Disclaimer: I do not own ANY part of OTH, unless you count the DVD'S etc...and some unknown objects as of right now.
A/N-Hello! Okay so I'm back with a NON one shot...surprising right? This is the first place that I am posting it, rather because it is on impulse. I wrote this just a few minutes ago, just to sum up some things. I have NO IDE where I am going with this, but I know that I would never let a story go incomplete, so I will try my best, and also it is my first non one shot, so...tell me what you REALLY think! Please and thank yous! Oh, and if you have any ideas for me, I would LOVE to hear them!
Falling Hearts
You know, even now that my eyes sting with unshed tears…it still seems as if no one really cares.No one is there for me…they can pretend all they want, but they really aren't. I feel as if I'm the only one in the world that knows what I know. I feel as if no one can feel what I feel. And…I'm probably right.
Because I am my own person…no one can change me. Only I can change myself. I've tried to so many times…but every time I try…it's as if I'm just hopeless. No one likes me…no one cares about me. That's just basically my life. I've met people that have cared or have tried to…for a little while…but slowly, bit by bit they just…faded away or more like ran away.
It's probably just me…it's me that they don't like. I look in the mirror every morning and I just think…'what is so wrong with me that everyone hates so much?'….and I don't want to sound conceited or anything…but I just can't see why. Maybe it's the fact that I'm not athletic or energetic…or that I'm the farthest from pretty that you could be…maybe it's because I'm strange…I just don't know. I try my best to understand, but I just can't. I can't see why people hate me so much…I just can't. And the fact that my own family barely cares about me, or that none of my friends are real, it just all leads up to me.
Ido so well…I try so hard…but no matter what…I'm just…never good enough…ever.
