hey every one ! this is the next chapter, i know they rnt very long, but .. i'm hoping to make them longer. hope you likey.
i do not own naruto , but as i said in the last chapter , if i did... hed be black and blue .
-Live a life of no regrets
chapter 2
Friday rolled around quick enough. But still it wasn't fast enough for me. Finally it was 5 o'clock, and I was just finishes blow drying my hair then walked down stairs and put my shoes on.
"ok mom .. I'm going now.. I'll be back .. Um.. Later but not to late .." then I walked out of the house and to Ichibans . I was so excited, and at the same time, so nervous. I have no clue why I was nervous . Maybe it was because I didn't know what was going to happen. I was wondering if he was going to kiss me, oh hold my hand , or any thing. All I could see in my head as I walked to Inchibans was all the different scenarios of how he would kiss me , or maybe hug me. Or any thing that has to do with having physical contact with me. I was in my own dream world and I didn't even notice me about to bump in to some thing until….
BUMP!
Trip
falls on ass
"oaf" I said at I hit the ground
" oh! I'm sorry Sakura"
'hey.. Where's the 'Chan' part' I thought to my self as Naruto extended his hand to help me up, witch I took willingly.
" its ok .. I'm fine " I smiles as I dusted my self off " so you ready to go ?"
" yeah"
Naruto and I walked in a comfortable silence all the way to the theatre. When we got there we got our tickets then bought our popcorn and drinks then went into our selected theatre and sat down and waited for the move to start.
" I heard this was supposed to be really good " I said finally breaking the silence
" yeah .. I did too."
Right then the movie started and we watched it. It was quite good. It was about this man, who found this doll on his porch one night and took it in side then it came alive and started chasing after him, then he met this girl who helped him get away form the doll that had by now possessed some ones body. And then the girl and the guy start to fall in love over one night and then they find out that it was one of the guys moms friend and they get married.
Naruto got up from his set and waited for me to get up then we walked out of the theatre.
" So … I guess I'll walk you home .." Naruto said as we walked in the direction of my house. But I didn't want to go home just yet. So, I held his hand and said.
" how about we go to the park ?'
he looked at me with a questioning look but then nodded and we headed for the park. We walked to the park hand in hand the whole way there. It wasn't a long walk , maybe about 2 minutes so the silence was ok. When we got there we sat down on the bench and talked.
" so, how was your week ?" I asked smiling at him.
" it was great. Yours?' he smiled back
" it was okay. A little boring , but still ok."
" well that's alright I guess.."
".. so … why was your week so great? What did you do?" 'were you as excited to come on this date with me as I was?' I thought to my self .
" oh well, I ran into Hinata, and we were talking . And I asked her out and she said yeah. We going to go to the fair in the next town over tomorrow" Naruto smiled widely his eyes becoming slits. But me, my heart had just shattered into a billion peaces. I was shocked, but I didn't show it. I just tried to smile and hid my tears. But I guess it wasn't that convincing, Cause Naruto noticed.
".. hey .. What's wrong ?" Naruto asked concerned .
'… nothing …" I still kept on my fake smile
" Sakura , don't like to me, how long have I known you for ? I know when some thing is wrong."
' but yet you still don't know how to tell that I like you , I held your hand for goodness sakes.' I thought
" its noting Naruto," I said as I got up " I'm going to go home now. I guess .. I'll see you around.. Or .. What ever." I started to walk away but couldn't get very far before he grabbed onto my wrist. I looks at the ground, buy now tears were slowly falling down my face, so I dared not to look at him.
" Sakura, please tell me what's wrong…"
he got no answer for me for I was afraid I would break down if I said the littlest of things.
" Sakura , look at me and answer me please."
I shook me head. So he went and stood in front of me and lifted my chin to him, before I could look at him I shut my eyes tightly, when my face was fully in view I herd a slight gasp from him
" Sakura! Why are you crying?" Naruto asked concerned
that only made me cry harder.
" Sakura , please .. Talk to me say some thing"
finally I gathered all my courage and opened my eyes and spoke to him
"… your so blind its not even funny, don't you realise any thing Naruto?"
he was shocked, but I didn't care.
" w-what do you mean.?" he asked letting go of my chin.
I slightly glared at him, I didn't care if I was hurting him, I was in pain my self.
" I like you, ok.. There you go .. I-like-you! I said it!"
Naruto had an even more sad look on his face after he herd that then look at the ground with a sad expression. I was confused. 'why would he be sad, because he is going out on a date with Hinata tomorrow and he doesn't want to hurt her .. Or..' my thought were cut off by Naruto finally speaking
" I'm sorry"
".. what do you mean your sorry, what are you sorry for ?" I asked gently
"… I don't like you that way any more Sakura, I waited to long, and .. Well… I couldn't wait any longer. So … I moved on … I'm sorry.. But ..I just want to be friend … I thought that's why we went to see a movie , just as friend … I didn't realise that you thought it was a date.. If I knew I would have said no."
I was shocked to say the least, and those broken pieces of my heart from finding out that him and Hinata were going on a date shattered more. I backed away from him, not sure what was going on any more. Then I tripped and fell on my butt. Naruto came and extended a hand to me to help me up but I just hit it away and got up my self and glared at him then started to walk away.
" Sakura … "
I turned and looked at him
"…. I don't want to talk to you right now …"
" but .,"
I looks away from him then broke into a run and ran all the way home tears flooding my vision but not enough for me to hit any thing. I got home and ran in, kicked off my shoes then ran to my room, slammed my door then fell on my bed and cried for what seemed like forever.
Like I said in the first chapter, You think some one thinks the world of you until your told differently . And it's like getting stabbed in the heart a thousand times.
You never really know what it feels like till it happens. And I, never thought it would to me, but it did. What was I to do at a time like this, I couldn't just go and hang out with him as though this was all nothing, but , I didn't want to lose a great friend. So I decided that night. Let me wait a little then I'll go and put this whole incident behind me and just be his friend. If that's all I could be, then that's what I'd take. Just as long as I was allowed to be close to him, be around him, talk to him.
ok.. thats the last chapter... JUST KIDDING! hahah ... but it will be if you dont REVIEW! lol so please ... review! i love you all !
