sprawled out onto his new bed also.

"So James, how do you feel about being a dad?" Remus asked from the window.

" I dunno, it's kind of strange really. I just wonder what he's like." James answered thoughtfully.

"What he's like? Well I bet he's just like you James, after all you did raise him and James Potter wouldn't raise his son to be a stick-in-the-mud. Why I bet he loves to do all the things we like to do. I bet he loves pulling pranks, and quidditch, and I bet he spends every other night in detention just like us!" Sirius yawned a bit then continued, "He seems to be a person that gets into a lot of mischief, he probably turns this place upside down better than we ever did! After all he did have his father and godfather to teach him all the tricks-of-the-trade!"

"Godfather?" said James bewildered. "What the hell are you talking about with this godfather stuff?"

Sirius face-faulted and then said in a huff, "Well who else would you name godfather of your son! I can't believe after all the trouble we caused you would go and name someone else the godfather of your first born. I'm insulted! Who is going to teach him the stuff you can't if I'm not his godfather? Who is he going to be able to trust and talk to if I'm not the godfather? I can't believe I thought of you as my brother!"

James laughed, but the look on Sirius's face told him that he was serious, or at least a little bit. James stopped laughing quickly and put his hand on Sirius's shoulder, "You're right. I would name you godfather. I don't know a person that could relate better to my son, especially if he's in any way like me. You are my brother and there is no way that anyone would stop me from naming you godfather, not even Lily."

Sirius grinned a bit and hit James really hard with his pillow and said in a girly voice, "Awww, I knew you cared." James knew it was just to break the sentimental atmosphere and that Sirius was really happy so he went along with it.

"So if you wonder what he's like, why don't you just go ask him?" Peter said suddenly.

"You know I think rat boy is right for once, lets go talk to him and see what he likes and stuff!" Sirius said excitedly hopping off his bed and running towards the door.

IN HARRY'S ROOM

Harry had just finished telling Ron about what Dumbledore had talked to him about.

"So what are you going to do? Are you going to tell them?" Ron asked quietly

"No, I can't. It would be selfish because it could cause a lot of problems." Harry replied dully.

"Well I guess all you can do is enjoy the time you have with them." Ron said softly.

Harry nodded for a minute until he realized, I can't enjoy my time with them knowing that I'll lose them again. All my life I wished to know my parents, and now I have that chance, I still can't. Losing them once was bad enough, but I never knew what they were like. If I know what they're like, it will hurt so much more when I lose them again. I'll have to feel the pain that I did when Sirius died. I can't take that again. What am I supposed to do? I can't just set myself up again.

"I hope we aren't interrupting you from your thinking." Sirius said from in front of his face, he was nearly 2 inches away from the tip of his nose. Harry scrambled back in shock and fell off his bed. The room roared with laughter.

"What were you doing? How long have u been there?" Harry asked while his breathing returned to normal.

"Well we've been in the room for about 5 minutes, but I was only in front of your face for 1." Sirius replied through his laughter.

"And what, you couldn't prod me or something?" Harry snapped clambering back onto his bed.

"We tried, but you were so deep into your thoughts that you didn't even notice." James said smiling.

"Must get it from your mother." said Sirius thoughtfully.

"Anyway, we came up here to find out some more about you." said James as he took a seat on the end of Harry's bed.

"Yea and about our future selves." piped up Peter.

Harry glared at him and then turned back to his father, "What do you want to know?"

Sirius spoke up then, "First things first, lets ask him the really important question, am I your godfather?"

Harry smiled slightly, "Yes you are my godfather."

"I knew it, there isn't anyway this kid could've turned out so well if I wasn't his godfather!" said Sirius clapping a hand onto his shoulder and beaming at him. "Now tell me this, do we get along well, we're friends right? I must be the coolest godfather in the world right. Now tell your father that, I don't think he believes it! Questioning my godfather abilities, the nerve of him right!"

Harry looked down smiling slightly, he was quiet for a minute.

"Uhh, we do get along right?' Sirius asked tensely, Harry's silence was worrying him.

"Oh what, yea we get along. Sirius was one of the best friends I had." Harry said realizing that he never answered the question. He looked at his father again and smiled sadly and said, "Sirius was the best thing that you've ever given me. He helped me a lot, and taught me a lot of stuff. He always risked everything for me. I owe him everything, even my life. He was the best."

