A/N: Hi! Thank you so much for the review Falconwolf3! I really appreciate it...and so I dedicate this chapter to you. I know they are really short, but the inspiration only comes as often as pain...but that comes often, so I just type things in. Well, tell me what you think!

Chapter 2

I turn on the TV and I see all of these people…these people that are so lucky. These people that are so talented and get the chance to do what they want. But what about the rest of us? People say that everyone has at least one talent…but what's mine? Is it feeling sorry for myself? Because I seem to be REALLY good at that.

I just can't stop thinking about the fact that I am who I am and I just don't seem to be such a great person in other people's eyes.
I do feel sorry for myself, but I don't mean to…I don't mean to sound so weak.
I try to be strong, but I really don't know if I am. You tell me. And as for the rest of you that are feeling sorry for yourself…just think about why you are…and why God put you here on this earth. I do believe that everyone has a talent…you just have to…find it. And tonight…my talk is all about my favorite quote...and what comes and what doesn't. It's "Come What May." Because you just never know what to expect anyhow. You don't know what is going to happen…you can pretend and think and hope all you want…but you can just never know. The future has a mind of its own…and I know that for a fact. Because everything I thought my life would or would change into…hasn't. All my hopes and dreams haven't come true. All of my new year's resolutions haven't either. It's just what you have to wait for…something that will happen. Something that nothing can change…it's like a force of nature. But…there's something else that can mean the same thing…it's that you have to do things for yourself.
You have to work for it. And I honestly have to admit…I hate working for it…if I have to, then I will probably just quit and convince myself that if I was supposed to have it…then it'll come to me.
I know…I'm ridiculous, right? I know…but I realize that you have to save yourself sometimes…especially when there is no one to save you.

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And then there was that one night…when I suddenly felt scared.
I felt scared of death and of life. I felt like I didn't want to live anymore, but I just couldn't give up. So, of course I was really sorry for myself, and seemingly enough, I was in public. And as my tears slowly fell from my eyes...he was there. He stood right in front of me when I looked up. He handed me a tissue and wiped my tears away with his thumb. And then, for the first time in my life, I felt…like I was cared for.

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From far away she just seems like a lonesome figure trying to find the way…but if you look closely then you could see the bags under her eyes, and her pale face staring back at you…and you could tell that in her head…she was thinking just why was she here?