Draculina of My Heart

Ch. 4 The Monster

Her eyes grew large as she looked around. Bodies were laying on the ground, all wearing blue police uniforms. These were the people who used to be in her old police unit, D-11. Then someone caught her attention. She saw herself running from the back of the vehicle with a first aid box in hand.

"Seras..." Jack whispered

"Jack, please don't try to talk! Reinforcements will be arriving soon." she said as calm as she could while spraying his wound. Jack closed his eyes. "Turning out like this... I don't like it..." she said in a wavering voice.

Seras watched the memory play out for a few moments.

"Jack!" Seras called. The new ghoul put a hand on her shoulder and moved to attack. "Jack!"

Seras stood, her gun in hand, afraid to shoot him.

"Jack, stop." Seras pleaded, as he charged again, she brought her gun down on his head, and made a run for the vehicle, only to find that the rest of her unit were just like Jack. "Everybody's coming back... dead! They're all dead!" she raised her gun, but could aim because she was shaking. "Andy... Eugene... Hey. It's me. Little kitty. Can't you tell?" Seras pleaded with them, hoping they would stop, but they didn't.

Seras shot and watched as it had no effect on them as they charged for her, so she ran. Afraid to shoot them again, but also afraid to die.

The scene changed and Seras watched a new part of her memory.

Seras held the gun up as the thought, their not human, ran through her head. The ghoul was coming closer and Seras tensed, pressing her finger against the trigger. She was about to fire when a man appeared behind the ghoul, piercing it with his hand and causing it to burst into dust.

Seras lowered the gun slightly, curiosity filled her frightened eyes. He cocked his head to the side and spoke in a deep, baritone voice.

"Isn't it a wonderful night, police girl?" he asked. She lowered her gun. "This is the kind of night, that makes me thirst for blood." he said while allowing her to see his fangs. She brought the gun up, shot, and watched as he retreated back a few steps. His shoulder healed itself as he began to laugh.

"Your not... human!" she said while turning to run again. She heard his laugh sound off behind her.

"It's all I could do then... just run... just run..." Seras muttered while hugging herself and collapsing to her knees. "I'm so helpless, without you Master!" Seras cried. She couldn't keep herself from collapsing. That's right. She was always in trouble without her Master to protect her.

"Am I really such a burden to you?" she questioned the emptiness and darkness around her. The memory world faded and she was left in a fog filled room as the memory vanished. Seras looked around, the fog was only about as high as her ankles, but gave the room and erie feeling that sent shivers up her spine.

The walls were a dark gray, but the ceiling was a lighter gray, giving the room most of its illumination. A large spiked gate held everything inside the room. Across from her was a giant gate that was locked shut.

"Where am I?" Seras wondered as she walked along the fence.

"This is your memory room. The place where all of your memories are kept." a voice sounded off. It was a dark female voice that dripped with bloodlust. Seras hugged herself, suddenly afraid of where she was. "I won't hurt you, but I am hungry." it replied to Seras' fear.

"Who are you?" Seras asked weakly.

"Can't you tell?" it replied as a large mirror rose up from the ground. One of her memories was playing inside the mirror. When the Valentine brothers had attack the Hellsingmanor. Seras hadn't wanted to fight her old friends again, so she was takne down. Her eyes grew small and red, a blood thirsty look appeared on her face as she mercilessly tore the ghouls before Walter made her come back to herself.

"That is me. I'm your blood thirsty nature. Your vampire strength, your bloodlust, and your inner demon. I'm a monster that lives inside your mind." it stated bluntly. Seras cringed as she backed upto the fence. She shivered as her back touched the frozen metal fence.

"I want to... know the truth." it said again as the room went dark. The fog cleared, but was quickly replaced by darkness.

"Hello, is someone there?" Seras called out as she ran around before bumping into someone. A pair of strong arms wrapped themselves around her waist. Seras blushed as she was pulled up against someone's chest. The man lowered his head down and let it rest on her shoulder as he whispered in her ear.

"Police girl..." She heard Alucard's deep baritone voice call to her.

"Master?" Seras replied in a shocked voice. She blushed when Alucard pressed his lips against hers. Seras had never kissed anyone before. She didn't know how to kiss.

'I'll teach you then, police girl.' she heard Alucard's voice in her head. He began to move his lips against hers and Seras quickly learned how to keep up with him. He ran his tongue over her lips, causing Seras to moan, giving him access into her mouth. He ran his tongue over the inside of her mouth. Seras moaned again and grunted in protest when Alucard parted. His red eyes looked deeply into her blue ones as a small trickle of blood fell from her lower lip.

Alucard leaned down and licked the blood from her lips. She closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling. She grabbed onto Alucard's shirt as they waged a war of the tongue. Alucard smirked as he pulled back again, allowing Seras to take in a deep breath as he moved to her neck. He ran his tongue over the place where he bit, and gently began to nibble at her soft flesh. Seras moaned as he drew blood, and then quickly lapped it up.

Truely, Alucard was a master of seduction, for he knew exactly what to do, to drive her crazy. Alucard let his fangs sink into neck. Seras had never felt anything like that. It was... she couldn't find the words to describe it, but she was just happy to know that she had her Master's attention now. That maybe he felt the same way she did.

"Master." Seras whispered as he pulled his fangs from her flesh. He slowly began to take off her shirt, taking his time, just to tease her. Seras gently rolled her head back, giving him better access to her chest. She felt so anxious, like waiting any longer would kill her.

"Please Master..." Seras begged as she closed her eyes, ready to let him have his way with her. This was what she wanted, what she always wanted.

"So... you'd give yourself up that easily, huh?" the female voice stated. Seras opened her eyes. She was standing alone, Alucard was gone and she was back in the other room. Seras felt tears stinging at her eyes.

