I'm in love with my Gay friend
AN? Please don't hate me I know it has taken for ever to get this chapter out but I have bee really busy please forgive me so I wont hold you up any longer here's chapter 4
Not good enough
Darien pulled up to the parking garage of his apartment and looked over to Serena, he wasn't surprised when he found her sleeping peacefully. Darien bent over and brushed away a stray hair that had fallen in her face. He stared at her face and oh how he longed to kiss it. He leaned in slowly never once closing his eyes he kissed her lips gently, somewhere in his mind he knew he shouldn't take advantage of her so he pulled back.
Darien opened the car door and silently closed it. He went over to the passenger side and pulled Serena out gently and carried her bridal style up to their apartment. He walked in and saw all the lights were off. "Drew must still be out partying." Darien whispered to himself. Darien silently walked to the end of the hall and opened Serenas door. He laid her down gently and turned to leave. "Darien will you please stay with me?" came a whisper from Serena. Darien turned and smiled at her. He climbed in her bed next to her and rested his head on her pillow. Serena turned her body to face him. She cuddled next to him and buried her face in his chest and fell right into a peaceful sleep.
Darien wrapped his arms around her and took in her scent. Soon his eyes gently closed as the familiar feeling of sleep called his name.
The morning's sunrays peeked through Serenas curtain and covered her like a warm blanket. Serena reached for the person who should have been next to her but only grabbed air. Serena sat up surprised and looked at her clock. "It's only eight." Serena groaned rubbing her eyes. She slowly rose to her feet and walked to her bathroom. Serena quietly brushed her teeth and pulled her back into a ponytail.
Serena looked at her reflection and ran a finger over the scratch on her cheek and the cut on her lip. Memories from last night flooded her mind. Serena put her arms around her she could still feel his hands on her and it made her feel dirty. Serena went over to the tub and turned on the water making sure it was as hot as she could stand. She added lavender bubble bath and as the tub filled she turned of the water, shed her clothes and hopped in. She took her hair down and dove under the bubbles and to the hot water. Serena lay under water as long as she could until the tightening of her lungs hurt too much. Serena popped back up for air and took her sponge and began to scrub her skin. The more she scrubbed though the more she could feel him touching her. Serena scrubbed and scrubbed wanting get rid of that feeling. Soon she screamed as the pain of scrubbing so hard and of frustration.
Darien heard Serena scream he ran from the kitchen and to her room. He saw the bathroom light on and ran in. Darien was in shock of what he saw.
Serena was huddled on the floor in front of the bat tub her knees pulled to her chest tightly her skin was blood red and she was bleeding. Darien ran over to his fallen princess. Darien placed a hand on Serena's bare shoulder. Serena screamed and tried hitting him. "Serena its ok it's me I'm here." Serena opened her eyes and stared into Dariens midnight blue eyes. She could see worry and concern. Serena leapt in his arms. "I can fell him touching me please make it go away Darien please make it go away. Serena sobbed.
Darien grabbed Serena pink towel that she had laid out on the sink and wrapped it around her. Darien sat in her bathroom holding her they both just sat in silence. Finally Serena broke the silence. "Darien why did this happen to me, have I done anything wrong is this how people really treat people they love?" Darien lifted her chin up to make eye contact. "You have done nothing wrong you should have never gone through all these hard times." Said Darien kissing the top of her head. "Now come on lets bandage those cuts." Serena nodded and Darien helped her up. Realization finally hit Serena as she stood up and noticed she was in nothing but a little pink towel. Blood suddenly rushed to her face as she pushed Darien out of her bathroom Screaming like a maniac.
Darien stood in Serena's bedroom facing the bathroom door and couldn't help but smirk. Darien left Serena's room and walked into the living room sitting down on the couch. Tem minutes later Serena came out with white tank with a pink bunny on it that said cutie, she wore light pink shorts and her hair cascaded down her back like a golden water fall. Serena sat down next to Darien still blushing. "So where's Drew I never got to give him his present." "I don't really know where he is he didn't come home last night." Suddenly the phone rang. Serena hopped up and picked it up. Darien listened to her voice as she talked.
"Yes this is where he lives can I ask who's calling?"
"WHAT"! Screamed Serena.
"No it cant be him please tell me its not him."
Darien turned around as he heard Serena's voice start to panic. Darien looked at the fresh tears falling from her eyes. She turned to look at him as she hung up the phone.
"Sere what's wrong." questioned Darien rising from his seat on the couch.
"It's Drew he…. He's…. he's dead." It was like the whole world had just crumbled around Darien. Darien ran up to Serena and took a hold of her shoulders "Where is he?" he yelled shaking her. "He's,…. he's "Spit out already yelled Darien shaking her again. "The hospital" she finally said. Darien ran out the door with out looking back. Darien sped all the way to the hospital. Darien jumped out of his car and ran up to the nurse and yelled "where is he." "Excuse me sir you need to calm down." "Darien couldn't put up with her so he ran. He raced past doctors and nurses until he found the room. As he walked in he couldn't believe his eyes.
Andrew lay on bed blood coated him. Darien walked up to his lover and best friend. "No this isn't real." The machine he was hooked up to read a flat line and was making an annoying sound. Darien banged on Andrews chest begging him to stay. Soon Darien was forced back by two strong arms. HE turned around and swung at who was grabbing him. The man fell backwards and again Darien banged on his chest. But to his dismay the line still read flat. Tears flooded his eyes as four arms forced him back and away from his only friend and lover.
Serena ran past millions of people. She pushed her self out of the crowd and ran into the hospital. Out of breath and tired she ran through the hospital searching for him. She ran around a corner and found the only man who could bring a smile to her face. His head was buried in his hands. Serena walked up to him and placed her hand on his shoulder. Darien looked up and met her gaze. Serena held the sobbing Darien in her arms. She pulled him up and looked up into his eyes. "Lets go home." Darien nodded and followed Serena to his car. Serena took his keys and hoped in the drivers side.
Darien sat in the car in silence the entire ride home. Serena had no idea what to do or how to comfort him. Darien walked into the apartment and headed to his room. "Do you want anything?" Darien shook his head then closed his door.
Serena stared at the closed door and went up to it. She slowly opened it and looked inside, Darien lay on his bed his back facing the door. Serena walked and lay down next to him. Darien turned to face her. "I can't believe he's gone." Serena looked at Darien and wrapped her arms around him. Darien cried into Serenas chest. Soon Dariens sobs stopped and his breathing became deep. Serena looked at his face and wiped away the trails of tears that still remained on his childish face. "I know I shouldn't be saying this" whispered Serena "But am I not good enough for you Darien, I wonder if would even make a difference of you knew how much I loved you." Serena closed her eyes fighting back tears. She slowly fell into a deep sleep with dreams of Darien Andrew and her all together like before.
AN: I know its sad but just wait till next chapter will Serena reveal her feelings to Darien and why is Darien out every night? Stay tuned and maybe you will find out. Please review