Sirius beamed at him again and said, "See James I told you I would make a great godfather, you heard him, I was the best." Then the words really hit him, "Wait, I was the best? What do you mean?"

Harry looked up at him with fear in his eyes, "I'm such an idiot!"

Sirius was looking at him confused. "Tell me what you meant! Did I do something? Do you hate me now or something?"

"No, you didn't do anything, it was my fault. All my fault. All of it was." Harry said looking at James and walked out of the room.

"What was that about?" asked Peter from his corner.

"I have no idea." said Remus.

"Ron do you know what that was about?" asked James.

Ron looked at him for a minute and chose his words carefully, "Harry is having a bit of a hard time right now. He has…some problems that are going on and we don't know why. I should probably tell you that Harry isn't a person to talk about his feelings, he's always been that way. If he wants you to know he will tell you. But don't go asking him about it. It is a sensitive subject."

They all just stared at him.

"He's just a teenage boy, how difficult could his problems be?" James asked.

"You'd be surprised. I think I am going to go eat lunch, see you all later." Ron said as he quickly left them in the room.

"What kind of problems could he have?" James wondered.

Sirius was thinking on that and then he remembered to when they first got here and what Harry had said while clinging to him, '……I knew you weren't dead……'

SIRIUS'S POV

'……..I knew you weren't dead…….' So I die apparently. I wonder how I died. That must be part of Harry's problem. Now that I think about what he said it makes sense. How he said 'was' all the time. He seemed very upset about me dieing. How could me dieing affect him so much, he still has his parents and his friends. It's not like I abandoned him. Or maybe he feels like I did. And he said that it was his fault. That must be it, he thinks he's the reason I died. I have to go talk to him.

"Guys I think I'm gonna go for a walk." I said.

James looked at me questioningly, "You want me to go with you?"

"No I'll be ok, I just need to think." I said putting on a grin and leaving the room.

Now where could he be? Where would he go? I guess I'll just have to look for him. So where should I look first? Where would I go?

I started walking towards the grounds. Maybe he would be by the lake. When I got there I saw him sitting against a beech tree, his face in his hands. I walk toward him slowly as to not startle him and sat down next to him.

"Hey there, Harry." He looked up at me and starting shaking his head,

"I'm sorry." He started but I cut him off.

"Sorry about what, me dieing?" Harry just looked at me surprised so I continued, "I remembered what you said when we first got here."

A/N- ok yea I know, I didn't mean to stop here but I couldn't help it. I have it written down but I so don't want to type right now. I'll update ASAP though. Most likely I'll start writing the next chapter before I go to wrestling camp. It's the last day today, I won't wake up sore anymore, YESSS! I swear I woke up yesterday and it hurt to bend my fingers! Lol, so anyway thanks for the reviews, I got 3 in like a day, so I'm happy and want to thank them.

Beastgurl7492- Thanks, and well it's here! Just for you guys, don't you feel special. I'll try to update soon again.

Pandas rule the world- Hmmm, I'm not sure yet. Maybe. Do you want him to? I'm sure I could put it in, let me know. Thanks for the review!

Dragon- Thanks for the review, it was fun to read. Yea I noticed that they didn't say anything after I posted. I don't know what happened there, guess I just forgot about them. I'm definently going to be more aware of that in the future. And w/ James acting kinda shy now, that's cuz he's getting kind of desperate (lol). I just figured that Lily would never date him if he continued acting that way because she thought he was a jerk. Now he realizes that its not going to work if he keeps being cocky around her so he is trying to be gulp nicer. And it's working! Lol, she said she could tolerate him, big improvement huh. Don't worry I'm still going to make him cocky most of the time, but he is going to try to hide it from Lily! They are still in shock about being parents, but they are sort of attached to him in some way. But I think I want to make a conversation between the two of them about it, which would show their feelings about it. And I know it's not original, but that's not what I'm going for really, I just really like time travel fics and felt like writing one. But my other fic isn't time travel. I hope Dumbledore lets you speak again, I'm looking forward to reading another review. Thanks again.

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P.S.- I know I suck at writing, and I'm trying to work on it, lol, but I just can't seem to get it. I'm going to work super hard on the next chap. I want to get all the characters right. I'll update soon, I promise. And if I make a promise, I keep it! Hope everyone is good!