"You tricked me." Seras whispered as she hugged herself and fell to her knees.

"I was only experimenting. Now I see the truth about you, Seras Victoria. You need to find the truth, then realize it for yourself. Until then, you can't be with him, not the way you want at least." the voice while fading away. She closed her eyes and leaned forward. She didn't look up again until she heard voices again.

"The church always opens its doors to those in distress." a male voice echoes throughout the empty church.

Seras lifted her head, she was sitting on the floor of the defiled church. Her memory continued.

Seras saw his face and watched as he walked up to the alter in the church. Her hands clutched the gun, but she let it fall slightly.

"Father?" she asked quietly.

"You are a beautiful, young maiden. So fresh and full of life. But the undead from hell have frightened you. Poor gil." the priest continued on.

"Are you the priest?" she questioned.

"I'm merely a person who gives guidance to the weak." he replied in a more joyous tone.

"I'm... on a mission... and the most likely suspect would be... but your normal.." she stuttered in a low voice.

"You're referring to those ghouls you encountered outside." he asked.

"Ghouls?" Seras repeated, her gun lowering itself a little more.

"There blood was food for the vampire. They are just animated corpses, who exist only to serve the vampire."

"Vampires?" She repeated in a confused way.

"That's right. Vampires don't embrace every human. For instance..." he held out his hand, doing something to make her unable to move or scream as she was drawn to him. "I won't make you into a worthless ghoul. Coursing through your body, is warm blood that's unbelievably sweet." he stated while opening the top, front part of her uniform, giving him access to a larger area of her neck. He grinned evily.

"You...I'll shoot you... I'll blow your brains out and then I'll tell everyone..." Seras struggled to put the sentence together as she raised the gun to his forehead.

"I know you're feeling pain, but I shall give you pleasure that lasts forever." he said with a smirk.

Seras stared up at him, her eyes were shining with fear as he laughed.

"Alucard." Seras muttered as the door was broken down. Seras watched the memory pass, but couldn't help but stare in horror once again as he was shot.

The priest summoned his ghouls, all of them armed with guns.

"Captain." Seras whispered as her eyes fell onto the ghoul.

"You're a narrow-minded king who creates a host of ghouls to keep as slaves. Your a coward incapable of acting on your own. Even hell wouldn't except you!" Alucard went on.

"Kill him!" the once priest ordered. The guns started and countless bullets were shot at or through him, his body moved from the force of each impact. Seras stared, wide eyes and shocked as flesh, tissue, and organs were torn apart. Blood flew through the air like rain and began to pool around the feet of Alucard. The man snapped, causing the ghouls to stop shooting and Seras shut her eyes as Alucard collapsed to the ground.

"He was all talk!" the vampire boasted. Seras' horror filled face fell to a look of sorrow. She didn't want any of this to happen. She didn't want this!

It hurt to watch him be shot like that, even though she knew he would come back. She always wondered if he wouldn't. Seras watched as he came back to life and killed the ghouls. Then as the priest used her as a shield. Then their eyes met and he gave her a unique proposition.

"Police girl."

"Yes."

"Listen to me! Are you listening to me!" the vampire yelled.

"I'm going to shoot you in the lung, the bullet will pass through you to hit that trash vampire in the heart." Alucard stated bluntly.

"Wait... Wait a moment." Seras stared at him, wide eyed.

"You don't want to die now? Do you want to come with me?" he asked. Seras continued to stare.

"Look you..." the vampire began.

"I won't force you, the choice is yours. Answer!" he ordered. Seras looked at him.

"Yes." she replied while quietly closing her eyes, waiting for the gunshot. Alucard's grin grew as he pulled the trigger. Seras' body hit the floor as the vampire burst in ashes.

Alucard stood over Seras. She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. He knelt down and lifted her up.

"Alucard..." Seras whispered. He brought her up even farther.

"You chose this, police girl." he replied in a deep voice.

Seras practically held her breath. Her heart was thumping inside her chest as she stared at him.

"One normally closes one's eyes." he stated. She smiled, causing his grin to widen. He leaned down, opening his mouth as he gently tilted her head back, ever so slightly. She closed her eyes as he bit down into her soft flesh, taking her blood.

The world of her memories began to fade away and became a large room filled with fog. That moment when Alucard first bit her, became a photo that was hanging in the air in front of her. Seras reached out, gently taking it and pressing it against her heart.

"My... Master. I always wanted to say it... ever since that day, but I... really do..." Seras began to cry as she fell limply to the ground, bending forward and shaking. "I love you. Master... I really do love you!" she confessed to the empty world around her. "I never want to forget. Even if you don't love me back, I'll never change. My feelings will never change. Oh, Master. Please hurry!" Seras sobbed all alone in that room.

"Police girl, get up." she heard Alucard's voice.

"Master?" she called out hopefully. Standing, she looked around. No one was there.

"Where are you police girl?" he called again.

"I'm right here, Master! I'm here!" she cried.

"Do you really love me? Even though I'm cruel to you." he asked. Seras nodded her head, her tears flying away.

"I've always loved you. At first, I didn't think it was possible, but I love you. Despite how you treat me!" she quickly replied, a sad smile forming on her pale face.

"Then prove it. Prove your love to me, police girl." he demanded.

Seras opened her eyes and looked around. She way laying on a large bed in the same room she had been last night, only this time was different.

"Where am I? What on earth am I doing here? Master?" Seras called out quietly. "I remember!" Seras almost cried. The night she was attacked, that came back into her mind, but nothing after that. Where are you, Alucard, my Master... she thought sadly. She had only dreamed that she confessed to him, but... she would prove her love. Even if it killed her.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. The next one is when the real action/violence part begins.