I'm in Love with my Gay friend

An: Well here's the next chapter I hope you like it cuz I do!

Second thoughts

5 months had passed since that faithful day on the beach and Serena lay on her bed staring up at her ring finger which held the very ring Diamond gave her. Serena looked at the ring long and hard, sure it was beautiful but was it what she really wanted? "What am I thinking I love Diamond." Serena sat up and looked around her room. Her closet was empty and all her clothes were packed neatly inside three suitcases by the door. Boxes were scattered on the floor. "Well these boxes wont pack themselves." Serena said as she pushed herself off of her bed.

She picked up a box and went to her vanity and began to put all of her makeup and jewelry inside. Serena opened up her jewelry box and found small blue velvet box. "I don't remember you." She said as she reached out and slowly opened the box there lay the crescent moon necklace that Darien had given to her for her graduation present. Serena ran her finger over the smooth silver surface and couldn't help but remember that night.

Flash back

Darien took a hold of Serena's hand and led her out away from the loud party. "Darien what are you doing, shouldn't we be entertaining the guests?" Serena turned to leave but Darien grabbed her hand and spun her around. "I just wanted to give you this." Darien revealed a small velvet blue box to her. "Darien you didn't have to get me anything." said Serena taking the box from his hand. "It's nothing much, it's just a little something that I wanted to give you to remind you that I'll always be here for you, in your good times and your bad.

Serena opened the box and smiled at the gift there sat a silver crescent moon necklace. "Thank you Darien it's beautiful." "Aww it was nothing I just thought you should have something as beautiful as you to wear." Serena pulled Darien into a tight embrace and shivered at the volt of electricity that ran through her body by his touch."

End flash back

Tears came to Serena's eyes as she sat down the necklace and ran out the door and down the stairs and into the busy streets of Tokyo. Serena ran blindly passed hundreds of people pushing them out of her way. But one person unparticular called out to her, but she never heard him call her name.

Darien watched as Serena rounded the corner and he knew something was wrong. He dropped his grocery bags and ran after her.

Serena ran to eth park and sat down by the lake. She watched as grace full swans glided across the water and listened to the birds love song. Tears came to her eyes as she remembered something that happened in this very spot 10 years ago.

Flash back

A 10 year old Serena sat by the lake crying and alone. "why." she sniffled Serena felt a someone behind her so she quickly turned around and saw Darien. Tears streamed down her cheeks and her eyes were all red from crying. "Sere what's the matter?" Serena sniffed and looked away from him. "My kitty Luna she….she died." Darien sat down and pulled her in between his legs close to his chest. "But she's not gone." Whispered Darien. "What do you mean she is gone and I'll never see her again."

"Serena she'll never be truly gone, she's always in your heart, and as long as you keep her there she'll always be with you." "See my parents died in a car wreck when I was really little but I know they loved me and they're always watching over me from heaven." "Do you think Luna's up there with your parents?" "Of course she is." Serena dried her eyes and looked at Darien. "You always know how to make me feel better." "I love you Darien." Said the little girl hugging him. "I love you too Sere.

End

"Serena are you ok?" Serena turned around looked at Darien with tears in her eyes. "I don't think I can do this." "Hey, hey there's no reason to cry." Darien sat down by Serena and dried her eyes. "Next week your going to walk up to those church doors walk down the isle, stand at the alter and… and…Darien held back tears as he talked. He looked deep into Serena's blue eyes as he said "And you're going to marry the man you love." Serena smiled at Darien even though her heart was breaking "So he really doesn't love me." she thought to herself as she hugged the only man she truly loved.

5 days till the wedding.

Serena stood at the airport waiting for her friends to arrive from the u.s. Her freshmen year she had been an exchange student and ever since then she had kept in touch with them. She watched as people unloaded off the plane and spotted a familiar face. A woman with long black hair wearing a black skirt and a red blouse walked up to her. "Oh my gosh Sere is that you." Serena smiled and pulled the woman into a hug. "It's been to long Rei." "It damn well has." came another voice. Serena turned and stared up at a tall brunette with green eyes wearing blue jeans and a green tank. "Lita you've gotten taller." said Serena as she was pulled into a hug.

"Where's Mina?" questioned Serena. "Well look behind you and you might find me." Serena turned around and stared at a girl with blonde hair and blue eyes she was wearing a yellow summer dress. "Mina." screamed Serena as she took her in a hug."Gods I've missed you guys." "Well where's the hottie fiancée of yours?" questioned Mina "Oh he's out planning the wedding." "Speaking of which were late for your dress fitting so hurry up." Serena pushed the girls out of the airport and into a limo. "What's with the hearse?" questioned Lita. "Diamond demanded that I drive in it." laughed Serena.

