I'm in love with my Gay friend

An: Ok I'm sorry for the little confusion on my closing An on the last night I meant why has he been going out every night since Andrew's death but u guys will find out now! Hope u enjoy

Short mornings and late nights

Three weeks have passed since Andrew's funeral. And Serena has been seeing less and less of Darien. The night Serena was suppose to go out with Diamond, she told him she was sorry but she couldn't make it. Serena sat at home, for some reason she hasn't been able to sleep. So as usual for the past week she waa up and awake at five in the morning. Serena crept silently to Darien's room and silently opened the door. She looked to his bed and saw it UN occupied.

Serena shut the door and went to the kitchen. Serena silently made her self some hot chocolate and sat up on the counter awaiting Dariens return.

Darien stumbled to the apartment door and tried his best to go in quietly. He fumbled with is keys and swung the door open. He was glad to find the lights were still off. He walked into the kitchen and flipped on the lights. He turned and jumped back in shock. "Serena you really shouldn't scare people like that you could have given me a heart attack." Serena looked at him anger clearly written on her face. "Where have you been."? She questioned sternly.

"Out." was his only reply. Serena hopped off the counter and looked at him. "Where have you been." she asked again. Darien opened his mouth and Serena got a whiff off alcohol. Serena stepped back. "You've been drinking." "IS this what you have been doing for the past week," Serena asked stepping forward. "What's it to you?" Serena took his hand and looked up into his midnight blue eyes. "I don't want you to get hurt Darien I'm always here for you please you can always talk to me." "What's there to talk about Sere Andrew's dead and he's never coming back that's it end of story." Darien fell to his knees tears falling. Serena kneeled next to him and put her hand on his cheek.

"Andrew isn't gone, he's always here." Serena took her other hand and placed it on his heart. As long as you keep him here he will never leave you." Darien looked up with tears in his eyes as he looked into her face. Serena wrapped her arms around him and pulled him close. "I don't know what I would do with out you Serena you're my best friend." said Darien into her chest. Serena's face turned into a face of hurt. "I guess that's all I will ever be to you" thought Serena to herself.

3 weeks later.

Serena walked out of her room it was the first day of her college life and she wasn't going to miss her first class. Darien was already in the kitchen drinking his normal black coffee. Serena walked past him and got a banana off the counter. "You better get going Sere if you want to make it your first class. Serena nodded her head and headed out the door. "See ya tonight." She called before closing the door.

Serena started the engine to her pink bug and headed off to her class. Ever since she was a little girl Serena always wanted to a dancer but ever since she could remember she was a klutz so that pretty much crashed her dream, but she did do one thing good and that was sing. Serena had found that talent when she was just starting out high school. Some upperclassmen thought it would be funny to enter her in the talent show so they signed her up. Serena sure was surprised when she was called out of her class to take her turn at the auditions that was surprisingly judged by the upper classmen. Serena knew something was up when she saw her hated rival Beryl smiling evilly at her. "So Serena what are you going to sing?" Beryl asked raising an eyebrow. A few of her groupies laughed and also glared at Serena.

Serena just opened her mouth and began singing Kelly Clarkson's behind these hazel eyes. Beryl and her Posey were staring in shock after she was done She never did get any more trouble from anyone. Serena laughed at the memory shook it from her head as she pulled up to the college. She ran inside and took her seat next to a blue haired girl.

The short blue haired girl looked over at her smiled and stuck out her hand, "Hey I'm Amy." Serena took her hand and smiled "Serena." "I heard the professor was a Hunk." Said Amy blushing. Serena squealed and began talking to Amy. Their conversation was cut short when a gorgeous guy walked in and headed to the front of class. HE had long blonde hair that was tied back in a low ponytail his eyes were the same color of green moss he wore black dress pants and a whit shirt and white lab coat. Serena looked at him and couldn't take her eyes off him he was gorgeous but he wasn't as gorgeous as her Darien. Serena's face suddenly fell Darien wasn't hers and never would be hers. Amy noticed the sudden change in her new friends mood so she asked her what was wrong. Serena merely shook her head and smiled. "You were right he is a hunk."

"Class May I please have your attention." The class grew quiet and all eyes fell on the professor. "I am Mr. Yuasake and I am you chem. 4 teacher (AN: I don't even know if that's a real class I'm just in high school so oh well)

After a long two hours chem. 4 was finally over. Serena walked out giggling with Amy. "So what are you doing for lunch?" asked Amy as the walked in the courtyard. Serena was about to answer when she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist. Serena smiled and turned around hoping to see Darien but found Diamond. Serena felt disappointment run through her body as her smile faded. Diamond noticed her disappointment and plastered on a fake smile. "How about you and me go to lunch." HE said taking Serena's hand. Serena looked at Amy who nodded her head. "Sure" She answered. "Ok come one then." Serena turned to Amy. "Are you sure I can always stay with you." "What are you talking about he is a major hunk." Amy pushed Serena and then turned to leave.

Serena sat uncomfortably in Diamonds car. Diamond looked over at Serena and couldn't help but think how hot she looked in her white skirt and baby blue tank. He took her hand in his and kissed it gently. Even though his friends said he could never stay with one woman for than a week he felt Serena was different he really wanted to with her forever.

Serena blushed at Diamonds actions and looked out the window. She knew she had to get over Darien because she knew he could never return her love it would be a long hard road but she needed to start her journey down it. Serena smiled at her reflection in the window and a single tear slid down her cheek.

An: Well that's another chapter hope you liked I know it was short but I have been super busy please review