Summary: hanging there he thought of everything that she meant to him. Speeding away, she already knew. Rose/Ten R&R

Disclaimer: don't own them, wish I did, don't, so don't sue!

Well I had 3 reviews, that told me that this wasn't a waste of time, yay! And well I just couldn't get the story out of my head, it was chasing me round and bashing me with a broom, so I wrote it, enjoy!

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And for all those that don't know, I used to be Heavenlysoul, I changed it, because I just love the whole bad wolf concept.

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"He fell"

"Rose, he said your name"

Rose

My name

Rose

I'm Rose, a 19 yr old from earth, 500 years away from home, with no way to get home. I've been scared before, terrified even, but he was always there to hold my hand and chase the monsters away. He was her light at the end of the tunnel as long as there was him there was hope. Now, now there was no light, just never ending darkness, she was terrified.

It wasn't because she was being pursued by some telepathic Odd, stranded 500 years in the future, no way home, with a team of 3 men and her self; trying to save themselves. No, none of that even compared to the fear that she felt. He was gone, she might have been stranded before, but that was different, he was here to be stranded with. He was the only link that she had to her life. Mickey was gone, her Dad (well parallel dad) didn't want her, she would never see her mum again, and never again would she see her friends again.

She had been taking the piss when she talking about getting a mortgage, she knew he didn't do domestic, well his last incarnation didn't, and had reminded her plenty of times during their travels. She had wanted to lighten the mood, he seemed so devastated.

"It's all I have got left; literally, I have to get it back"

She had felt like yelling at him telling him that she was still there that the TARDIS wasn't the only thing that he had in the universe. But then again she couldn't blame him she loved the TARDIS; she thought it as her home. She had gone home a few months previous and had to sleep in the TARDIS, she couldn't sleep in her bed at home. She thought it was because of the Doctor, which was half of it; she had missed the noise, the feel of the TARDIS. As soon as she realized that the TARDIS was lost it tore out her heart, she was fine about being stranded, true she was upset about never going home, but to never be in the TARDIS again, that was devastating.

He had said her name; he had thought about her, his last thoughts have been about her. She had seen his eyes before he went in to the shaft, there had been a conflict happening within him. She saw the love that was there, for her, she had never seen a look of love like that from anyone before. Mickey had loved her but not like the Doctor loved her. This was an indefinable love, never ending love. And it was returned to him ten fold.

She had trusted him before she even knew who he was; she didn't usually trust people the way that she trusted the Doctor. Finding out that he was an alien was well surprising, but that didn't steer her away from him, if not it made her even more attracted to him. Running to the end of the universe would never compare to the feeling that he brought forth.

There was only one time that she had feared for life without her Doctor, back on satellite 5. He had sent her away and all that she could do was think about him, nothing else. How was she meant to survive without the Doctor, when she couldn't even be without him for a few hours, she had almost died her self to be with him. She had lost him, she thought, she had lost her old Doctor; looking back she remembered how scared she was. Here was a stranger that could work the TARDIS, save the universe and all round, do everything her Doctor could do. But she hadn't believed him when he said that he was the Doctor, she needed proof, proof that he was the man that she loved. It had taken all but one single act to convince her that he was her Doctor, and when he had stood on front of the Sycorax and said Time Lord, she knew. He had saved her world and all of her loved ones, but most of all her. He had saved her, and she knew than that if anyone in all Time and Space was her Doctor, that he was it.

She didn't want to leave, there was every chance that he was alive, but still the same there was every chance that he was dead. She didn't want to believe that he was dead, accepting that he was dead meant that he was and she couldn't accept that. They had drugged her and carried her into the rocket, they were only trying to save her, but what was life without the Doctor? She would be happy to die believing that he was alive and well, waiting for him to return. Waking up she was devastated that they were leaving, scared that he could still be alive and needing her. She screamed for them to let her go, take her back. They were celebrating, they were going home.

She was leaving behind the one person in her life that she had left, the one person that understood her.

She knew what he was thinking when he was thinking about her, knew that if she had been there he wouldn't have needed to say the thoughts running through his head, she would have known. The look in his eyes had been enough. Looking down at the planet, tears burning her eyes and blurring her vision, she knew the love that he held for her, the fear and excitement that came with that love. She knew because she felt it too, the same intense burning feeling spreading through your body, oh yes she knew.

I love you too my Doctor, thank you, I wouldn't have missed It for the world!

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A/N that wasn't as good as my Doctor's thoughts, it seems harder to do Rose's thoughts though, don't know why. There will be one more chapter after this one, no thoughts or anything, but the lovely reunion of Rose and The Doctor, but my version of it. That chapter will be rated T.

Ok the usual

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