They all climbed into the car and smiled when they saw a blue haired girl they didn't know. "Hey Sere who's that?" asked Rei. "Oh sorry I forgot to introduce you guys." "Rei, Mina, Lita this is Amy she's my friend." Once they all got acquainted they talked like they had known each other their whole lives.

When the limo pulled up to the dress shop Serena ushered every one inside and showed them the dresses that she had picked out. They were golden silk halter dresses that had a sparkly sequence on the top and the skirt bunched up all the way down, and the back dipped low and tied.

They all stared at the dresses, they were gorgeous. Once they had all tried them they all wanted to see Serena in her wedding dress.

"Ok I'll try it on but you cant laugh." they all nodded in agreement and Serena walked into the fitting room and pulled on her dress. Serena stared at her reflection and moved her hands over the material the dress truly was spectacular.

When Serena walked out the girls mouth's hung open in shock. "You look stunning!" said Mina. All the girls nodded and this made Serena blush. Her dress was white and it was strapless, there were sparkling sequence on the top and the skirt made a bell shape. "You really think so?" "Your going to make every guy wish they were marrying you." giggled Lita.

The week passed in a haze and it seemed like Serena saw less and less of Darien. Until finally Serena sat at a vanity mirror on her wedding day staring at her reflection. Her long golden hair was pulled tightly into a bun with golden curled ringlets left out. A silver tiara sat in front of her bun with veil attached to it.

"Well this is it Serena no turning back now." A small knock was heard on the door and in piled Ami, Mina, Lita and Rei. "You look beautiful Serena." smiled Mina. Serena smiled and thanked her. "You know Serena you can back out now if you like." stated Ami. "What are you talking about." questioned Serena. "He loves you he's just to afraid to admit it." "Am I missing something who loves you." asked a very confused Lita.

"You don't know what your talking about Ami, he doesn't love me and he never will." Said Serena turning away from them with tears in her eyes. "Yes he does that night when you came back from the beach with Diamond he was going to tell you but you told him you were getting married, you seemed happy and he didn't want to ruin your happiness, he loves you Sere but he just wants you to be happy."

Serena turned around red face with tears cascading down her cheeks and stared at Ami. "HE DOESN"T LOVE ME." screamed Serena. Ami's head fell to the floor and every one took this as a hint to leave. As Ami walked at she looked up at Serena. "I just want your happiness Serena be it with Diamond or Darien, but for once I think you should follow your heart." Ami gently closed the door and walked down the hallway.

Serena sat down at the vanity and looked at her reflection "Look at your self your pitiful." A head popped in the door and told Serena it was time. Serena dried her eyes grabbed her bouquet and headed at the door. She could hear the piano playing the song for the bridesmaids and knew it was time. She walked up to the chapel doors and stood. Suddenly the doors opened and the wedding march began. She put on a smile and began her walk down the whit carpet. She looked around the room and saw her parents and Diamonds parents, but her eyes fell on one seat in particular that was empty.

"Where are you Darien." asked Serena to herself. AS she got up to the alter Diamond took her hand in his and they turned towards the priest. "Do you Diamond take Serena to love and to cherish in sickness and in health till death do you part?" "Yes, I do." Said Diamond as he smiled down at Serena.

The priest looked at Serena and began to ask her the same question but Serena's mind was full of images of Darien. His face wouldn't leave her mind his smile that made her fall more in love with him, She saw herself falling asleep in his arms and she heard a voice echo through her mind… "Sere I love you. I love you more than anything in this world." She saw Darien kiss her lips while she was asleep and suddenly it struck her she couldn't do this.

"Till death do you part." finished the priest. "I can't." whispered Serena. The crowd of people all gasped in shock. Diamond dropped her hand and stared at her. "What do you mean." Serena looked up into his eyes and smiled. "I'm sorry Diamond I just can't if I married you I would live the rest of my life revolved around a lie, I do love you but there is someone else and I just cant live without him."

Diamonds head fell as he spoke. "I always knew I was second best and I was ok with that I just wanted to be in your life I just hoped that one day I would be first in your heart but I know that can never be." Diamond looked up with tears in his eyes and smiled down at her. "I'll always love you, but go.., go to him go to the one you love." Serena kissed him on his cheek and whispered a small thank you in his ear and the she ran past the people and out the chapel doors and into the spring light and hopefully into a new life.

An: well did you like it? I know I did well I hope you review, I have pictures of what teh gresses look like if you would liek to see them just tell me so in your review cuz it wont let me put them on teh stpry its stupid but ya there really pretty