Hey you guys! Thanks for reviewing! All of you! I really appreciate it! Life has been a little rocky for me, so im sorry if this chapter is a little dark. Raven and Kori get into an argument because of what happened last chapter.

And Im sorry if this chapter sucks, oh my god im such an over depressive teen! My best friend is never going to speak to me again because I was being a moody over sensitive bitch again… I thought I was over my Bf, it's been four months since our breakup and im still leading a pathetic life! Hes gone out with three girls already, and all I have is my best guy friends! People are even calling me a Dyke now.. Im so not lesbian! I don't have anything against homosexuality, but Im not one… SO GOD! So sorry for my ranting and my fucking sucking chapter. Love you guys!

Anyway here is my Chapter!

Disclaimer: Do not own teen titans or they'll be more drama and romance. I do own the poem and ranting in this chapter!

Warnings: Usual, Verbal, Cutting. Sex, Alcohol, Abuse, and stalkers (:O)

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" What the fuck where you thinking! Its one thing to go with him to the party! It's another thing to fuck him the same night! Do you know how much I was fucking worried?" Raven was pissed, Kori had to basically hang on for dear life as she was driven back to Raven's house manically, almost hitting various objects as Raven's anger swelled.

"Take me home." It was all she could say in response, she didn't know what else to do, never had she thought Raven would blow up at her like this. It hurt too much,

The car stopped, if Kori hadn't been wearing a seat belt she would be out in the road from the sudden jerk.

"NO. We need to talk about this!"

Why was Raven being such a bitch?

" WELL if we are going to talk Rachel, you might as well speak not scream!"

" All…Right…"

Then there was silence, no screaming, no talking, just the sound of the rush of our breaths, I almost welcomed the silence. Even though normally the sound of nothing meant I was alone, and I hated that feeling.

" Why the hell did you sleep with him? You know that's all he wanted from you, now he wont even talk to you, I swear."

Kori was getting angry, Richard wasn't as bad as Raven cut him out to be, she loved him wasn't that enough? Why couldn't raven except that? " Because I love him, because even though we just met a month ago, and I went out with him for the first time ever, I still slept with him, because I need him."

" NO you don't, you don't need a jackass like him, and do you know how many girls have said the same thing! But he isn't with any of them. You know why? Because hes a rich egotistical playboy! He doesn't need anyone but himself!"

This time she couldn't take it any more, her anger swelled up, like a " YOU THINK THAT'S WHAT THIS IS ABOUT! I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND! I THOUGHT IT WAS BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE! AND LOOK AT YOU! horse wanting to be let out of its box before a race. " You're just jealous, you're just a jealous bitch, unhappy because I have slept with the hottest guy in our school and you haven't."

BLAMING ME WHEN I JUST WANT TO WATCH YOUR BACK! HELP YOU OUT!"

" Whatever." Kori hissed it out got out of the car and started to walk home never looking back. A block ahead she heard the car start again and the screeching sound of Rachel driving off.

And if Kori had listened closely she just might have heard the sound of her best friend sobbing.

But she didn't care.

For the first time in her life,

She needed to be alone.

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The pain seared through her body, and for a second her mind went limp. The pain, the blood, the numbing feeling, she loved it.

Picking up the little tack from her bad she once again pierced her wrist, watching in eagerness as the blood swelled up creating a dark red stain on her mattress. Stabbing the pin deeper Kori could feel nothing, the numb feeling took over her. Slashing she scarred her perfect olive arm, the pain meant nothing, not like the confusion she felt inside. Why the hell couldn't life ever make sense for her! She had always been a good girl. Top grades, star soccer player, and horse rider. Kori shuddered remembering her past. Absentmindedly she played with the pin on her arm, sketching light lines. The numb spots now throbbing, the pain had returned.

' I had a future, I once had dreams, what the fuck happened?'

' You gave up, you gave in, bloody want to be.'

' Its wannabe idiot.'

' What are you now talking to yourself?'

Sighing with much frustration Kori looked out the window, jump city wasn't very pretty at four in the morning. It looked like her life, bleak and pointless. After her parents died she changed completely. It was like yesterday; she could remember coming home to a crying sister and brother telling her that their parents were driving and had an accident. Later to find out it wasn't an accident but suicide, they couldn't take life anymore.

' I remember everyone feeling sorry for me. I remember becoming like everyone else, not a care for anyone, not even for myself. But hey, dead parents means no curfew.'

She tried to laugh at her joke, it wasn't funny, the idea of death scared her, and she needed her parents more now than ever.

Couldn't anyone save her from herself?

Opening a page in her poetry book Kori wrote,

Another day goes by,

I can only ask myself why?

Why am I alone?

What happened to our friendship?

I only have our questions,

Please come back to me,

And my world is sinister,

Without you there is no urge,

I miss you,

My dearest friend im sorry,

But life isn't easy,

I just need to say,

Goodbye

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I jest wanted to get the chapter over with im sorry.

I have a riding competition now.

Wish me luck.

I hope I don't faint, I feel really weak

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